Fun Quote Fridays: What The Bleep Happened Exactly Between January 2021 to April 2022?

“If you get tired, learn to rest, not to quit.” – Bansky

Unlike that song I don’t have two tickets to paradise today, but I’ve certainly been unproductive in an effort to rest my more than upset left foot that did not like the last two days as I spoke of yesterday. Please use the underlined hyperlink text in an effort to try helping you follow my train of thought.


I’m not ignorant of the supposed “Great Resignation,” economic bubbles, and other politicized or psychological warfare promoted topics of the impending societal collapses many advocate for because I can’t call it anything else other than advocating for an inversion of reality known as a tarot “Tower” card moment because so many claim they can “build” it back in a superior way. As I previously said you can’t build though if the foundation is cracking as you would place your structure on a cement slab which is not going be safe or secure. The above dates are essentially how long I personally took a hiatus from holding a job outside of this online attempt.

It’s like putting Bondo from 3M on something as a patch and expecting it to stand the long haul. I’m going to preface this with a idiom that says we should be careful what we wish for in life. It’s always that issue I have with the term “grifters” and if I’m being sold a con by modern advocates for certain “changes” because I do question if they actually have a different intention than what they say. Anyone can paint a pretty picture for you to visualize and sell you a “Let’s Make a Deal” Zonk! This is probably going to be my stereotypical blunt and harsh dialogue again.

Then again I’m all for certain types of “energy” except that I’m not an environmentalist zealot who has lost her rationality either. I’ve been noticing this trend and it’s a big problem with the birthday I have as I realize what this entire “all or nothing” mantra really means. It is more like the idiom where people throw the baby out with the bathwater. Rather foolish, but then as I said most are trying to remake the Wheel! Wasn’t there something in there about don’t fix it until it’s broken?! I don’t know maybe I’m missing something or are others missing something?

Wait a minute? Who picked what was behind Door #2?! And furthermore “why?”

Remember what I said previously about artificial intelligence and groupthink. That I have explained that most humans don’t know the wool is pulled over their eyes because they have no time for education nor desire one especially grammar, linguistics, or etymology much less certain other topics they allow to elude them.

That is why we’re all being duped and giving our sovereignty away. Now pay attention so that you can question what is taught or fed to you by neural linguistic programming, hypnosis, frequency, and such at just the level of the smithery of language or the alphabet.

Artificial originates from Middle English through man made to Old French articiel. This becomes Latin artificialis, artifex, and facere. It means false, misleading, and unnatural. Intelligence originates from Middle English and Old French intelligence which is taken from Latin intelligentia meaning capacity of the mind to understand truth, acquire knowledge, and apply it to practice. It also means a political/military department or agency which secretly gathers information even about average citizenry. But it gets even better!

What does everyone want in the transhumanity end game? It is always supposedly intelligent and “smart” because this is a play on your own ignorance of truth. Here is what smart means, and I ask you to think about this next time you buy anything “smart” on the menu offered by Big Brother/Sister. It is a self monitoring analysis and reporting technology.

Smart originates from Middle English smerten and Proto Germanic smertana which means to bite, sting, hurt, and ache. It literally means to feel a pungent pain of mind, a sharp pain or grief, to be punished severely, and to feel the sting of evil. It also means being depraved, wicked, and accursed (shrewd) or literally bitter in a rude and disrespectful way.

Dumb does not really mean what most of us think it does because it originates from Middle English dumb and Proto Germanic dumbaz to mean mute, silent, speechless, and unable to speak. Yet we somehow attribute this to stupidity and the unintellectual. It is always vital to learn both spoken and written comprehension before anyone begins to assume they know whether or not they’ve been taken for a ride by others with questionable motives.

You’re not really doing anything new to me though regardless of your fancy word smithery. Humans have a propensity to simply engineer more and more delusion into the consciousness of collective minds. That’s why “grifter” translates to con man/woman or a confidence game playing again upon the issue of “trust games.” It’s really the indication of manipulation, scams, swindlers, and a system of corruption always being disguised as it’s polar opposite.

Whatever this is though it’s also an environmental collapse. They show places where wifi and radio frequency for the transhumanist agenda compounded by chemical agriculture has led to hand pollination. How this provides supposed “sustainability” is well beyond me to use the term of certain “agendas.” This is why many state we’re actually not addressing the root of our problems which is a biodiversity extinction level event!

Those who say everything is in fact safe make me always remember I live surrounded by bias fostered by lobbyists, the infamous shareholders, and the toxic culture of selfish greed re-labelled as profit. I’m not full anti capitalist. I’m a person advocating some middle of the road common sense! I’m not anti everything, but I certainly expect people to think more before they just act or even react!

Our household has gone through some of the most eye opening changes as we age out of the 3D realizing just how absurd most lifestyles many adopt really and honestly in fact are wanting something remarkably different!

No one really wants to accept truth because the truth is inconvenient. Hide in your houses using those gig jobs making those shareholders rich and continuing a toxic paradigm while not providing solid solutions because crypto which also has a “footprint” to use the “sustainability” lie again only this time in a return to sender spell because I am also agitated by the faulty logic of others. I don’t like it when people sell me smarmy stuff that tickles my too good to be true intuition.

How much energy and resources or “footprint” does the crypto really use again for quantum computing? Please don’t sell me some sort of lobbyist or shareholder driven bias either because that is how misinformation spreads like wildfire. If we’re going to praddle about the state of our multiverse or global citizenry shouldn’t we be more “honest.” Nope; that would be more than we can handle!

Again I’m not going to be an easy one to win over because I see all the glaring holes in the business models of the “plan” meant to keep people, plants, animals, and so forth in the dark or deflected looking the other way while they’re being robbed. Fair has nothing to do with it because the “agenda” is something else entirely! I’m toying with the notion that consciousness is on a one way path towards entropy in a death drive thanatos cult of personality.

I’ve found two Arabic Parts/Lots I’ll publish today which are more in vein with my current part time employment because they struck me as a synchronicity when I stumbled upon them. Being in a retail establishment that provides products solely to those licensed in cosmetology with a primary focus on hair rather than aesthetics (spa/skin and body) you meet several explaining they have been forced to close their practices because they can not fill the chair rentals. People are not wanting to work is what many have expressed.

This was something I was already stating on my blog about influencers and the new mindset of esoterics with people who I instead refer to as slothful or lazy also called a sluggard. There is a balance between being overworked and just being indolent. Mind you that many of these cosmetologists who’ve been in the field for years are sharing my sentiments of these new generations of entitlement mindset who tell us it is wrong to earn a living the way that we do.

So I’ll right now flip this on its head to my readers just to give another perspective. Do you want to be in Pixar’s Wall E with those cosmetologist robots who make you look like a clown? You know which I’m talking about I hope because one of them in the movie was having a malfunction; PR-T. The whole idea to me with Kabbalah even is that we’re put here as world servers, but the transhumanist and automation mindset seems to think that humans are obsolete I suppose. Funny because we have laws which make our technology also obsolete to rake us over the coals for more money. Sorry! As I’ve said I’m tired of being fed garbage because I just don’t like it.

There is an inherent what I call self hate/loathing aspect starting to occur with how consciousness is viewing or observing itself at the human level much less at other levels by which I’m most definitely referring to that which deals with various forms of physics in the observable multiverse.

This type of world view actually does not resonate with me which is why I’ve been hard pressed to go back out into a physical labor field to work where I can serve humanity in person and not behind the digital age so many collectively are manifesting through their Internet of Things/Bodies that I’m still not content with as a future.

Ironically this was someone else pondering our future in 2010 near my birthday. No, I don’t want to eat bugs, mealworms, or some other nasty “grubs” for my protein as if I were in the Lion King franchise with Timon and Pumbaa. And no, I also don’t want slime robots thanks, but I will pass! Yes, that is a pun on my Western Leo Sun also at this lunacy! Not happening regardless how many times you tell me “no worries!” And while my readers may not genuinely know what that strange message means it stems from certain purveyors of hatred against free will or think tanks with which I’ll never get along with.

“I want to vacation so long I forget all my passwords.” – Unknown

We’ve also been discussing the ongoing detriment of the homeless in the area where I work because it’s quite a significant detraction to the entire city of Austin leading to increased crime. This has included them bringing in portable restroom facilities, tent cities, and actually some less than appropriate behavior which has also caused customers or families to move out of the city altogether in abject disgust or fear for their well being including their children, but businesses don’t sometimes stay in these locales either.

I don’t really want to be on some criticizing soap box rant as I’m sure some of my regular readers will see where this is going. Most of the cosmetologists won’t give to the homeless they’ve stated because these homeless have not wanted to change or receive help in a way that we feel would make them more meaningful members of society. Instead it’s an epidemic of abandoning the homeless and the city which is slowly occurring.

Austin if you live here has the tagline “Keep Austin Weird” which has I think for the more conservative of society or the hard working cosmetologist now been losing all of its appeal so even though this area of America is taunted as the place to “move to” those who have been here the longest are finding that they’re looking elsewhere.

This creates other problems I’m sure for those who perhaps can’t find a home elsewhere to move into, but I won’t go down that rabbit hole right now. There is a lot of interesting topics covered when meeting the career cosmetologist even in what they’ve stated about the illusionary world of influencers who can pop up any edited video which paints a delusion for a customer.

The consumer thinks they can get some well known influencer’s possibly unrealistic outcome from a short video when the actual cut or color took several hours or even sessions particularly if this includes blonding or bleaching the hair. The average consumer does not understand hair density, that you should only be lifting virgin hair to ensure even color, and other factors while they don’t want to pay the cosmetologist for their time, product, and expertise some have expressed which is similar to how I feel even with my astrology or esoterics business.

My attempts to break into an online business model allowed me to see how certain influencers or charlatans as I call them also spin a yarn for their “manifested wealth.” What I mean is that you learn just how deceptive some people really are quickly in the world.

As I don’t want to discuss a lot of personal here because my employee manual says to keep social media clean I’ll simply state that I work with two wonderful women so far. I enjoy the people I meet everyday and being a part of helping them make their clients feel good about their physical appearance with what we provide them as we have a lot of hair color, styling products, perms, etc.

Nothing much else to say as my team is around my age and we all have had some similar interests as one has been in drum line (she has played in bands also) when they grew up while another was in drill team, and I was in Color Guard. I’m the only single gal with no children though. We all get along really well at managing the store.

As for me I’m in desperate need of hair stylist education because when you’ve been the entire other side of the industry you’re not as familiar with selling certain items so I may get stumped on questions more often needing help. I really don’t know enough about coloring hair. I also have not had my hair professionally colored in probably over a decade now nor have I been flat ironing it because it was damaged too much from the abuse I put it through previously.

Now we can all laugh because my hair is naturally curly so one of my co-workers as hair stylist said she loves curly hair and always wants to pet people with it. Reminded me of high school when I used to wear chemical hair gel and a friend wanted to play with my hair because it was crunchy. I don’t use those hair products anymore though. Now I use homemade product and leave in conditioner letting my hair air dry which means it shrinks up compared to when I would flat iron it. My image in the sidebar I pinned my hair up so you won’t see it.

Here are some quotes and the Arabic Parts/Lots which today we will look at where Beauty, Merchants, and Merchandise sit briefly for myself. I guess people find liberation in different ways, but whatever is being bred by society not everyone is in agreeance with or even likes it. And those decisions that you’re making they do not just impact you, but they will ripple out affecting a great many others with whom you forget there was an interconnection or even entanglement you have ignored or not realized existed.

I suppose your ego has forgotten to inform you that it’s not all just about you or your family, but it’s about a Cosmic community because instead most of our words and ideologies only focus today at the global level. So the mind of most is still thinking small potatoes at that level and limited to just their impact on Earth rather than a greater whole of influence they are responsible to.

By this I’m taking a direct hit at your space junk because we’ve littered the planet Earth and made it toxic enough that we’ve simply moved onto colonizing and trashing the Cosmos/Universe now. Sorry, but someone has to say this or else no one will will question their intentions and modus operandi walking with blinders on them in tunnel vision.

One planet, one experiment.” – E. O. Wilson

“The only place where success comes before work is in the dictionary.”

  • Vidal Sassoon

“Inaction breeds doubt and fear. Action breeds confidence and courage. If you want to conquer fear, do not sit at home and think about it. Go out and get busy.”

  • Dale Carnegie

“Luck? I don’t know anything about luck. Luck to me is something else: hard work and realizing what is opportunity and what isn’t.”

  • Lucille Ball

“When the grass looks greener on the other side of the fence, it may be that they take better care of it there.”

  • Cecil Selig

“The harder I work, the luckier I get.”

  • Samuel Goldwyn

“If your new job were a person, he would feel lucky to have you. Congratulations.”

  • Unknown

“A new job is like a blank book and you are the author.”

  • Unknown

Time for some astrology speculation. Here are the formulas for what we’re seeking today. Beauty follows Ascendant plus Venus minus Sun, Merchants follows Ascendant plus Venus minus Mercury, and Merchandise follows Ascendant plus Fortune minus Spiritus. Now we can analyze where these land for myself as an example. Anyone can do this also via Astroseek.

We find Beauty in my 1st House of Libra at 15° on a Jupiter degree, Merchants is also in my 1st House of Libra at 7° on a Mercury degree, and Merchandise is in my 3rd House of Sagittarius at 21° on what I believe is a Saturn degree. This is fascinating and eye opening! There is some overlap in these degrees with previous blog posts around Easter.

Actually this last week has proven to have some interesting studies, but I digress.

If we just generally break this down for analysis we find that I may appear as graceful, mediating, and sociable with a compromising attitude that generally seeks the middle ground by bringing everyone to the table to seek out a solution which works best for all, but that I’ll feel as if I lack harmony in environments that do not have some order established within them.

The 1st House is the outer appearance which generally speaks to their personality, looks, and overall presentation. What needs to be remembered is that the scales of Libra is in continuous states of weighing/measuring the quality of fairness, quality, and justice of all ongoing relationships.

Mercury here would apply a rational approach that can also negatively appear as intellectual narcissism so it’s vital we acknoledge the ideas of our peers. We have an insatiable appetite for knowledge and learning constantly gathering up new information with a desire to critically think for ourselves also suffering from a compulsion to talk non stop.

It’s advised that we avoid caffeine which is too stimulating for our nervous system. Well, I’ll have to work on that as I’m still a bit of a coffee drinker!

Jupiter, however, is said to make one an optimist amidst what otherwise appears as dismal or demoralizing circumstances. We must guard against inflated egos or projecting a larger than life persona because we can appear to be of greater means than we necessarily are. We display ostentatious magnanimity with a honest and moralistic vibration wanting to put otherwise positive energy into the aether. We may come off as superficial.

The 3rd House is overlooked and misrepresented. It was once called the “Goddess” house running the axis of partnership to the 9th House which is the “God” house. It was once inferred to bring about manifestations of the feminine nature which in Catholicism became a vision of the Virgin Mary focused upon devotion of the Divine Feminine archetypes as seen in grottoes and fountains. There is no shortage of synchronicity here; nope none at all! Not when I spent my 20s becoming Catholic even though I have Ashkenazi Jewish in my maternal and biological paternal DNA.

In Greek culture the extension goes further as to illustrate this misrepresentation of the 3rd House because Greece left women out of power in spiritual practice. Therefore this is the house of appreciation, devotion, and reverence to women via modern day feminism which is not of the toxic variety. This overlooked astrology house has become a place of irreverence towards the Divine Feminine putting focus upon the 9th House of the Divine Masculine. The 3rd House becomes the place of unorthodox religion and beliefs on returning to the “place of Goddess.”

The Moon has become maligned as well as misunderstood through associations with darkness, evil, and the nocturnal sect of those in Abrahamic faiths who demonize Lilith. Our 3rd House holds the wiring of our mental habits, early education, and alignment of faith. The Moon Goddess was once a place of joy until we began to misappropriate it.

With Saturn and Sagittarius this house becomes childhood loneliness and isolation where speech is suppressed by fears of inadequacy. Later in life many become grammarians and teachers of language employing a lack of interest in frivolous banter desiring well thought out speeches that focus on truthful honesty. We realize our foolish choices come back to bite us in life therefore we value self reliance.

I’m going to touch on the energies of these placements below and close out today’s blog post. This will run in the same order as listed above.

Beauty Arabic Part/Lot

Looking deeply into life we find those things of great value that help us to bring loving care into all that we do. Realizing the repetitive nature of all cycles we come to see the deeper meaning and purpose of that which we continually repeat. Giving loving and careful attention to all that we do creates in us an attunement to a pure source of deep inner wisdom. Perceiving the ancient imprints that exist in the deepest layers of our unconscious we are able to see more clearly the one sidedness of our thinking and how all thoughts are illusions. Work with guardian angel Hahasiah and daimon Balaam.

Daimon Balaam connects with the Seven of Wands, Sun, Leo, and Frankincense. While this is a touchy daimon to work with for some the specialty of working with Balaam is in tarot, hydromancy, palm reading, and mirror skrying. Balaam is also an essential to partner with for healing spells, shielding, astral travel, solar magic, working with tree spirits, and commitments to employment.

A great crystal to work with for this degree in Libra is Ammolite. The message is to live with the natural rhythms/cycles of life focused throughout with wholistic awareness of places and situations. Affirm that you rejoice in the circle of life.

Merchants Arabic Part/Lot

The chart holder is aware of all the limits around them as well as within. They may be intensely concerned with maintaining their own integrity by holding out all that might try to compel them to be other than what they truly are. On the other hand they can become quite frustrated with the restrictions they find everywhere. This acute awareness of all of life’s edges and boundaries can make them feel impossibly limited or it can also imbue them with the ability to relate in a highly clear and focused manner.

The Chandra Symbol for this degree is “A group of old ladies gossiping excitedly.” The ladies of this symbol are talking about the limits of decency, the limits imposed by social mores, about people pushing and transgressing limits, and about the limited information they have as well as the desire to have more of it. And, of course, these limits cast a shadow over everything.

Relationships are all about interacting within limits. It is a testing of our limits to see where they are and maybe to push them back to make more room for ourselves. It is through encountering, assessing, and working with these limits that we come to know ourselves as well as others more clearly and based on this define a path forward. Work with guardian angel Veuliah and daimon Sabnock.

Daimon Sabnock connects us with the Eight of Swords, Moon, Jasmine, and Gemini. What many may not know is that this daimon helps one overcome depression while acting as a bodyguard/ally. Sabnock forces you to cut off any connections with people whom are unhealthy especially those who impose their will upon you.

Hawk’s Eye is a great crystal to utilize for this degree with a message to employ a cloak of protection ensuring we are safe and secure while focusing on nourishing/protecting our family, friends, objects, plans, and ideals. The affirmation should state that you are astute and observant.

Merchandise Arabic Part/Lot

Knowing there is something we need to do, to realize, and/or to resolve, we are eventually guided to it. When we allow ourselves to relate to the whole of nature the energy we emanate naturally calls to others of like vibration. When we reconnect with becoming rejuvenated we are inspired to express our passion to others. To voice our deepest most primitive feelings releases the darkness within which makes way for the light. Work with guardian angel Sehaliah and daimon Vine.

Daimon Vine connects to the Ten of Swords, Sun, Gemini, and Mallow. If you’re working with Vine it’s usually in reference to protection magic.

As this guardian angel and daimon were previously covered another great crystal to work with for this degree is Blue Spinel. Another message for this degree is to take a new perspective of the matter at hand while focusing on creative solutions to understand how best to see life through the eyes of a child. The affirmation to remember the wisdom of your ancestors while avoiding conveying thoughts from another angle is well advised. Perhaps we should ask how would our ancestors really view us or our lifestyles if they were in fact here to sit down and chit chat. It’s not all negative, but it’s also not entirely all ideal for some.

I’m going to enjoy the rest of my day off today as I don’t have any business to do with my astrology or esoterics at present for clients. I hope everyone has a well spent Friday and weekend! I have some garden photos, but I’m waiting to publish them a little later instead of badgering you with them right now. What’s my beef? That if we spend all our time in cyberspace we never ground in reality or the Root chakra. Again I’m not anti everything in life; I encourage people to not be sold a lemon even if you can make lemonade. 🏡