Well, it’s hope for the best with your fingers crossed on both hands and prepare yourself for the worst just in case. Not the greatest of quotes or ideologies. Where did we as humans come up with this saying exactly?! Collect some interesting discoveries today via the underlined hyperlink text.
I’m keeping this extremely brief as just a continuation of the last two blog posts on zero point energy by charting Asteroid Zero (4321) at present. I’m sitting before I go run shopping errands for the week battling neuropathy in my left foot. I needed a break off my foot, and this is essentially it with an Excedrin because burning pain up your left leg is miserable to feel.
It’s one of those risks of surgery I acquired along my sural nerve. I’m not in Cleveland, but resources for this online are not easy to come by. I do my best to not moan and groan, but during a flare I might be a little more emotional and angsty especially if I’m dealing with a lot on my plate as I will be shortly. I’m human so I try my utmost to not be the whining complainer.
We’re all born with unique “signatures.” Mine was Magha nakshatra; today there is a different energy in comparison. Ketu who rules Magha is now more aligned with Varuna for suffering/foreign things than it was at birth. Less energy in Indra for power, but more with Isana for blessings of the Gods/Goddesses. Saturn wants to sit near Kubera for money it seems.
I encourage non regular blog followers to read the previous posts I’ve explored on zero point, the torus, Magha nakshatra, and Regulus (this one will cause a serious stir in my blog readers because it deals with topics many won’t like I imagine). I have quite a bit here while I take a potential hiatus to care for mom during an upcoming surgery that I hope will entertain everyone. 2022 has been one crazy year for our family!
We will try the Vedic Age Harmonic chart again to see the current energies defining my life at this time. This placement is another ironicism because guess what Asteroid Zero is in my 6th House of Virgo at 8° which is a house ruled by Virgo and Mercury. This is sextile Jupiter, biquintile Uranus, and conjunct Pluto. For me my attention is focused on the details of practical uses of my mind, and I pay close attention to what I eat, drink, and how much I exercise with this placement.
If I am stressed it will manifest psychically sometimes via my gut, but also elsewhere in my body. This house is how we cope with our day to day tasks from work to our overall health and the care/service we give to others.
This placement seeks to learn more about helpful relationships while being mentally stimulated by multiple subjects/interests which facilitate our learning, business, and communication skills. We’re known to encompass the innovative mind of unusual connections especially with astrology, language, and alternative forms of education. We put a huge emphasis on freedom, independence, and all forms of liberation while rebelling against established life patterns.
We may feel victimized by the lingering effects of past generations which span socio-cultural forces of racism, mental illness, war, and poverty consciousness. Difficulties in life are often caused by people being at odds with their environment or having agendas that simply aren’t possible given what they are dealing with. The chart holder can feel and sense this with a knowing of how to remedy the problem by finding better environments for the desires of both themself and others. These are environments in which they can thrive and be fulfilled.
The Chandra Symbol for this degree is “A man thinking up names for colors.” There can be no perfect translation between the language of color and the language of words. But how you label things may result in a kind of poetry that can stimulate the imagination of others.
But at worst if your approach is overly rationalistic rather than poetic you might get so attached to the names for colors and your attempt to be accurate about them that you lose touch with the direct sensation of the colors themselves. Then you will need to drag your beached imagination back into the sea of intuition which is its natural home. Work with guardian angel Mebahel and daimon Leraje.
Daimon Leraje represents the Six of Wands, Moon, Leo, and Rosemary. If you’ve gone through anything traumatic this daimon helps you raise your vibration from depression helping you to let go of the pain physically as well as emotionally. When conflicts arise this is not always unhealthy for pent up aggression actually stands in the way of reaching a resolution.
When we work with Leraje we will be taught effective ways to handle emergencies, natural disasters, and the protection of our astral body especially during lucid dreams. You will learn how to network on the physical 3D as well as on the astral planes.
The Flower Agate is a great crystal to harness the energies of with the message of attuned inner harmony guided by the Divine focused upon effortless support which mentors others promoting an atmosphere of cooperation and respect. Affirm that you are filled with grace and soulful beauty.
This degree sits upon the fixed star Alioth in the root of the tail of Ursa Major the Great Bear. It is believed that Alioth derives from Al Hawar meaning “The White of the Eye” or “The White Poplar Tree” symbolic of being intensely bright. Others perceive Alioth to derive from Al Jaun meaning “The Black Courser.”
In China, however, this was known as Yuh Kang meaning “The Gemmeous Transverse.” There may be a connection to the Nichiren, Shingon, and Tendai found here as well through Myoken Bosatsu who was the deification of the North Star.
In 1838 Sir John Hershel thought of this fixed star as the lucida or brightest of the seven stars within the constellation of Ursa Major the Great Bear. The energy of Alioth is likened to Mars imbuing one with a quiet, prudent, mistrustful, self controlled, and patient nature who when roused will display anger. Kabbalists associate it with the letter Zain and the tarot trump of the Chariot.
I sent family information on the surgery I had which was a Brostom ankle repair which explains what this is as well as that there are new treatments with ultrasound bone marrow injections to heal the tears rather than them drilling holes in your bones, lacing harvested tendons either from elsewhere in your body or a cadaver (I’m pretty sure I have a dead person’s body parts in me because no one mentioned any grafting from my body to me), and the risks of chronic pain post surgery on top of previous foot fractures I incurred.
They tend to not understand sometimes when I explain that I have chronic pain or limitations now in range of motion. I also can’t sit cross legged or sleep on that side without the neuropathy as well as arthritis flaring. Anything rubs the surgery area enough, and I’m gonna be a very grumpy female. This surgery doesn’t return you back to normal entirely!
You’re gonna feel a burn and random numbness when neuropathy sets in with the achey bones from the osteoarthritis! I generally try to not think about dead people in me although I’m grateful I suppose for the help. Sounds rather necromantic to me. Can I borrow some corpse’s tendons to re-lace my ankle ligament? Um…
One thing is for sure this does not make ankle surgery sound too positive to my mother probably. I wish medical procedures came without risk or suffering, but that simply is not how life works for some of us. Even before surgery I had to sign paperwork stating I was aware of every associated health risk post operation. Today has been trying on my nerves; I’ve gotten responses that trigger my anger at family.
Largely due to the fact that I find them to be ignorant as well as insensitive or non-proactive or even worth my vested time because they resolve nothing being the byproduct of Piscean escapism rituals where people can’t cope with life and opt to dissociate.
I’m not sure how anyone would think such behavior would be a solution for my life, but they must not quite understand the importance of mental health as dissociation is not to me a correct coping mechanism to adopt. For me foot or ankle injuries are triggering to me; I re-live my experiences again. I can pretend I’m unaffected sure, but that is not my truth.
I’m literally re-experiencing trauma when I confront this again for family I care about. Funny isn’t it?! We think we’ve healed something, but the baggage seems to resurrect itself when we least expect it for us to investigate further implying that we still need more cleansing and repair.
I know why it is re-trauma. I sat in the MRI getting a long talk about how the science was discovered and shown my images with someone who could not read them, but told me I had too much fluid in my ankle. The results came, but when I saw a 75% and medical jargon I hoped it was going to read 75% intact and got told my ligament was torn that much thus I had only one option called Brostrom ankle repair.
So I freaked because uninsured, out of work for half a year, and a chain of events that sent my life spiraling into the unknown world of an outcome I was never ready to confront. Compression socks to stabilize and control swelling/pain.
Then there is my game of musical socks instead of musical chairs. I can wear them for only so long before they too irritate my foot too much. So you’ll see me put it on my left foot, take it off, and put it on and take it off again. The story of my life with a temperamental body part! I really do miss the old me sometimes; is that normal?!
I hope everyone has a stress free week! I’m back to work tomorrow and trying to rest/relax now that I’ve gotten shopping errands done. This blog post was broken up and finalized after I ran myself through two grocery stores.
Therefore I want someone to understand why it’s also difficult to work the jobs I’ve worked in retail; you’re on your feet all day! Then you come home to “more work.” And it’s hard to some days remember just to breathe! Breathe and release! I hope I retain my sanity through this.