Wisdom Wednesdays: There Has Seriously Got To Be a Better Timeline in Our So-Called Simulated Reality

“If you want to understand today, you have to search yesterday.” – Pearl Buck

I’m never going to get to an actual hiatus when I feel the world’s energies pull me into the need to say something even if no one else reads it, and I’m sitting here some invisible speck in a huge sea of silence that is deafening. It feels more like someone slapped me upside my face which I’m growing tired of. You know my drill; underlined hyperlink text is here to educate or get us questioning our beliefs that we’ve been holding onto.


Tomorrow is a day trip and this really began last night, but I saved the blog post telling myself “don’t do it.” I woke up this morning and realized like my last post humans are clearly doomed which is probably not a wise choice of words to repeat the history they choose to forget. Others have said go get a real job and ignore political discourse. I’m no ostrich with my head in the sand especially when I know the entire scope of everything I see is some form of propaganda much less that politics is the entire backdrop of all human lives yet many choose to deny this.

Politics is in every company be it civil rights/liberties, environmentalism now under a green or white wash guise of sustainability, and our current supposed health crisis. None of this is new nor is today’s asteroid which came to my radar when thinking about numerology or the patterns continuously coming upon my awareness. For historically politics was what drove collectivization or the need for humans to conquer their perceived enemy which is really their own selves. As the Byrds sing there is a season for everything under the Sun. A time to love, to hate, for peace, and for war. I’m not here to incite anything more than let’s get some common sense if it exists. And no I’m no advocate of the allusion this can imply on other fronts which I am not going to label here. You either know what I am referencing or you don’t.

Everything that you think is other is you. The person next to you is another you, the car you drive is another you, the clothes you wear is another you, and so forth. When we realize all is energy and that everything we do ripples out with a chain of events that karmically as well as via dharma boomerangs back to self we learn that the problem is us; you and me! It begins with us and as all esotericists suggest this is how we learn at-one-ment and unity consciousness which removes the falsehood of separation from our blinded eyes.

As I have said I don’t need a social credit system to teach me this nor do I need remedial history to teach it to me. I’m very unimpressed that I feel as though I’m reliving middle and high school courses at the age of 42. It’s also where I mentioned that while I don’t like the assaults on capitalism it’s inherent profit for profit’s sake only is unfettered greed and nothing else. Lobbyists and humans who have a disjointed concept of give/receive, poverty/abundance, and other dualistic concepts thus we’ve lost the middle narrow path of synthesized wholeness.

If I really went into discussions on current affairs and the exchanges of what we all share I’d have a set of blog posts so long that we’d all be so opinionated about them the “trolling” or infantile aspect of it would become a three ring circus of pure violence I believe which is pretty sad. We literally look like toddlers fighting over building blocks. Unfortunately right now I feel like I’m watching that movie War of the Roses with Michael Douglas and Kathleen Turner play out. In fact if you’ve never seen it I suggest you watch it.

For me sanctions as well as their far reaching implications that some have put before me reminded me of times past with my stating Uranus is in Taurus as a generational energetic force we must learn/grow from. My education of this era was thorough already, but it will a always be tinged with distortions nonetheless due to each individual perspective or personal experience we come into contact with. We create our enemies or heroes and we also determine what is interconnected, what is not, and what is distraction. It is in fact us that are defining our realities not just individually as Jung says also collectively.

Holodomor/Engineered Socio-Political Constructs:

This will never change as long as we all remain infighting about anything and everything. That is after all why propaganda works as well as does the ideologies we have yet to graduate out of. In my estimation I don’t need social credits because it is blatant Orthodox legalism. It is based upon the age old esoteric argument with works versus faith. And those who pander it do not surprise me because clearly they think some of us are still “children not ready for meat/solid foods, but who still need to be fed formula.”

I neither need nor want social credits and to be babysat by some self appointed “master” treating me as their “servant.” Do you like the ideology of the ball and chain? I never was a fan of BDSM sorry! Flies in the face of beliefs I hold for freedoms/liberties we all were equally I thought given as birth rights. Or have I missed something yet again? I don’t believe whoever designed the Universe wanted to be that type of micromanager. If others do we have a disparity in our beliefs. Same as those in politics who if we legally read their oaths of office begin to see they are in violation of upholding our Constitution or even Bill of Rights due to conflicts of interest. Yes, many of us are waking up and learning about the “trickery” of our present now moment. Peculiar leadership? Not really; with no correct jury, attorney, or competing against the paid off most will feel with no hope.

I’m looking at humans grappling with their superiority/inferiority complexes, psychopathy, sociopathy, and megalomania or is it I have control freaks around me. I don’t know maybe the Star Trek Borg Queen hive mind which is another form of groupthink. Additionally I keep hearing the song Man in a Box and trying to process the 21st Century looks like hell on Earth and “beam me up Scotty” so I’m not present for it. I don’t get it. I truly feel as though certain humans behave illogically pardon my Spock moment. Everyone individually as well as collectively has to let go of control if they ever expect to embody flow.

Some are not even elected and have taken control of the world while seeking to control space also. Again humanity suffers poverty consciousness through collectivization and greed motives/intent while those who have it project it onto another failing to own their own share of the weight upon Atlas’ shoulders. Nope instead like in any job we in-fight over who contributes the best to the team and breed animosity. This is primarily why I’ve been wishing to simply not be present on Spaceship Earth for the estimation of the last decade gripping with my own spiritual awakening and frustration. So rather than soap box I will keep this short if I can. The goal is to make everyone for a time critically think. The next issue I see in projection has been those who tell me do not compare or compete with others. Collectively that mantra is a bit absurd as nations, companies, and such are wide examples of this practice. They employ healthy as well as unhealthy competitiveness with one another. What is a game to one person is not a game to another so perhaps we should clear that up now.

Asteroid 888 is Parysatis which comes to us from Persian language which Parisa means fairy faced or like a fairy. A derivitaive would be Parisatide. Parysatis was the 5th-century BCE illegitimate daughter of Artaxerxes I, Emperor of Persia and Andia of Babylon. She was the half sister of Xerxes II, Sogdianus, and Darius II. She married her half brother Darius and had four sons who were Artaxerxes II, Cyrus the Younger, Ostanes, and Oxathres.


This name is associated with the numerology of 3 which depicts advanced social skills and articulation to indicate those who are delightful to speak to and are often successful orators/writers. They have a colorful imagination and enjoy life to the fullest. The color of sunshine and the color of the third energy center known as the Solar Plexus chakra is that of yellow representing the intellect. In fact the color yellow relates to acquired knowledge resonating with the left or logic side of our brain stimulating our mental faculties, creating mental agility, and aiding our perception. The color psychology of yellow is uplifting, illuminating, hope, happiness, cheerfulness, and fun. Yellow inspires original thought and inquisitiveness. It is the practical thinker not the dreamer. Then again Queens and Empresses. A potential archetypal energy one could indeed say.

The problem with living only in the present is that this becomes how we forget history or we learn revisionism coupled with a cycle where no one plans for their futures. At some point your now will be tomorrow and time is certainly not linear. How do humans learn from the past while avoiding a repetition of similar knee jerk impulsive reactions in their need to “parent” another by disciplining them for a perceived infraction? The best way to flow is to listen to more than one viewpoint. To go out and expose ourselves to a myriad of options and avoid these echo chambers I’ve spoken to. But the internet is also it’s own closed system of echo chambers so why do people want to join an IOT/IOB?! Wouldn’t virtual become it’s own disaster where eventually no one leaves their comfort zone?

The most difficult situation I find we face is discerning truth from fiction because I’m well informed that not everything online much less on television is even properly being shown to any of us. That was also why I explained the problems of the “Mandela Effect.” While someone else self elects what is truth and what is misinformation through fact checking, but then I have to isolate where there is bias and where there is not bias due to the interests of any one particular group. You want me to trust you, but you have a vested interest in leading me astray. Right…

Logically or illogically I was looking at a long structure of numerology between 666 and 888 in esotericism. We could have those discussions for a very long time hairsplitting it. Best if we don’t do this rather we open our minds to the diverse ways we interpret life.

I’m going to plant this asteroid into an Ephemeris once more. Asteroid Parysatis is in Sagittarius 4° which is my 2nd House, and I encourage everyone to think then about where in their chart this would be. The 2nd House in particular is personal values, how one saves/spends currency, all assets including liquid, their occupation, what is consumed as well as accumulated (study habits/knowledge), and in fact deals with that which is maternal.

Natal and Transit Chart for Asteroid Parysatis


A young prince undresses to bathe in a pool.

Seeking your own reflection. Willing to go to any lengths to divest yourself of that which stands between yourself and your world. Seeking a path, a practice, a journey from an insulated way of life to a vitally engaged way of life, but hung up at the point of giving yourself completely over. Stalling for time, reaching for excuses, pulling in escapes and perpetuations of the status quo, you linger on the brink between one world and another. Propelled forward, but equally jerked backward. Destiny shall assert itself in a forward direction at the right time. And before that happens the drama of “will he/she, won’t he/she?” dominates consciousness and energy keeping everything tense, fascinating, and hopeful.

The chart holder has knowledge that must come out even if it isn’t acknowledged or accepted by others. There is an ability here to be impervious to the negative reactions and/or disinterest of others. As long as this degree focuses on what it needs to do and lets go of any apprehensions concerning the ramifications of its actions it can live true to itself.

The young man puts himself in a vulnerable position by taking away all the barriers between himself and nature. He then enters the water, the sacred womb of the mother to be refreshed, cleansed, and purified. This degree is about seeking direct experience by divesting oneself of preconceptions and social conditionings. By also letting go of assertiveness and agendas the chart holder can have a full experience of what’s right there in front of one’s self. It’s not easy to give oneself completely over to the feminine. It requires a lot of macho courage and gutsiness. Work with guardian angel Seheiah and daimon Berith.

Daimon Berith corresponds with the Two of Pentacles, Venus, Capricorn, and Heliotrope (also seen as a crystal). Berith seems to prefer that one come to the correct answer on their own terms meaning any imparted mistruths serve to teach valuable lessons. This seems to be a method of instruction rather than something done underhandedly. This daimon of alchemy teaches you that you should learn to help yourself when you’ve been given true answers to that which concerns past, present, and future.

Have a weird Wednesday! Mine has already been thoroughly uncertain. Our fault as humans is that we are ever prone to repeating our mistakes when we should open our eyes to stories of generations past. His/her story has a big impact on us therefore understanding it can benefit us. For humanity to understand how and why our present world is the way it is look to the past for answers. I’m now going to unplug myself from the world wide web again hoping I don’t get any more memos from cyberspace. 🌐🤖🎮

PS: I’m now in a seeming mourning phase. I just stepped out into my garden to find my screech owl obliterated who has been with us as we have returning screech owls every year. Feathers everywhere, and I’ve matched the pattern. The problem with having a heart is that you care a lot about random nature too. Walking outside to a dead garden companion is quite upsetting to me. 🦉💔

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I am a licensed aesthetician (#1446048 Expires October 2023) who has worked previously in medical malpractice and personal injury legal administration, life/health insurance for State Farm, and various retail roles including personal shopper. My passion at this time lies in the field of esoteric studies. I am also a Master Level Usui Shiki Ryoho Reiki certified healer.

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