Time to leave a wake up call with the front desk receptionist via the underlined hyperlink text.
I am actually hearing the Bangles this morning! But what really grabbed my attention is that where I live the New Moon at 11:49 PM as well as the Sun will both be on the same degree of Aquarius (12°). Yesterday I made an oops to my Sign Spotlight Sunday as I was supposed to carry on from Capricorn to Aquarius, but I did a post for Pisces featuring Purim. I believe the Universe again has a sense of humor where it is laughing with me at this because the Chandra symbol matches exactly how my blog post reads. How so? In the fact that it disclosed Purim as a time of deception and disguise where black bile of melancholy is transmuted to joy or laughter while I charted Amphitrite seeing my natal, transit, and progression describing arguments and bullying moving into Cupid’s arrows and such.
I ran my natal and transit chart today and within Aquarius I have Saturn a few degrees later in Aquarius. This is my 4th House which will be different for everyone when they view their astrology chart. And here we find the House of One’s Family and Origin!
The 4th House governs:
- Ancestry and family roots
- One of your parents
- Your physical house
- Real estate and property
- Your private life
The foundations of your family and birthplace are conveyed here including your grandparents, the genealogy and customs inherited from them, and material possessions which are passed down from generation to generation within your family. I have blogged often that when my maternal grandfather passed after watching a Vedic astrology video on Magha I matched what was spoken of for inheritance. Ancestral documents, knowledge of our cultural or DNA roots, and the California king oak bed (Magha the astrologer said inherits a piece of furniture often made of wood). Along this journey I researched my biological paternal DNA as well. Both sides have Nordic (German/Danish) and Ashkenazi Jewish within them. But ultimately the biological paternal houses Anglo Saxon with very minute Middle Eastern/Ethiopian Jewish in it.
Maternal family immigrated to the USA circa somewhere in the 1800s as I have not memorized the exact year. The largest haplogroup on my biological paternal DNA is a very common one linking to a time just before the Last Glacial Maximum. The haplogroup originates with Siberia and the Ice Age running through the Levant, Middle East, Africa, and Caucasus (it can include Mesopotamia and Anatolia). I have another haplogroup I won’t disclose because frankly it is far too controversial when you discover it for the lineage it is intertwined with which incites an Emotional IQ of zero within society where they begin to foam at the mouth and turn rabid. I’m not really impressed that my DNA ties me to this “non-disclosed” lineage either, but it is what it is. And we will leave you the audience wondering why! I only tell those I can trust with such information which is very few people. I did read some of this DNA goes back to the Yamna and Maykop. Maykop were horse breeders and terrace agriculturists while Yamna were pit grave and red ochre oriented. I can laugh at this for my bed is covered in grey linens with a red blanket over the grey (black mixed with white). These colors are also oddly symbolic in alchemy.
The 4th House rules over your youth therefore the parent who is closer to the child is most likely referred to. In the majority of the cases this is the mother where her relationship to the chart holder can be seen through the planets situated here.
This house also rules occult blessings or curses from your ancestry. These forces are acquired from your parents and ancestors which follow your individual bloodline. These will be your own unique skill set which you will learn throughout your lifetime which were granted to you as latent talents that can be manifested.
The title of the blog post refers to the rejection Saturn energies cause alongside the liberating energies of Uranus both ruling Aquarius. In ancient times before astrologers knew Uranus existed they used Saturn for the Aquarius ruling planet. Saturn is often seen as Set or Satan in modern parlance.
Let us all look at the degree for the Sun and New Moon below for more answers! By my estimation this explains my blog posts even when I have expressed I am fed up with the world wide web for the hot mess it is of projection, blame/shame, gang stalking, ego based cliques, propaganda/lies, and politicized Hegelian Dialectic or worse. I see infantile forms of psyche pretending to be authorities out of their superiority/inferiority complexes unwilling to swallow their haughty pride and take a piece of humble pie. All of which has made me solitary as bleep to my peers of my own choosing while I attempt to begin a business, network, and self heal. As of now I got a limited audience which has only followed or liked a few entries on my blog. In my estimation “I can go my own way.”
I consider this a failure on one end and a success on another. I am learning more about myself and getting nowhere fast with my business so I expect once mom is well from pneumonia to take part time work, and I may spend less time here between my obligations. I have debated closing the business at infancy actually to let it go as it is not bringing me any other value, is time consuming to provide content, and has drained my confidence in “making it work.” But I don’t like abortions! Personal choice, but nonetheless my empathy towards the child is different than others. And I consider my business to be my baby.
At the onset I had ideas such as Redbubble, writing eBooks, or making my own tarot decks and podcasts. I have zero donations to any of my pursuits and no one supports me via astrology. So this was a dead end for anyone except personal growth or healing which I am realizing. I’m not alone in this. I’ve seen Patreon accounts which never take off, GoFundMe accounts that never see the light of day, and Kickstarter projects that receive the funding of zilch. The world does not want another Master level Reiki esotericist or astrologer when it values “pop astrology” as I learned on Twitter before I closed my account. The world told me on Twitter they refuse to do shadow work when presented with it and has through their actions indicated they can not integrate towards wholeness because what I see is mass formation psychosis happening. I already explained this in a previous blog post.
You never needed the internet to have psychological disease go viral because we can see this in history through countless examples where humanity exemplified their lowest of natures only the world wide web makes it easier to spot! And this has nothing to do with Covid solely. It exists all over for what we think or believe shapes our reality. Therefore while fact checkers which I call op-eds expressing opinions try to discredit the term ignore how online hate or violence spreads through various communities display their ignorance the rest of us have to witness that humans learn little from their his/her story so we get remedial lessons.
I even learned this when family bought the Ring security system and joined Neighborhood. Both foster a mental paradigm of constant feat and distrust in the psyche of humans towards those they perceive as other and were notorious for spreading hate, rage, and violent discourse. So I removed their apps from my iPhone. You control your destiny individually and collectively folks! Denial is a river in Egypt that flooded during the inundation. I suggest humanity get a check in on their inability to cope with reality and soon! Your lab rat experiment worked perhaps too well society! And you ignored the precautionary principal to honor the virtue of prudence no less.
In fact when I closed my aesthetics business I spent several years with no internet activity. I had no social media to speak of. Today I am still only blogging because Facebook for my previous business was a legal issue over intellectual property so I boycott them and Twitter was a lame joke for me for my present business. I am not the person who wants to be in Tiktok or Snapchat because that does not suit my vibe. Podcasts, yes, because I feel it would be far better than long blog entries.
Overall I want to avoid propaganda and race, gender, or other topics that foment protests, wars, and cancel culture! Nothing thus far is showing examples of unity for me rather it indicates disunity as well as exposes later that many organizations have sketchy as bleep motives/intentions hidden behind them. I have been online creating content since the late 90s so I am not a naive fool over here regarding social/behavioral engineering, and I can see the games being played as well as what court the ball is in. I do my best to not want to tell certain platforms to go bleep off because frankly some of them just suck! Trolls and bots; must be nice to have no life other than to be an @#$%& incapable of maturity!
A heated argument turns into laughter.
Tension and release. Contraction and expansion. The breath of the mind resolving its dualities. In order to make it possible for radical truths and significant realizations to come through, you must first karmically dramatize, inside the ego-mind and outside as well, the unbearable tension between opposing points of view. You enter upon disputes, advocate positions, set up heroes and villains. And then when your whole inner and outer world is packed with dilemmas, problems, arguments and battles, you become ready to seek out synthesis, to enter upon a cycle of restoring wholeness. During your experimental years, spice means everything. But during your maturity, there is no further mileage to be had in turning anything against anything else. Getting it that you made it all up in the first place, and that the rational mind delights in controversy but has its limits. When resolution comes, everything looks different. All of life turns around, and most particularly your relation to yourself changes from the critic into the friend and respectful ally of your own inward intentions.
This degree manifests a lightness of attitude protecting it from almost anything. The innate understanding that it imparts is that one’s own karma is not anything outside the self. Karma may become a protection when one is truly working to clear negativity from life which will always support that process no matter what the outer circumstances display.
It is wonderful to be serious and passionate about life yet unhealthy when through our attachments and desires we transform what is important to us into a burden. This degree knows and focuses on what is important to us while learning to carry it lightly. If we attune to the greater spiritual reality from which our consciousness arises we inevitably come to know the joy of our pure being. Work with guardian angels Haheuiah and Anauel as well as the daimons Andras and Naberius.
Daimon Andras connects to 10 of Wands, Moon, Sagittarius, and Jasmine. Most everyone puts caution here that this daimon sows discord and they fear working with the energy. Might I remind humans of the fact you have Eris as an archetype as well as can chart her in your astrology chart. Repression of anger or hate is also unhealthy. What has to happen is that society needs to teach the skills essential to properly working with your Emotional IQ. If we can improve our reactionary impulses we might see huge improvements in humanity!
My maternal great grandmother who I feel strong affinity with grew night blooming jasmine around her home in Florida (the state I was born in).
Awareness of thesis and antithesis awakens your mind to the relationship between the two false “opposing poles” distinction your mind has created. This awareness triggers a third stage of the dialect called “synthesis” where you reconcile the difference between the poles so that the poles are no longer opposites, but merely two sides of the same reality transcending duality! This is what Purim is teaching when you drink till so inebriated you no longer distinguish curses from blessings!
Our garden Yin Yang is an example of contraries synthesized.
Andras is best when you need help to bring people to a place of confrontation with the aim of resolving issues instantly. If humanity won’t work on their shadow it will manifest regardless and force them to confront or integrate what they are trying to run from/escape. In my parlance society needs to own their guano! The more we integrate our personal and collective guano turning it into essential compost the better our garden will become making for a healthier society at large. I have no respect for those unwilling to do the necessary work. Sorry! Respect is earned and if you want to be a grown up psyche I suggest you get busy already. As the saying goes your mother does not work here clean up your mess!
Daimon Naberius connects with 7 of Cups, Moon, Scorpio, and Jasmine again. Invoke Naberius for strength as well as guidance to do what is honorable and right even when you fear taking a stand for that which you believe in. Naberius can make magicians feel very nervous; a natural effect of his energy. Consequently this daimon can infuse a magician with great courage and confidence when they need it most.
Naberius from Goetia assists public speakers and project leaders to silence their personal fears surrounding speaking out in public. If you are exceptionally afraid of speaking in front of many people then this will benefit you! Naberius has a very structured energy so you will feel this during any spell work as his energy is that of a school rector (look at the etymology for further insight).
This degree falls in fixed star Armus in the heart of Capricornus the Goat. Armus is Latin for “The Shoulder.” The energy of Mars and Mercury is present and displays as high enterprise, combative, and causes disagreeableness, contemptibility, shamelessness, or a contentious nature. People who engage in politics, religious, or humanitarian causes author consciously written material with a social impact in their mind.
The Chinese lunar mansion Girl under the Black Tortoise lies on this degree bringing family disputes and epidemics/illness. The Arabic lunar mansion Al Sa’d al Dhabih (Lucky One of Slaughterers) suggests one seek healing from a trusted source, but that they don’t lend money. Servants and slaves under this degree are helped for escape when held in captivity by oppressors and this degree can cure disease.
Past, present, and future have become unified. If you were naughty in the past then Divine timing asks you to pay your debt initiating an event to teach you a lesson. If you were nice in the past then Divine timing asks you to accept a reward in the place of punishment initiating an event to pay you back for your good deeds. This degree impacts our health via damage to the bone structure of our left leg where I had my foot fractures and ligament surgery. There is pressure along this meridian which issues forth chemical changes within that dissolve the bone structure through a loss of calcium. Later in life your leg may be shortened. Beware for signs of hot, tingling, or burning neuropathic pain when walking (sounds like my sural nerve flaring post surgery). This pain is sporadic and is directly related to your level of anxiety in life. Once you learn to control your anxious and impatient nature your nerves will heal. Ensure that your diet includes calcium taken following daily recommendations.
Kabalists associate this degree with the Hebrew letter Yod and the Wheel of Fortune. Manilius speaks of Vesta tending her fires at this degree which demands renewal of your flame to derive your skills and callings. My Vesta is transiting in Capricorn 3rd House which I researched yesterday in preparation of this blog post. It’s how I want my home to be which implies I want high speed internet, music, activity/action, and state of the art design whereas at birth Vesta was in my 7th House Taurus indicating I wanted to share the rent and be with those I love. Images of the Yod in astrology as the Finger of God resemble where I wear my ring.
I am laughing as my old iMac is still on the Mountain Lion operating system. I never updated it, and like my out of date iPad I bought a laptop instead for my business. I detest Microsoft, but financially could not afford another iMac. And as I have spoken about my astrology chart Sun sign on Western and Vedic or my lunar mansion this struck me as another humorous synchronicity.
Happy New Moon! I hope everyone has a wonderful Moonday (Monday; please enjoy the aerial silk act in the link)! Sending you happiness and blessings!
Wednesday I will try to work on a good blog post also, but I have to take my mom to an important medical checkup! So be patient with me. Jokes aside my ancestral records are in my bedroom atop bamboo I colored and my old stereo next to my wealth altar. I’ve made jokes that I’m in a haunted house and that I’m sleeping with the dead to family which is not meant to sound like perverted necromancy rather I just find humor in the fact that they watch over me this way. Ink Spot’s urn from her passing at New Years 2022 is sitting behind my laptop when I compose my blog everyday also as I’ve not yet moved her ashes from the formal dining room where I work. Guarded by black feline energy!
PS: I’ve proofread this blog post 2x, and hopefully corrected errors. I wanted to note the hand I wear my ring on as mentioned above is the left. This website points out that the left hand would in fact be Kaph (Kaf/Caph). I’m a left dominant so… The only one in a family of right dominant. Go figure!
The image of this letter references the acceptance of whatever is coming to you. When you have learned the cycles of the Wheel of Fortune via good/bad luck you will accept them both for you recognize that good/bad are merely relative terms with no existence on their own. Acceptance of both the good/bad things in life offers you an opportunity to not spill your energy via going against the laws of the Universe. This brings you more power and when you hold your own power/strength in the palm of your hand you learn how to use it in the most appropriate way. You become a conduit for the Divine force received, held, and channeled/directed via yourself.