Manifestation Mondays: Spiritual Misunderstandings Which Lead Us All to Chagrin

“Essential advice for the gardener: grow peas of mind, lettuce be thankful, squash selfishness, turnip to help thy neighbor, and always make thyme for loved ones.” – Unknown

This may be my last blog post for a while, and you will understand the “what, where, when, why, and how by the end of this entry. Please use the underlined hyperlink text as a map for hidden treasure!


The more I try to learn about the Abrahamic faiths the more I somewhat feel a growing need to distance myself from some of them due to their radicalization on the basis of improper teachings that are birthed from them. I think this is something that is more common than not to the mutual dissatisfaction of those who are Jewish, Christian, and Islamic. The degree with which I’ve studied the history of their proselytizing which has led to some incredibly violent and horrific atrocities or crimes against humanity is quite off putting.

Any ideology that has become radicalized I simply won’t agree with particularly when it comes with an inability to understand or know (gnosis) that there are differences between the literal interpretations to the esoteric more metaphysical/mystical interpretations.

When I went to high school it was situated on Baghdad Road, and I began to think about the relation of this to the fact that I’ve taken up gardening with a name that directly reflects Persian or Zoroastrian concepts in reference to the location of the Hanging Gardens of Babylon for these were located south of Baghdad in what is modern day Iraq.

If we were to look upon the etymology of paradise we would find that Proto-Iranian paridayjah gives us garden. This was meant to represent a garden surrounded by a circular boundary wall. Ironic that it is thus that many have believed this Garden of Eden would be located in the Middle East near Mesopotamia. Some consider these gardens to be purely mythology!

The archetypal reality of this place so many yearn to return to though is not necessarily outside of ourselves. In Hebrew Gan Heden of surpassing greatness is a sphere of activity known as a garden, world, body, and Universe where it was in fact metaphysically meant to represent a pleasant, harmonious, and productive state of consciousness where all possibilities of growth existed. It’s not something to look for “out there” when it is within each of us.

The “garden” so many seek is a symbolic representation of our spiritual body in which we as humans dwell when we bring forth our thoughts derived from Divine ideas in perfect relation to the substance of God/Goddess. The idea of a Paradise Lost is an esoteric exposition of what happens when we have not developed Divine consciousness in realization of God/Goddess therefore our thoughts and ideas do not originate in Divine mind, wisdom, or love.

Our body or temple is meant to be the outward expression of the Garden of Eden. This was in fact given to us by God/Goddess with express instructions to keep and dress it by working in Earthly consciousness to use our co-creative powers to preserve harmony/order in our world.

What happens is that exoteric believers ignore that the entire book they choose to cherish so passionately is an entire allegory. Eden is a region of being where primal ideas are meant for the production of beauty in elemental life with intelligence placed at the disposal of humanity through which we are to evolve our mind and body. Your physical as well as spiritual attributes comprise a mini Garden of Eden. The minute we actually begin to operate in accordance with Divine law rulership as in our sovereignty becomes authority and dominion of the Kingdom of God/Goddess within.

Instead I have literally countless people around me who promote these incredibly unpleasant ideologies that foster nothing except perversion in the outer reality through their improper powers of manifestation advocating for that which has no place in occurring because of the “agendas” it furthers likely as a byproduct of their egoic self or at the juncture of being propagandized to such an extent that they can’t accept truth.

Genesis 2:8 And the Lord God planted a garden eastward in Eden; and there he put the man whom he had formed.

Here Eden signifies “light” and thus the garden is of light, love, and peace. Earth consciousness is the mind combined with chaos where duality exists and it is only the beginning of a meditative practice. You see this as I’ve said previously represented as the animals going in pairs into an ark. But these stages must progress to water, air, and finally fire before you receive a renewed mind often called quintessence. Adam is a word construct which means atom as the source of all life.

Activate the Third Eye chakra in the right hemisphere of your brain and you will come to the seven days of creation as your chakra system where your Earthly lower mind must reach higher consciousness. It is not until you open the seventh chakra that you will find the place of peace known as Jerusalem which again is not “out there,” but within you. Elohim was a plurality meaning it contained both Divine Masculine and Divine Feminine principles, but religion with its inherent dogma can’t seem to cope with this fact.

The two month status update of buckwheat dwarfing the roma tomatoes, the garlic chive, our beans sprouting flowers, and the basil finally developing larger healthy leaves.
A forest of potato leaves and stems above ground. I’m still wondering how it looks under the soil. Curiosity as to what I’m growing for tubers/root vegetables.
Yes, we have that many heads of lettuce growing in the above ground bin!
Carrots are finally shaping up to look like actual carrot tops! It feels like this has been a very slow process to me this year.
Wildflowers are still not flowering, but the sage has taken off splendidly. I’m not seeing pollinators as of yet. I’ve attempted to pacify my concerns with the knowledge that most years April is “wet” with rain and an onslaught of flies. We’ll see how well I can keep this up given life has just thrown me a huge monkey wrench and challenge!

It’s also a byproduct of an era when women were not to learn that their female energy rising up the spine as kundalini made them part of their Divine creator. This is still going on presently; you will still see people who wish to continue promoting the patriarchy as superior. We should be seeing ourselves as equals, but I imagine it will continue to take a long time for consciousness to reach this goal.

And this is also often misconstrued further into other lower mental topics which are infesting our 3D with improper ideologies or teachings wreaking havoc on the human condition. Topics too “touchy” for me to discuss with my audience. Eve is simply a split atom with a serpent that represents our physical aspect via a sigmoid shape of the human spinal column.

The minute our consciousness gets confused by duality we lose our sense of self as well as our life’s purpose. The inherent goal presently of the 3D dogma is to keep everyone trapped in this duality or lower consciousness. Another ironicism is that Sin which meant we are missing the mark was also a lunar deity of the Chaldeans. Ur being a place where we dwell in a lower Emotional IQ.

Babylon is also not something “out there” rather it is within every human corresponding to our lower nature of desire and the five senses which hold our souls in captivity. As many do not have their seven chakras spiritualized they are entrapped in wanton consumerism and self indulgence. Higher consciousness is in fact always available and accessible when we become willing to sacrifice the time and commitment to acquire it.

The entire “beast system” is merely people who desire to have more any way you slice it through vices such as lust, greed, gluttony, and so forth because it implies an insatiable nature. This is where we learn that the number of this “beast system” is also a closed Third Eye chakra dominated by the Earth consciousness.

The two hands we possess are tools to survive in a system that engenders the constant need to accumulate material possessions which now rakes us over coals through inflation. So the larger portion of humanity chooses to worship at an altar of materialism lacking proper balance in their existence.

Materialism in and of itself is not wrong rather it becomes perverted when we allow it to override our spiritual evolution. The insatiable aspect is found in humans who mix their lower nature with the higher consciousness forgetting to purify these energies which leads to a cup of indignation or wrath hence we never find contentment or satisfaction making us like a drug addict always yearning for more.

The literal always compounds problems because it foments a slew of improper lifestyles in the 3D. These are seen in the beliefs of there being no harsh weather before Sin, no hard labor to receive food or other life essentials (seems to me this would lead to sloth/laziness), no death on Earth (again we’re speaking in parables therefore that would mean no transformation or transmutation of the lower nature) which hardly seems ideal for a spiritual or consciousness evolution, and a place where God/Goddess spoke to humanity face to face.

I’m still stuck on no death on Earth because I find that not a positive harbinger or outcome and it makes me think of humans wandering in darkness or ignorance for aeons which really doesn’t sound optimal. Then again I’m also coming at this from my understanding of Death as a Major Arcana rather than the literal act of dying. We’re running around fearing death which while this could be literal also quite truthfully is simply a new life opening before us with new opportunities.

The best description I saw was that the dance of death is when all the “masks” fly off and the husk to refer to the a Kabbalist term more related to the Qliphoth has cleansed its core and died acquires what is its true beauty. This, however, occurss for all regardless of sex, age, creed, hierarchy, etc.

Ephemeris for Asteroids Paradise, Bean, Roma, and Potato

Today I’m going to briefly touch on some asteroids I located which match my garden as I’m growing green, yellow, and purple beans, roma tomatoes, and potatoes. I don’t want to get too in depth with this so I will make this very brief. I’ve added the asteroid for Paradise as well.

If you would like to chart these for yourself you can locate them via the following association: Paradise (2791), Bean (13606), Roma (472), and Potato (88705). To keep this as basic as possible I’m using an Ephemeris to simply take stock of where they are located in my astrology chart as of today. This means I’m matching it to my Western natal chart.

We would find Paradise in my 1st House Scorpio at 14° with Uranus, Bean is in my 8th House Gemini at 15° with Mars, Roma is in my 1st House Scorpio at 27° with Uranus, and Potato is in my 3rd House Capricorn at 27°. That is a mouthful! It is widely accepted that the 1st House is our ego, appearance, focus, identity/self, and explains the wide range of perspectives one holds about their world.

Ruling the head and face as well as the conscious mind the 1st House is quite different from the 12th House where our intutive mind lies. It is best said that Aries and Mars rule the 1st House making it the house of a doer where it is all action. Scorpio imbues this with magnetism, mystery, and usually one will have a brooding expression on their face coupled with an intense stare. We generally intimidate everyone.

Come full circle to the 8th House and we get another whammy of Pluto/Scorpio energy due to their rulership of this domain. This relationship house deals more with the axis of money, mental/emotional transformation, and of course death/inheritance.

Thankfully Gemini here allows one to come up with a variety of ways to deal with joint finances, investments, and we look at life through the perspective of diving into our problems through transforming our mental perspectives. We’re just naturally curious! Communication is huge for us as is self knowledge. So when it comes to mental health we let go of any and every thing which is not healthy for us.

Finally the 3rd House is the place where we speak or write while focusing on transportation and local community. This house speaks to early years of education up through college or trade school. Capricorn doesn’t waste time with saying what needs to be said, but we also don’t express our thoughts and opinions unless we have something productive to interject.

Being ruled by Gemini and Mercury you will find this deals with the neck, shoulders, arms, hands, and ears. When we feel misunderstood we tend to become disinterested in relationships. We also come across as serious most of the time, distant, and won’t put a lot of faith in others so I imagine this deals with that issue of “trust” again.


Women dressed in black. They are wailing and mourning.

Darkness, heaviness, sobriety, and grimness. Grief for lost worlds. Dramatically cleansing what must be let go. Freeing the spirit. Laboriously and intensively preoccupied with endings and captivated by the past. You are fascinated with the decomposition of things. Living deep in the unconscious and inside collective dramas. Lost to yourself.

Thrown into patterns, syndromes, and worlds that require drastic measures to transform. A feeling of being cursed. A sensibility of doom. A creation of the worst inside. The long established deeply ingrained consciousness of stark limitation. Getting under it and destroying it the long hard way.

Being able to turn any energy into something positively has a deeply enlivening effect on whatever one creates. Strong and deep attachments eventually lead to mourning until they are released. When we soften our consciousness so that we may perceive that everything is alive we are visited by and receive the love of the angels.

When we share our grief with others in a complete way we lighten ourselves so much and create such a connection with the Divine that we are able to rise above the heaviness of the physical world. Work with guardian angel Cahetel and daimon Barbatos.

Daimon Barbatos relates towards the Nine of Swords, Venus, Gemini, and Arnica. This daimon excels at teaching one to understand the voices of animals particularly that of feline creatures, amphibians, and reptiles. Working with this daimon allows one to divine messages from pendulums and tarot cards. Barbatos is also ideal for mindfulness, spirit communication, and musical inspiration.

Work with Copper remembering that messages are to be swiftly articulated transmitting truth and wisdom focused on easy communication/networking while reconnecting people and places. Affirm that you develop and maintain clear bonds.


People gathering salt from the ocean.

There is a universal sourcespring of renewed life-forces and reawakened expanded awareness which is on tap for those who venture there. Most characteristic of this vast realm is its common ground, free access, and broad representation. You are everybody at once converging toward sisterhood and brotherhood. The sudden, drastic, and astounding universal life stream toward the future being there just like that. Serendipity and chance.

Fortune and synchronicity. The hundredth monkey comes to town. The only thing asked is to make way; to cast off the outer covering of separative identity and to open the path letting it flow. However, this is so easy and natural you can pass it right by and miss the chance. It takes an urgent call and a trick of destiny to reveal that as close as can be open doors to the infinite are waiting for those who can drop the disguise and come to the party as they truly are.

Realizing the accumulated meanings of the past we are able to rise above them and gain an expanded overview of how the spiritual realities create and interact with our physical reality. Continuing to flow through time we sense certain forces to which we are attuned calling to us and are able eventually to see and understand those forces in a deeper clearer way.

Or put another way at first we may follow our bliss only uncertainly and darkly, but if we continue faithfully to follow it we connect eventually to universal consciousness by coming into a deep understanding of who we really are. When we allow ourselves to build our own tower of magic from which to view the world we grow into being able to appreciate the mystery of beauty without requiring any explanations in which to keep it caged.

When we come to realize that our physical life is actually a distillation of our emotional body we perceive that all matter is alive and that everything is always surprising when limiting assumptions are let go of. Work with guardian angel Sitael and daimon Vassago.

Daimon Vassago relates towards the Four of Wands, Jupiter, Aries, and Saffron. This daimon helps one improve conversational ability, quickness of thought, and social confidence. Some believe working with Vassago will aid with having prophetic dreams.

Using Snowflake Obsidian impart the message that our imagination takes us on journeys of play and discovery with a focus on breaking the barriers of time and space. Affirm that you are free to roam freely through the past, present, and future where treasures await to be awakened.


Three blue robin eggs.

Holding inside you a complete future vision. Preserving and guarding a limitless awareness of what can be and of what shall be. You feel so pervasively the impact of what you carry inside that each piece of it now becomes supercharged with meaning and archetypal power beyond how it might seem to anybody else. Being in the preliminary stages of something so vast and staggering that even those stages feel momentous beyond conception.

Just about bowled over by future destiny. The personal self of now is cast into shadow, seeming trivial, a throwaway. But so transported by prenatal resolves to go all the way this time that any sacrifice or difficulty is chalked up to necessary stages of rough process. And the inner mind holds its lodestar in view and simply cooks inside till it’s time to boil over.

Letting communication happen naturally and spontaneously we are able to relate to others with whatever level of formality, distance, or intimacy that feels required in the moment. Tuning in to a fine, subtle, and intuitive level of communication we find ourselves able to impart a sense of new life, hope, and transcendence to others.

To relate to others in an atmosphere of openness and joy that leaves behind all fear induces us to spontaneously see the beautiful and eternal purposefulness of the universe. Simple hope and an innocent effortless connection to life becomes a path to the healing of emotions and the creation of miracles. Work with guardian angel Nelchael and daimon Morax.

Daimon Morax relates towards the Four of Swords, Mars, Elder, and Libra. Essentially this is another daimon skilled with the teaching of herbs, stones, and astronomy/astrology. Morax is seen as an ideal to work with if you wish to become a herbalist or to enhance your skills with crystals and gems.

Yellow Topaz enhances this degree spreading the message of one who is in command, stirring valor, and displaying intense fearlessness while focused upon joining forces with others to fight for good causes that achieve the greater good. Affirm that you have a brave heart.


A long mirrored hallway lit with candles.

Purpose gazes right down the middle and sees that the way is clear. The internal adversary lurks under, around, and through things and is supremely doubtful of everything you see and know. This only provokes the purposive one to become higher and mightier, more commanding and domineering, which in turn incites the adversary to more radical sabotage by denying your own worth in a savage fashion. Each side pushes the other over the edge.

You are karmically at a crossroads trying on for size strong selfhood and its inevitable shadow of pervasive doubts and negations. Learning and discovering arduously how to stay with yourself even while going against oneself. And thereby outlasting the adversary and proving that one can do the impossible even when one is one’s own fiercest critic and hardest to impress audience.

When we tune in to those living forces of wisdom within we find we are able to use that energy to effect profound changes in this world and to help others to open up to higher states of consciousness. Working delicately and lovingly with the intricacies of life we find our way forward becomes more and more clear as it is illuminated by our intuition.

The understandings that swim within our subconscious and which are always ready and willing to reveal themselves to our conscious mind are eternal truths that are ever finding a new and unique expression through our own utterly unique being.

When we can clearly see the way forward we then realize that what we need to enhance our journey is to take care of whatever we are going to use as our vehicle of travel and to meet whatever responsibilities it requires of us. Work with guardian angel Haziel and daimon Paimon.

Daimon Paimon relates towards the Ten of Swords, Sun, Bindweed, and Gemini. Most people work with this daimon for astral out of body experiences as well as remote viewing. Paimon increases creativity, resourcefulness, quick wittedness, and teaches one to disregard physical pain. Paimon also assists with alchemy and knowledge about psychology, neurology, and social skills.

Harness the energies of Peacock Ore with the message of energy, lightness, and freedom helping you effortlessly deal with your own troubles while helping resolve the problems of others. Affirm that you are open and accepting of all possibilities.

I hope that you have a soothing Monday. My left foot is slowly feeling better; the muscle relaxer helped. I guess I forgot that an eight hour shift of standing in one spot at a register taxes my injuries I’ve incurred and healed from. This is probably why I was trying to “face” the entire store so I would be walking. It definitely feels better to be moving and on the go than stagnating in one location.

Today is a rain day so I’ve been hiding in the house with my blog post, podcasts, video games, and laundry. Then there is dinner tonight that I’ll be helping with.

On the part time cosmetology employment front my schedule may change to 4 days off with me working Thursdays, Fridays, and Saturdays. HR emailed me with this today asking what I thought. I’m not going to complain with this suggestion. Ironically this may be ideal for me right now as if HR has ESP!

Meanwhile mom is likely repeating my foot injuries, and I’m going to need to take another hiatus from my business blog.

She made a podiatrist visit, needs an MRI, and will likely also have ligament surgery on her left foot. When people talk about Twinkie Day this is not what I wish to see happen is my mother re-living my experience of foot injuries.

There will be zero time for me to focus attention here as I have to put my attention and focus back on family health as my priority alongside my part time cosmetology employment. This is just a head’s up to my regular blog followers! Fingers crossed; I’m sure she will be fine through this.

I just would not wish foot fractures, ligament surgeries, or anything on my worst enemy right now! I’ve lived these, and I don’t want anyone to go through this because it’s ultimately just not a fun experience or adversity to overcome!  If anything at this blog has helped you please support my business if you can or desire to do so! I’ve tried to proofread this entry, but am short on time. If there are any errors my sincere apologies. Sending you much love! 💌