Fun Quote Fridays: The Heavenly One

“What do you win in a space talent competition? A constellation prize.” – Anonymous

“You suppose that you’re the trouble,
But you’re really the cure.
You suppose that you’re the lock in the door
But you’re really the key that opens it.

It’s too bad you want to be someone else.
You don’t see your own face, your own beauty.
Yet, no one’s face is more beautiful than yours. “

  • Rumi

Just sit right back and you’ll hear a tale of a strange star crossed girl who is in love with the strange/peculiar. Please enjoy the underlined hyperlink text as it traverses the realms of the Outer Limits and Twilight Zone!


I’m a bit short on time today with working my part time cosmetology job as well as chores so I’m using one quote today instead of my standard seven. Today we are taking a brief look at Asteroid Urania (30) in my Age Harmonic Chart.

The placement of Urania in any astrology chart helps us to discover the way our mind navigates through our unique perspective of existence. This asteroid is named for the Greek muse of astronomy.

What mental spheres might be engaged with in order to come into your own inner sense of knowledge or gnosis? This asteroid shows what practices you will be drawn to such as numerology, astrology, astronomy, music, rhythm, Divine inspiration, and sacred geometry.

This determines whatever is your personal muse that helps you flow in life. Asteroid Urania will display the systems, symbols, and structures which call to you personally directing your intelligence, understanding, and mental organization of what reality is.

Age Harmonic Chart for Asteroid Urania

We can find Asteroid Urania in my 3rd House of Gemini at 21° with the Moon and Imum Coeli. The Imum Coeli in Gemini indicates curiosity since one was a child as well as a person who has a difficult time making decisions and lacking confidence. They will doubt everything and be forced to learn to trust their intuition/instincts. Their intelligence and capability comes through appropriately applied time and focus.

The 3rd House is indicative of our flexibility, intelligence, and in depth analytic capabilities regarding communication, career, health, etc. Here we find one’s hobbies, creativity, and their communication style is akin to the fields of technology, television, and news casting.

Opportunities for expression here are conducted via research, writing, teaching, public relations, self promotion, and sales/marketing. This sounds a lot like my astrology/esoterics business and blog.

The only aspect Asteroid Urania makes is sesquiquadrate Neptune and semisextile Saturn. This placement is one where the child felt that others should come before them, but now as they have grown up they realize it’s time to stand up for themselves.

Their imagination is well developed and they will begin pursuing spiritual goals. Unwilling to follow the status quo or accepted views of traditionally conformist society this is a person who desires stimulation through forward looking worldviews.

This placement and the aspects create a quick learner who is open minded with developed psychic abilities who can lucid dream and has a talent for occult subjects such as astrology. They enjoy telling stories that are enlivening and they prefer to learn via the internet where they can share ideas and meet new people. Other areas they enjoy are mathematics and science.

This degree’s energy is best expressed through the following description. The chart holder has an instinct for finding just the right stimuli needed to break out of old restrictive patterns. They sense stuck places both in themselves and others being naturally drawn to affecting them by their words and actions.

This can be wonderfully healing. The problem is that people may resist their input because it can be painful. If this is the case they need to move on to those who are receptive to their energy.

The Chandra Symbol for this degree is “Wine casks retrieved from an ancient shipwreck.” We are dealing with something from the past which has been restricted, tight, and obstructed which when intensively worked upon becomes open so that new energy is allowed in.

That which has been temporarily lost and has been waiting to be used for a long time is found again. Hopefully the time elapsed has helped to bring it to perfection. This degree is about going back and correcting what went wrong while rediscovering what was lost. Work with guardian angel Haziel and daimon Paimon.

“Why did the star keep going to school? So it could get brighter.” – Anonymous

Daimon Paimon is connected with the Six of Pentacles, Mercury, Bindweed, and Gemini. This daimon excels at providing you with knowledge of the arts and sciences or mysteries regarding Earth, the order of angels, and out of body experiences such as astral projection, remote viewing, or aetheric (akasha) projection.

Ketu ruled nakshatras such as Magha which I was born into tend to excel at out of body experiences or even astral projection. Our Shakti gift is to leave the body. We all need to “grow up” spiritually! The time was yesterday!

This degree sits upon the fixed star Capella the mother goat in Auriga the Charioteer. Known as the Little She-goat Capella derives from the diminutive Capra through Greek, Cabrilla through Spain, and Chevre through France. Previously this star was known as Amalthea the nursemaid of Jupiter and the mother of Haedi.

Amalthea accommodated Jupiter/Zues/Jove as her foster child. She was repaid with heaven. Her relation with the broken goat’s horn as the cornucopia references the Horn of Plenty or Lithuanian symbol of a “food bearer.”

The Denderah Zodiac displays this as a mummified cat in an outstretched hand of a male figure crowned with feathers which was important in temple worship of the Egyptian deity Ptah the Opener.

India considered this fixed star sacred to Brahma of the Rig Veda. Peruvians associated Capella with Colca referencing shepherds. Kabbalists associate this fixed star with the Hebrew letter Samech as well as the tarot trump The Devil.

We always get the Devil wrong because most of society is walking ignorant through fundamentalist religion known as the exoteric teachings never desiring to learn the esoteric as I do. Some don’t want to teach it and others frankly are content to remain ignorant.

I never was happy to embrace dogmatic religions or warming pews. Churches can offer great charity to community, but they also breed terrible crimes against humanity such as the Inquisition, Crusades, and Salem Witch Trials. I’ll two hands and two feet pass with that thanks!

I’ve been a cross culture student even reading the Bible/Torah, Tao, Koran, and additional spiritual views across cultures so I can’t do legalism and orthodoxy. It will kill me to follow that path!

A point of contention with me is those who see God/Goddess through fear rather than love and who think their creator advocates murder to proselytize and win someone to their cause. Or that rigid and absurd beliefs or ritualistic practices make them superior in their faith.

Just don’t come near me or I’ll throw a novel of proof from the his or her story of our pasts that will show you how much goes wrong with fundamentalist exoteric religion.

I’m definitely more mystic and usually test as an ecstatic. I prefer to understand it through yoga or yoke especially Bhakti, kundalini, and tantra. To me the Divine is in everything and we should honor this place as well as animals, nature, and fellow humans with such regard. Not that I always get this correct. As a human I still have to work on my Emotional IQ!

Boy if this Hebrew letter does not resonate with me right now as I near my 43rd birthday on July 26th. Have a bewitching and captivating Friday! Lots of love and light! 🥰🌟

PS: If you like something and don’t want to support me with any astrology reports you can donate. I’m trying to purchase new tarot decks or a microphone/camera for videos online. I’ve considered distance Reiki or astrology/esoterics courses or even ASMR, but the last one might be more difficult!

I may pay out of my own pocket for most of this endeavor though since I am working and have a smaller audience presently.

Fun Quote Fridays: Individuality

“There is nothing like staying at home for real comfort.” – Unknown

I have not done a post for Fun Quote Fridays in quite some time so I am squeezing one in this week, but normally I have no time between my part time cosmetology job to do so. Please follow the underlined hyperlink text to little hidden treasures I’ve chosen to share with you by clicking on them.


“I believe in individuality, that everybody is special, and it’s up to them to find that quality and let it live.”

  • Grace Jones

“You just have to do your own thing, no matter what anyone says. It’s your life.”

  • Ethan Embry

“Follow your own star!”

  • Dante Alighieri

“Never follow the crowd.”

  • Bernard Baruch

“The shoe that fits one person pinches another; there is no recipe for living that suits all cases.”

  • Carl Jung

“Individuality is freedom lived.”

  • John Dos Passos

“Don’t compare. You paint differently because you are different.”

  • Frank Lynn


Individuality Arabic Part/Lot

Today I’m doing a brief look at the Arabic Part/Lot for Individuality using the formula Ascendant plus Sun minus Uranus which is placed within my 10th House of Cancer at 9° which is not surprising for me. The 10th House is where our professional activity, social status, and authority take center stage.

My Sun sign is placed here in Tropical or Western astrology as a Leo, however, this is a direct match to my Sidereal or Vedic chart which means I’m a visionary who loves a good challenge. This displays our strengths and weaknesses as well as what we desire to achieve in life. This is where we want to leave our mark on the world.

The chart holder finds what is good and useful in unexpected places wanting to help others and to be of service. Their way of doing this is often indirect and subtle. They communicate to others the truth that change is nothing to fear, that it is, in fact beautiful, and that nature offers us a myriad of energies to nurture our soul.

The Chandra Symbol for this degree is “A skeleton playing a flute.” Presumably one is engaged in the process of making flower remedies. There is a set of orchid remedies that are made in just this way. By collecting the dew off the orchids and using that in the remedy.

The skeleton is, on one level, the spirit of the sign Capricorn, which rules the bones of the body. Capricorn’s verb is “I use,” and Capricorn has to do with finding ways to make use of all which is around it. This degree is about finding the most efficient ways of using anything for the purpose of nurturing.

Of course on another level the skeleton is death, but here rather than being a force to fear it offers beautiful music reminding us that death is what allows us to live, grow, and flourish.

Knowing that death is only a part of the cyclic process of dying and being reborn rather than the permanent end of all things we see through the illusion of death. We can then enjoy the beautiful music it makes with life. Work with guardian angel Yeratel and daimon Ronove.

Daimon Ronove connects us to the Ten of Wands, Moon, Cinnamon, and Sagittarius. Call upon this daimon when you need others to assist with helping people to see things in life from your perspective. Ronove is multi-lingual and will teach one the arts, rhetoric, and how to reconcile disputes.

If you’ve been the victim of undesirable outcomes this daimon will help changes manifest in your life especially regarding academia, industry, and other aspects of your life.

A great crystal to work with for this degree is the Snowflake Obsidian with the focus upon the message of having no fear of the unknown which bestows the freedom of new dimensions opening up to you. The affirmation is I am expressive, unforgettable, and delightful.

NGC 2392 in Gemini

This degree sits on the fixed stars Alhena in the left foot of Pollux in Gemini and Mebsuta in the right knee of Castor in Gemini. Alhena is taken from the Arabic Al Maisan meaning the Proudly Marching One. Kabbalists associate it with the Hebrew letter Qoph and the tarot trump The Sun.

Mebsuta is taken from the Arabic Al Mabsutat meaning the Outstretched via its marking the extended paw of the early Arabic Lion. The early Arabic Asad extended over a third of the heavens as a Lion encompassing Arcturus, Spica, Regulus, the heads of Gemini, Corvus, and Canis Minor. Kabbalists associate it also with the Hebrew letter Qoph and the tarot trump The Sun.

May your Friday be inspired! Best wishes! 🤗💕

Fun Quote Fridays: Time, Calendars, and White Cosmic Wizards

“The calendar is on holiday.” – Unknown

“Where do the keys on a keyboard go to have a good time? The spacebar.”

  • Unknown

“Time is the coin of your life. It is the only coin you have, and only you can determine how it will be spent. Be careful lest you let other people spend it for you.”

  • Carl Sandburg

“Nature knows no calendar, the seasons move in a circle.”

  • Flora Thompson

“I got fired from my job as a calendar manufacturer. All I did was take a day off.”

  • Unknown

“Who controls the past, controls the future: who controls the present controls the past.”

  • George Orwell

“Time: a great engraver, or eraser.”

  • Unknown

“Me-time on a busy day is like milk in coffee – even a little changes a lot.”

  • Unknown

The image above was captured today when I prepared my Yogi Tangerine Positive Energy tea. Let’s take a magic carpet ride into an unusual expedition where we question the realities of time, space, and calendars.

“When you become part of the Universe, the Universe becomes part of you.”

Be sure to utilize the underlined hyperlink text (too bad there is not a mouse click pedometer) today because it will greatly improve your understanding of the topics I’m discussing.


Not long ago I mentioned that I’d taken a look at the Lunisolar Galactic Calendar as well as stated I was not sure I’d ever become a true follower of the system. Much of this stems from actual research on the person who is credited with creating this time management system. I’m not entirely sure even the truthful basis of this when many state it is supposedly based upon ancient Mayan time science.

I began to dive into it when I randomly fell upon a website looking up my specific Kin of 234 as White Cosmic Wizard. Then I began to notice the rational behind July 25th and July 26th in this formula as I happen to have my birthday every year on what they call their Galactic New Year. I wanted to briefly use this also as an introduction into an asteroid I’d previously charted for myself known as Astrowizard.

Others refer to this as the 13 Moon Calendar which ironically also ties into a more recent blog post I’ve published. The creator of this particular method of keeping time is based upon his belief in a synchronometer for tracking synchronicities with each Moon. The basis of marking July 26th as the beginning of their Galactic New Year is taken upon a belief that this date is when the brightest star, Sirius, sends the most light/Cosmic energy to Earth accelerating evolution.

It’s important that we all remember in a sense that it could be said that time is in fact all an illusion.

Respectively July 25th is known then as the Day Out of Time where one is transitioning between the Old and New Galactic Year. Other names given for this date happen to be Green Day, Day of Universal Forgiveness, or Day of Purification.

As of 1992 some have stated this day is celebrated as a Planetary Peace Through Culture Day to celebrate artistic expression. Those who follow these practices state that the 25th of July is not assigned to any moon or week within the 13 Moon calendar allowing one to experience timelessness/freedom.

For those who wish to know more I suggest they do their own online research into the creator of this schedule as well as actual history for the Mayan calendar because I question that many are not appropriating cultures for various benefits which might not be completely truthful or honestly based upon historical accounts.

Law of Time is probably a good place to begin unraveling this, but to really learn Mayan time keeping I’d suggest other more accurately trusted references when you can locate them.

One that I used, for example, was Living Maya Time, but if you’re really going to research this I suggest you find some truly reliable information. All I caution is that all of us use some rational discernment.

It is way too easy for many to think re-inventing the wheel will make for a better solution. I’m just cautioning everyone to not jump on the latest fad because with New Age let’s say there is always something “new.” I’ll be honest at first this piqued my curiosity, but the more I researched the possible intents of the creators I became a lot more suspicious.

Now aside from the above you can locate websites that will also define for you a Mayan zodiac sign. Mine would be Etznab. Described as flint or knife it represents self sufficiency. A sign of both self sacrifice and self interest one tends to be practical, mechanically inclined, compromising, very social, witty, and to speak their mind. Because of self interest and self sacrifice there can be conflict in one’s life as there is a tendency to be overprotective and to struggle in close relationships.

Flint and obsidian were used for building materials and tools or weapons during the Mayan lifetime. This makes Etznab symbolic of courage, strength, healing, and grace. A knife divides human consciousness into duality hence Etznab was at one time associated with the number two in ancient Mayan numerology.

The hieroglyph for Etznab is suggestive of duality embodying several polarities. It is said that Etznab embodies the basic polarity of woman/man and on an esoteric level it is symbolic of the human sexual organs.

To lose our innate unity or consciousness of wholeness is to become aware of opposites which is necessary to attain a certain level of moral consciousness. Many spiritual traditions postulate an original unity that is lost when the consciousness of duality emerges from the primordial womb of the unconscious.

While we all seek to re-establish original unity we will never return to the childlike unity of the womb. We have lived in the world of duality, we have sacrificed our state of childhood innocence, and if we achieve unity with the Cosmos once again we shall do so on a different level entirely.

If you’re curious about Asteroid Astrowizard (24626) then you should know it was named for an American astronomer known for education outreach with children who lectured at the Morrison Planetarium in the California Academy of Sciences.

During lectures he was known to dress as a wizard to entice children with his teachings. It is believed that those who have this asteroid tightly conjunct a personal planet will have a deep interest in both astronomy and astrology especially the educating/entertaining of others.

Persona Chart for Asteroid Astrowizard

Using a Persona Chart we can elicit my inner personality which displays Astrowizard in the 12th House of Sagittarius at 0° again we notice that zero point energy theme I’ve been picking up on. Astrowizard is square Sun and Venus which not surprisingly this asteroid orbits the Sun once every 4 years and 7 months.

Expansiveness of this degree means that we should take realistic approaches to our life. We have to learn that failures are never permanent and succes is neither final nor guaranteed. Any tests/challenges related to growth or even luck give us the push necessary to make great progress in our lives.

The 12th House is a place of the hidden, secrets, the subconscious/unconscious, and a place of transformation.

As there is no exact marker for the zero degree I often look upon the 1st degree when comparing Sabian or Omega symbols as well as for Chandra or Kozminsky symbols. This was previously covered when I researched the Arabic Part/Lot for Mother. Today I’m using the Kozminsky symbols.

1° Sagittarius: A woman in the dress of a religious order struggling through a dark and storm swept valley with a luminous anchor above her.

Denotes one of fine intellect who is gifted with persuasive eloquence. The native is poetic, reverential, and inspiring. One reaches a certain power and dignity after striving through worries and inharmonies. Their will is firmly directed and cannot be broken for above all they have faith in themselves and know their own powers. It is a symbol of Triumph.

Tiger’s Eye is a great crystal to work with for a message of fighting to defend peace and freedom focused upon shared interests/points of view. The affirmation is I remember lest I forget.

The book on chronology I ordered has finally arrived in the mail. It’s about time.

As I’ve said everyone is entitled to believe as they so choose, but I encourage you all to begin your own research. Find, distinguish, and follow your own path because it’s not about dogma rather it is all about what best suits you and resonates the most harmoniously with you.

Zero Point Energy:

Not surprisingly I’ve placed the Star upon my wealth altar as shown in a previous blog post.

May your Friday be phenomenal! I’m off for four days and will be trying to accomplish some daily tasks without taxing myself. My surgery foot has returned to a chronic pain flare yet again which I am trying to restore to a state of no/zero pain if possible. These seem to come and go with no real rhyme or reason.

Well other than that this one woke me inconveniently at 2 AM CST Thursday evening into Friday morning with terrible spasms/cramps throughout my surgery foot, and I could not walk or place my foot onto the ground for at least half an hour. It made for a rougher day at my part time cosmetology job, but I toughed it out. Be well everyone!


Fun Quote Fridays: Life Feels Like A Stressed Fracture

Looking Kind of Rad(ish)?!

This week has been one of my worst to be perfectly honest. I don’t want to even discuss this because it’s very personal. Due to chronic pain I’ve abandoned my Nike Swift shoes for the Pegasus again. The Swift line is atrocious for chronic foot pain compared to the Pegasus line. I also purchased new slippers to provide my feet with comfort as I had a pair too small and very little comfort in the soles.

It was so bad I barely slept last night after working my part time cosmetology job for two days open to close as we had lots of freight. This whole week has been days of chronic foot pain that I take two Excedrin every single day to survive while I KT tape my surgery ankle.

We are struggling to figure out personal affairs with my mom’s health which I can’t publish here. It has bordered on being asked to give up my part time cosmetology job so I’m simply posting a quick entry with the acceptance that leaving for a hiatus as I have no time for my online business or blog until further notice will be best for all involved. We’re too burdened elsewhere and my apologies. We’ve been having a lot of struggles in 2022. I need to put me and my family now first. I barely have time for my personal self care or self love during a family emergency. If my well is dry I can’t water the thirst of others correctly!

Please use the underlined hyperlink text to traverse this race course safely today.


“Stress acts as an accelerator: it will push you either forward or backward, but you choose which direction.”

  • Chelsea Erieau

“Mental health awareness doesn’t mean fighting stress, anxiety, depression, and other everyday mental health issues, rather it means consciously modulating the habits that intensify those issues. Once you are in control of your habits, instead of checking your habits, you would automatically be in a much better shape, both mentally and physically. ”

  • Abhijit Naskar

“Everyone is struggling under stress and fear. Only with right attitude we can avoid regrets.”

  • Kishore Bansal

“Stress is real, and you never know what a person is going through behind the camera.”

  • Soulja Boy

“Self-care is, fundamentally, about bringing balance back to a life that has grown imbalanced from too many commitments or responsibilities.”

  • Robyn L. Gobin

“The time to relax is when you don’t have time for it.”

  • Sydney J. Harris

“It’s not the load that breaks you down, it’s the way you carry it.”

  • Lou Holtz

We’re going to keep this short again. I’m simply charting two asteroids today to match the color of these new sneakers. We’re looking at the Nike Zoom Pegasus 38 Women’s Barely Volt, Volt, Aurora Green, and Black sneakers that I purchased. I saw a pair of teal and pink online I wanted, but naturally when I got to the store they were not there despite the website saying they would be.

I’m charting asteroids Aurora (94) and Volta (8208). I chose Volta simply because the etymology matches through Faroese and through the Italian physicist Alessandro Volta albeit this word is more defined as a musical or poetical turning of time or change such as with a sonnet or in dance such as couples performed during the Renaissance.

The New Nike Pegasus Shoes I Bought

Lets try the lunar return chart today. Tomorrow is a New Moon in Taurus with a Solar Eclipse. I’m certain this is another factor in the toxic vibe my family is experiencing. Why? Taurus is Venus ruled and is about money, investments, relationships, love, and happiness. It asks us to ground and find that which helps us to feel secure.

If we likewise are not experiencing any pleasure we also won’t feel very empowered. Venus and Jupiter will both be connecting in Pisces which as I’ve said some family opt to dissociate from reality; a truly Piscean trait of escapism and abandoning responsibilities to self/other.

For me personally this was the optimal time to receive what we’ve longed for in terms of a pay raise or new opportunities in our careers. It is our professional network that will help us connect with opportunities we otherwise would not have access to. This occurs at Taurus 10° .

Taurus hates change, but Uranus is also in the same position as it was during the Great Depression and World War II during 1934-1942 which means giant financial change. This began actually in 2018 and exists until 2026. I can vouch for this as at my part time cosmetology job a box of foils for highlights/bleach from Reynolds is now $26 for hair stylists. So if you are getting your hair done and notice your stylist has increased the cost of their services it is due to inflation perhaps even hyperinflation!

Unemployment has been rampant albeit my current job does not seem to want to part ways with me encouraging me to force the issue with my parents that they stop asking me to give up a job/career I love for them when they can easily reach out to get help through their insurance or at home nurse services. Our financial world has behaved recently as if it were a kid’s toy yoyo.

The Universal givers known as the planets remains as steady as the Aurora Borealis and are constant. This energy also speaks to changes in farming or gardening. I’ve recently learned that one package of seeds contained radishes. I wish I knew who to sell them to because our family does not like radishes. We’re learning our current ways of living are no longer profitable nor sustainable especially if we consider improving health of our soil or seas. Humans may be asked or told as the dinosaurs soon.

You will experience changes that leave you different. The Earth will survive as it always does, but your species has a challenge which may include extinction if you don’t get your act together. In my house I have been the one with acute awareness while it can fall on completely deaf ears of the generations who refuse to “wake up.” That is why some call the older generations the dinosaurs also as an idiom.

You’re asked with tomorrow’s energies to flex your green thumb, cleanse/heal the Throat chakra, and begin small with micro-resolutions. Begin with small shifts and build upon them to create the snowball effect.

You should if you can learn to put your hands in pesticide free soil, plant heirloom seeds, water your crop, and nurture it to full harvest. Our potatoes are starting to flower finally and we do see tomato plants finally after cutting away the buckwheat that swallowed them. We are beginning to cut into/harvest lettuce which we have an abundance of. Clearly express your truth from a place of free will.

I was told today to encircle my navel in tea tree to create a barrier that will protect me from negative energy while drinking peppermint tea and rubbing lavender oil upwards on my throat to empower my voice as I’m losing it due to how some family members have bullied me this week.

My mom suggested I instead inform someone that I should not be expected to be Nell in the Haunting. She also sees the problem with our situation and has been having anxiety over someone else’s inability to own up to what ankle surgery entails if the MRI shows we have to go this route for her. I know this experience all too well. I’m still suffering from it. The chronic pain does not go away.

The Taurus of my family was great grandmother!

Lunar Return Chart for Asteroid Aurora and Asteroid Volta

Asteroid Aurora is placed retrograde along my Imum Coeli in the 4th House of Scoprio at 0° on zero point energy again as previously written about. It is biquintile Jupiter and Neptune, sextile Moon, trine Mars, square Pluto, and opposition Mercury. Asteroid Volta is placed in my 10th House of Taurus at 26° square Mars and Saturn, sextile Jupiter and Neptune, trine Pluto. Oh boy!

4th House is all about one’s home environment. This house directly rules our parents. 10th House is all about career and profession. This house directly rules our life path and future.

This makes one a problem solver who wants to create order on an intellectual level as a natural teacher or counselor. We value creative expression through music, art, and life style displaying a rich imagination or sensitivity. We make choices that align to our emotional needs and if we can’t properly express our feelings we lose center. We have to break free of any old patterns and hate losing personal power.

If we can’t communicate objectively we begin to express to a wider public seeking to learn how to understand both sides of our ineffective dialogues. Our emotions will fluctuate strongly from depression to frustration when others can’t handle their responsibilities and they press it upon us to finish/accomplish. We need time to integrate and break down larger visions into smaller manageable steps.

When we get to the source of our emotions we are elevated into a broad and expansive vision of ourselves. A light yet highly focused touch allows us to make our way through all obstructions and to penetrate the densities of all difficulties. When we see the whole of things through rising above them we then need to come back to Earth and respond to the energy that is deep within.

The most difficult and arduous parts of our journey makes us more aware of the signs, symbols, and portents along the way for they are helping messages. Work with guardian angel Veuliah and daimon Sabnock.

Daimon Sabnock connects us with the Eight of Swords, Moon, Allspice, and Gemini. Most work with Sabnock for protection and find this daimon to be particularly effective for the Evil Eye or Return to Sender spells. You will find working with Sabnock also effective in other forms of defense magic.

When we can conceive of what is precious to us and worthy of being embraced we can then perceive more clearly the dross and waste of the world. Sensing more and more clearly the forces of nature amongst which we move our perception grows beyond limiting abstractions and generalities and comes to embrace the utter uniqueness of ourselves and of every passing moment.

Realizing the destructibility of all things we let go of the need to concern ourselves with the durability of whatever we create. Appreciating the quality of uniqueness in everything we transcend the limits of role and allow ourselves to manifest to the world in whatever form we are comfortable with. Work with guardian angel Hahaiah and daimon Sitri.

Daimon Sitri corresponds with the Four of Cups, Jupiter, Cancer, and Rosehips. I’ve previously covered Sitri so I’ll encourage you to go here.

Have a great Friday, and I will be back to regularly blogging eventually! I just need to focus properly until then on family and other obligations for a time until after all the “madness!” Non regular followers I’m very sorry; when family may be up for surgery on their feet life comes to a screeching halt or stop sign! 💞

PS: Here are more inventions by Alessandro Volta! And I saw this! Green lights from the Universe! It matches my new sneakers LOL! I’ve never seen anything so unusual in my life as I have today. I can’t even; these symbols today! 🤪

Fun Quote Fridays: What The Bleep Happened Exactly Between January 2021 to April 2022?

“If you get tired, learn to rest, not to quit.” – Bansky

Unlike that song I don’t have two tickets to paradise today, but I’ve certainly been unproductive in an effort to rest my more than upset left foot that did not like the last two days as I spoke of yesterday. Please use the underlined hyperlink text in an effort to try helping you follow my train of thought.


I’m not ignorant of the supposed “Great Resignation,” economic bubbles, and other politicized or psychological warfare promoted topics of the impending societal collapses many advocate for because I can’t call it anything else other than advocating for an inversion of reality known as a tarot “Tower” card moment because so many claim they can “build” it back in a superior way. As I previously said you can’t build though if the foundation is cracking as you would place your structure on a cement slab which is not going be safe or secure. The above dates are essentially how long I personally took a hiatus from holding a job outside of this online attempt.

It’s like putting Bondo from 3M on something as a patch and expecting it to stand the long haul. I’m going to preface this with a idiom that says we should be careful what we wish for in life. It’s always that issue I have with the term “grifters” and if I’m being sold a con by modern advocates for certain “changes” because I do question if they actually have a different intention than what they say. Anyone can paint a pretty picture for you to visualize and sell you a “Let’s Make a Deal” Zonk! This is probably going to be my stereotypical blunt and harsh dialogue again.

Then again I’m all for certain types of “energy” except that I’m not an environmentalist zealot who has lost her rationality either. I’ve been noticing this trend and it’s a big problem with the birthday I have as I realize what this entire “all or nothing” mantra really means. It is more like the idiom where people throw the baby out with the bathwater. Rather foolish, but then as I said most are trying to remake the Wheel! Wasn’t there something in there about don’t fix it until it’s broken?! I don’t know maybe I’m missing something or are others missing something?

Wait a minute? Who picked what was behind Door #2?! And furthermore “why?”

Remember what I said previously about artificial intelligence and groupthink. That I have explained that most humans don’t know the wool is pulled over their eyes because they have no time for education nor desire one especially grammar, linguistics, or etymology much less certain other topics they allow to elude them.

That is why we’re all being duped and giving our sovereignty away. Now pay attention so that you can question what is taught or fed to you by neural linguistic programming, hypnosis, frequency, and such at just the level of the smithery of language or the alphabet.

Artificial originates from Middle English through man made to Old French articiel. This becomes Latin artificialis, artifex, and facere. It means false, misleading, and unnatural. Intelligence originates from Middle English and Old French intelligence which is taken from Latin intelligentia meaning capacity of the mind to understand truth, acquire knowledge, and apply it to practice. It also means a political/military department or agency which secretly gathers information even about average citizenry. But it gets even better!

What does everyone want in the transhumanity end game? It is always supposedly intelligent and “smart” because this is a play on your own ignorance of truth. Here is what smart means, and I ask you to think about this next time you buy anything “smart” on the menu offered by Big Brother/Sister. It is a self monitoring analysis and reporting technology.

Smart originates from Middle English smerten and Proto Germanic smertana which means to bite, sting, hurt, and ache. It literally means to feel a pungent pain of mind, a sharp pain or grief, to be punished severely, and to feel the sting of evil. It also means being depraved, wicked, and accursed (shrewd) or literally bitter in a rude and disrespectful way.

Dumb does not really mean what most of us think it does because it originates from Middle English dumb and Proto Germanic dumbaz to mean mute, silent, speechless, and unable to speak. Yet we somehow attribute this to stupidity and the unintellectual. It is always vital to learn both spoken and written comprehension before anyone begins to assume they know whether or not they’ve been taken for a ride by others with questionable motives.

You’re not really doing anything new to me though regardless of your fancy word smithery. Humans have a propensity to simply engineer more and more delusion into the consciousness of collective minds. That’s why “grifter” translates to con man/woman or a confidence game playing again upon the issue of “trust games.” It’s really the indication of manipulation, scams, swindlers, and a system of corruption always being disguised as it’s polar opposite.

Whatever this is though it’s also an environmental collapse. They show places where wifi and radio frequency for the transhumanist agenda compounded by chemical agriculture has led to hand pollination. How this provides supposed “sustainability” is well beyond me to use the term of certain “agendas.” This is why many state we’re actually not addressing the root of our problems which is a biodiversity extinction level event!

Those who say everything is in fact safe make me always remember I live surrounded by bias fostered by lobbyists, the infamous shareholders, and the toxic culture of selfish greed re-labelled as profit. I’m not full anti capitalist. I’m a person advocating some middle of the road common sense! I’m not anti everything, but I certainly expect people to think more before they just act or even react!

Our household has gone through some of the most eye opening changes as we age out of the 3D realizing just how absurd most lifestyles many adopt really and honestly in fact are wanting something remarkably different!

No one really wants to accept truth because the truth is inconvenient. Hide in your houses using those gig jobs making those shareholders rich and continuing a toxic paradigm while not providing solid solutions because crypto which also has a “footprint” to use the “sustainability” lie again only this time in a return to sender spell because I am also agitated by the faulty logic of others. I don’t like it when people sell me smarmy stuff that tickles my too good to be true intuition.

How much energy and resources or “footprint” does the crypto really use again for quantum computing? Please don’t sell me some sort of lobbyist or shareholder driven bias either because that is how misinformation spreads like wildfire. If we’re going to praddle about the state of our multiverse or global citizenry shouldn’t we be more “honest.” Nope; that would be more than we can handle!

Again I’m not going to be an easy one to win over because I see all the glaring holes in the business models of the “plan” meant to keep people, plants, animals, and so forth in the dark or deflected looking the other way while they’re being robbed. Fair has nothing to do with it because the “agenda” is something else entirely! I’m toying with the notion that consciousness is on a one way path towards entropy in a death drive thanatos cult of personality.

I’ve found two Arabic Parts/Lots I’ll publish today which are more in vein with my current part time employment because they struck me as a synchronicity when I stumbled upon them. Being in a retail establishment that provides products solely to those licensed in cosmetology with a primary focus on hair rather than aesthetics (spa/skin and body) you meet several explaining they have been forced to close their practices because they can not fill the chair rentals. People are not wanting to work is what many have expressed.

This was something I was already stating on my blog about influencers and the new mindset of esoterics with people who I instead refer to as slothful or lazy also called a sluggard. There is a balance between being overworked and just being indolent. Mind you that many of these cosmetologists who’ve been in the field for years are sharing my sentiments of these new generations of entitlement mindset who tell us it is wrong to earn a living the way that we do.

So I’ll right now flip this on its head to my readers just to give another perspective. Do you want to be in Pixar’s Wall E with those cosmetologist robots who make you look like a clown? You know which I’m talking about I hope because one of them in the movie was having a malfunction; PR-T. The whole idea to me with Kabbalah even is that we’re put here as world servers, but the transhumanist and automation mindset seems to think that humans are obsolete I suppose. Funny because we have laws which make our technology also obsolete to rake us over the coals for more money. Sorry! As I’ve said I’m tired of being fed garbage because I just don’t like it.

There is an inherent what I call self hate/loathing aspect starting to occur with how consciousness is viewing or observing itself at the human level much less at other levels by which I’m most definitely referring to that which deals with various forms of physics in the observable multiverse.

This type of world view actually does not resonate with me which is why I’ve been hard pressed to go back out into a physical labor field to work where I can serve humanity in person and not behind the digital age so many collectively are manifesting through their Internet of Things/Bodies that I’m still not content with as a future.

Ironically this was someone else pondering our future in 2010 near my birthday. No, I don’t want to eat bugs, mealworms, or some other nasty “grubs” for my protein as if I were in the Lion King franchise with Timon and Pumbaa. And no, I also don’t want slime robots thanks, but I will pass! Yes, that is a pun on my Western Leo Sun also at this lunacy! Not happening regardless how many times you tell me “no worries!” And while my readers may not genuinely know what that strange message means it stems from certain purveyors of hatred against free will or think tanks with which I’ll never get along with.

“I want to vacation so long I forget all my passwords.” – Unknown

We’ve also been discussing the ongoing detriment of the homeless in the area where I work because it’s quite a significant detraction to the entire city of Austin leading to increased crime. This has included them bringing in portable restroom facilities, tent cities, and actually some less than appropriate behavior which has also caused customers or families to move out of the city altogether in abject disgust or fear for their well being including their children, but businesses don’t sometimes stay in these locales either.

I don’t really want to be on some criticizing soap box rant as I’m sure some of my regular readers will see where this is going. Most of the cosmetologists won’t give to the homeless they’ve stated because these homeless have not wanted to change or receive help in a way that we feel would make them more meaningful members of society. Instead it’s an epidemic of abandoning the homeless and the city which is slowly occurring.

Austin if you live here has the tagline “Keep Austin Weird” which has I think for the more conservative of society or the hard working cosmetologist now been losing all of its appeal so even though this area of America is taunted as the place to “move to” those who have been here the longest are finding that they’re looking elsewhere.

This creates other problems I’m sure for those who perhaps can’t find a home elsewhere to move into, but I won’t go down that rabbit hole right now. There is a lot of interesting topics covered when meeting the career cosmetologist even in what they’ve stated about the illusionary world of influencers who can pop up any edited video which paints a delusion for a customer.

The consumer thinks they can get some well known influencer’s possibly unrealistic outcome from a short video when the actual cut or color took several hours or even sessions particularly if this includes blonding or bleaching the hair. The average consumer does not understand hair density, that you should only be lifting virgin hair to ensure even color, and other factors while they don’t want to pay the cosmetologist for their time, product, and expertise some have expressed which is similar to how I feel even with my astrology or esoterics business.

My attempts to break into an online business model allowed me to see how certain influencers or charlatans as I call them also spin a yarn for their “manifested wealth.” What I mean is that you learn just how deceptive some people really are quickly in the world.

As I don’t want to discuss a lot of personal here because my employee manual says to keep social media clean I’ll simply state that I work with two wonderful women so far. I enjoy the people I meet everyday and being a part of helping them make their clients feel good about their physical appearance with what we provide them as we have a lot of hair color, styling products, perms, etc.

Nothing much else to say as my team is around my age and we all have had some similar interests as one has been in drum line (she has played in bands also) when they grew up while another was in drill team, and I was in Color Guard. I’m the only single gal with no children though. We all get along really well at managing the store.

As for me I’m in desperate need of hair stylist education because when you’ve been the entire other side of the industry you’re not as familiar with selling certain items so I may get stumped on questions more often needing help. I really don’t know enough about coloring hair. I also have not had my hair professionally colored in probably over a decade now nor have I been flat ironing it because it was damaged too much from the abuse I put it through previously.

Now we can all laugh because my hair is naturally curly so one of my co-workers as hair stylist said she loves curly hair and always wants to pet people with it. Reminded me of high school when I used to wear chemical hair gel and a friend wanted to play with my hair because it was crunchy. I don’t use those hair products anymore though. Now I use homemade product and leave in conditioner letting my hair air dry which means it shrinks up compared to when I would flat iron it. My image in the sidebar I pinned my hair up so you won’t see it.

Here are some quotes and the Arabic Parts/Lots which today we will look at where Beauty, Merchants, and Merchandise sit briefly for myself. I guess people find liberation in different ways, but whatever is being bred by society not everyone is in agreeance with or even likes it. And those decisions that you’re making they do not just impact you, but they will ripple out affecting a great many others with whom you forget there was an interconnection or even entanglement you have ignored or not realized existed.

I suppose your ego has forgotten to inform you that it’s not all just about you or your family, but it’s about a Cosmic community because instead most of our words and ideologies only focus today at the global level. So the mind of most is still thinking small potatoes at that level and limited to just their impact on Earth rather than a greater whole of influence they are responsible to.

By this I’m taking a direct hit at your space junk because we’ve littered the planet Earth and made it toxic enough that we’ve simply moved onto colonizing and trashing the Cosmos/Universe now. Sorry, but someone has to say this or else no one will will question their intentions and modus operandi walking with blinders on them in tunnel vision.

One planet, one experiment.” – E. O. Wilson

“The only place where success comes before work is in the dictionary.”

  • Vidal Sassoon

“Inaction breeds doubt and fear. Action breeds confidence and courage. If you want to conquer fear, do not sit at home and think about it. Go out and get busy.”

  • Dale Carnegie

“Luck? I don’t know anything about luck. Luck to me is something else: hard work and realizing what is opportunity and what isn’t.”

  • Lucille Ball

“When the grass looks greener on the other side of the fence, it may be that they take better care of it there.”

  • Cecil Selig

“The harder I work, the luckier I get.”

  • Samuel Goldwyn

“If your new job were a person, he would feel lucky to have you. Congratulations.”

  • Unknown

“A new job is like a blank book and you are the author.”

  • Unknown

Time for some astrology speculation. Here are the formulas for what we’re seeking today. Beauty follows Ascendant plus Venus minus Sun, Merchants follows Ascendant plus Venus minus Mercury, and Merchandise follows Ascendant plus Fortune minus Spiritus. Now we can analyze where these land for myself as an example. Anyone can do this also via Astroseek.

We find Beauty in my 1st House of Libra at 15° on a Jupiter degree, Merchants is also in my 1st House of Libra at 7° on a Mercury degree, and Merchandise is in my 3rd House of Sagittarius at 21° on what I believe is a Saturn degree. This is fascinating and eye opening! There is some overlap in these degrees with previous blog posts around Easter.

Actually this last week has proven to have some interesting studies, but I digress.

If we just generally break this down for analysis we find that I may appear as graceful, mediating, and sociable with a compromising attitude that generally seeks the middle ground by bringing everyone to the table to seek out a solution which works best for all, but that I’ll feel as if I lack harmony in environments that do not have some order established within them.

The 1st House is the outer appearance which generally speaks to their personality, looks, and overall presentation. What needs to be remembered is that the scales of Libra is in continuous states of weighing/measuring the quality of fairness, quality, and justice of all ongoing relationships.

Mercury here would apply a rational approach that can also negatively appear as intellectual narcissism so it’s vital we acknoledge the ideas of our peers. We have an insatiable appetite for knowledge and learning constantly gathering up new information with a desire to critically think for ourselves also suffering from a compulsion to talk non stop.

It’s advised that we avoid caffeine which is too stimulating for our nervous system. Well, I’ll have to work on that as I’m still a bit of a coffee drinker!

Jupiter, however, is said to make one an optimist amidst what otherwise appears as dismal or demoralizing circumstances. We must guard against inflated egos or projecting a larger than life persona because we can appear to be of greater means than we necessarily are. We display ostentatious magnanimity with a honest and moralistic vibration wanting to put otherwise positive energy into the aether. We may come off as superficial.

The 3rd House is overlooked and misrepresented. It was once called the “Goddess” house running the axis of partnership to the 9th House which is the “God” house. It was once inferred to bring about manifestations of the feminine nature which in Catholicism became a vision of the Virgin Mary focused upon devotion of the Divine Feminine archetypes as seen in grottoes and fountains. There is no shortage of synchronicity here; nope none at all! Not when I spent my 20s becoming Catholic even though I have Ashkenazi Jewish in my maternal and biological paternal DNA.

In Greek culture the extension goes further as to illustrate this misrepresentation of the 3rd House because Greece left women out of power in spiritual practice. Therefore this is the house of appreciation, devotion, and reverence to women via modern day feminism which is not of the toxic variety. This overlooked astrology house has become a place of irreverence towards the Divine Feminine putting focus upon the 9th House of the Divine Masculine. The 3rd House becomes the place of unorthodox religion and beliefs on returning to the “place of Goddess.”

The Moon has become maligned as well as misunderstood through associations with darkness, evil, and the nocturnal sect of those in Abrahamic faiths who demonize Lilith. Our 3rd House holds the wiring of our mental habits, early education, and alignment of faith. The Moon Goddess was once a place of joy until we began to misappropriate it.

With Saturn and Sagittarius this house becomes childhood loneliness and isolation where speech is suppressed by fears of inadequacy. Later in life many become grammarians and teachers of language employing a lack of interest in frivolous banter desiring well thought out speeches that focus on truthful honesty. We realize our foolish choices come back to bite us in life therefore we value self reliance.

I’m going to touch on the energies of these placements below and close out today’s blog post. This will run in the same order as listed above.

Beauty Arabic Part/Lot

Looking deeply into life we find those things of great value that help us to bring loving care into all that we do. Realizing the repetitive nature of all cycles we come to see the deeper meaning and purpose of that which we continually repeat. Giving loving and careful attention to all that we do creates in us an attunement to a pure source of deep inner wisdom. Perceiving the ancient imprints that exist in the deepest layers of our unconscious we are able to see more clearly the one sidedness of our thinking and how all thoughts are illusions. Work with guardian angel Hahasiah and daimon Balaam.

Daimon Balaam connects with the Seven of Wands, Sun, Leo, and Frankincense. While this is a touchy daimon to work with for some the specialty of working with Balaam is in tarot, hydromancy, palm reading, and mirror skrying. Balaam is also an essential to partner with for healing spells, shielding, astral travel, solar magic, working with tree spirits, and commitments to employment.

A great crystal to work with for this degree in Libra is Ammolite. The message is to live with the natural rhythms/cycles of life focused throughout with wholistic awareness of places and situations. Affirm that you rejoice in the circle of life.

Merchants Arabic Part/Lot

The chart holder is aware of all the limits around them as well as within. They may be intensely concerned with maintaining their own integrity by holding out all that might try to compel them to be other than what they truly are. On the other hand they can become quite frustrated with the restrictions they find everywhere. This acute awareness of all of life’s edges and boundaries can make them feel impossibly limited or it can also imbue them with the ability to relate in a highly clear and focused manner.

The Chandra Symbol for this degree is “A group of old ladies gossiping excitedly.” The ladies of this symbol are talking about the limits of decency, the limits imposed by social mores, about people pushing and transgressing limits, and about the limited information they have as well as the desire to have more of it. And, of course, these limits cast a shadow over everything.

Relationships are all about interacting within limits. It is a testing of our limits to see where they are and maybe to push them back to make more room for ourselves. It is through encountering, assessing, and working with these limits that we come to know ourselves as well as others more clearly and based on this define a path forward. Work with guardian angel Veuliah and daimon Sabnock.

Daimon Sabnock connects us with the Eight of Swords, Moon, Jasmine, and Gemini. What many may not know is that this daimon helps one overcome depression while acting as a bodyguard/ally. Sabnock forces you to cut off any connections with people whom are unhealthy especially those who impose their will upon you.

Hawk’s Eye is a great crystal to utilize for this degree with a message to employ a cloak of protection ensuring we are safe and secure while focusing on nourishing/protecting our family, friends, objects, plans, and ideals. The affirmation should state that you are astute and observant.

Merchandise Arabic Part/Lot

Knowing there is something we need to do, to realize, and/or to resolve, we are eventually guided to it. When we allow ourselves to relate to the whole of nature the energy we emanate naturally calls to others of like vibration. When we reconnect with becoming rejuvenated we are inspired to express our passion to others. To voice our deepest most primitive feelings releases the darkness within which makes way for the light. Work with guardian angel Sehaliah and daimon Vine.

Daimon Vine connects to the Ten of Swords, Sun, Gemini, and Mallow. If you’re working with Vine it’s usually in reference to protection magic.

As this guardian angel and daimon were previously covered another great crystal to work with for this degree is Blue Spinel. Another message for this degree is to take a new perspective of the matter at hand while focusing on creative solutions to understand how best to see life through the eyes of a child. The affirmation to remember the wisdom of your ancestors while avoiding conveying thoughts from another angle is well advised. Perhaps we should ask how would our ancestors really view us or our lifestyles if they were in fact here to sit down and chit chat. It’s not all negative, but it’s also not entirely all ideal for some.

I’m going to enjoy the rest of my day off today as I don’t have any business to do with my astrology or esoterics at present for clients. I hope everyone has a well spent Friday and weekend! I have some garden photos, but I’m waiting to publish them a little later instead of badgering you with them right now. What’s my beef? That if we spend all our time in cyberspace we never ground in reality or the Root chakra. Again I’m not anti everything in life; I encourage people to not be sold a lemon even if you can make lemonade. 🏡

Fun Quote Fridays: Writing on the…

“The world will end in 5 minutes. Please log out…” – Anonymous

I thought I’d take today to be a little “silly” in my entry so I hope you enjoy the underlined hyperlink text meant to also bring a little “goofy” your way.


“You can always edit a bad page. You can’t edit a blank page.”

  • Jodi Picoult

“Overthinking; the art of creating problems that weren’t even there.”

  • Unknown

“I can shake off everything as I write; my sorrows disappear, my courage is reborn.”

  • Anne Frank

“Write what should not be forgotten.”

  • Isabel Allende

“It’s a damn poor mind that can only think of one way to spell a word.”

  • Unknown

“I try to leave out the parts that people skip.”

  • Elmore Leonard

“You can fix anything, but a blank page.”

  • Nora Roberts

I legitimately drew another blank for today that belonged in a Mad Lib, but then I saw this humorous asteroid in my long search for something to place into my blog post today. Why the focus on asteroids? Some believe the planets match our chakras, but that the asteroids say a little more about our soul/spirit. It’s always perspective! This one might just speak to that which anyone who “writes” can relate to though in a kind of humorous way.

I’ve decided today to use it in a Lunar Return report because tomorrow is a full Pink Moon (other names include the Sprouting Grass, Egg, and Fish Moon). Yesterday was a Solar Return chart so this also helps balance the Divine Masculine and Divine Feminine energies leading up to our holiday weekend for those who celebrate something. For some it has been Passover beginning today and for others Easter falls this Sunday.

Passover is meant to be seen as a liberation festival which certainly rings a theme for me also as one who has Ashkenazi Jewish in my maternal DNA with the German/Danish and the biological paternal DNA with the Anglo Saxon, German, and mild Ethiopian/Middle Eastern mix (albeit is small). I don’t get to choose my DNA although supposedly mad scientists are working to change this with CRISPR which I don’t quite agree with.

It’s probably pivotal that I make a bit of a notation here. Just as I don’t want to stand with certain groups at present by keeping out of politics as I’ve said countless times I don’t do Divide and Conquer, Hegelian Dialectic, or really support war as a needed outcome. I also am not pro Zionist (another political movement that gained momentum with religious dogmatic undertones). There is a lot of theater out there; much of it I wish to avoid!

Before anyone labels me it’s probably important that you understand that I’m a lot more rebellious against certain ideologies than you may perceive because I’ve been quite open to hearing many sides of the narratives given. I’ve also been one to study many spiritual beliefs not really “set in” any specific one as I’ve matured and aged out in life. I don’t really read any of these literal or at an exoteric level valuing them as esoteric or astrotheological if anything.

Propaganda always being a thorn in my side as well. I’m more than well aware the large chunk of humanity does not have proper knowledge of our his/her story. We’re the byproduct of state or government education and media that doesn’t exactly give us the truth. The idea of any truth movement is also starting to lose traction as we often deal with grifters, snake oil sales, and other misleading psychological manipulations.

Right now I’ve witnessed and seen some “footage” of what is transpiring in other countries, and I’m really trying to maintain some sanity/levity from that which is being exposed in light of current podcasts especially those which deal with political topics. We’re bordering or teetering on the argument of is our Universe really benevolent or is it malefic? If extraterrestrials invaded would they be peaceable or hostile upon seeing this planet?

“Spring brings new growth. Weed out the bad and make new for something beautiful.”- Unknown

I digress Passover greatly aligns with my blog post on the Plagues being that it would greatly tie into the Seder. Metaphysically we have to recognize that Passover is really about a change in consciousness. It’s a story about taking subjective body consciousness and translating this to spiritual consciousness. Freedom does not exist in body consciousness as this is under the control of Pharaoh or the subconscious mind usually keeping us ensnared in materialism, limitations, and ignorance.

When our desires take on a more spiritual consciousness we find it much easier to go about life from the same innocence and purity of a child with more openness to the enjoyment, adaptability, and thrill/joy of life. Easter is just another interpretation of the same essentially.

Today we’re going to have a fun exploration, however, of the Qwerty (6600) asteroid because it significantly reminds me of the QWERTY keyboard we all compose upon when not communicating verbally or by handwriting. I could certainly keep my focus on Passover and Easter by looking up the Ostara asteroid, but I was not really wanting to place my focus there today specifically for I believe this might be better left to tomorrow. This is certainly not the only format keyboards come in because there is also the QWERTZ and AZERTY keyboards.

QWERTY keyboards are popular as well as prevalent across the Americas and several regions of Europe while you will find QWERTZ as the Swiss/German speaking native and AZERTY as the norm of France and Belgium. The evolution of keyboards in America was that at one time the keys were arranged alphabetically, but this became both uncomfortable and illogical.

In other non English speaking areas there is a requirement for different layouts as the most commonly used characters vary from language to language. Germany uses “Z” more often than “Y” and other examples include the need for accents in French speaking locales. And don’t get me started on “Z” as I’ve seen the rhetoric for outlawing this letter. At which point I’ve begun to make meme jokes that read like:

“I’m going to the oo to study ebras for my oology course.” or “We’re eating ucchini tonight for dinner.”

Yes, it’s supposed to read as zoo, zebras, zoology, and zucchini. The point is I’m getting fed up with belligerent stupidity because I just have no other words except to be blunt/harsh! It’s starting to appear very immature! And for those not aware of what I’m cryptically referring to my apologies. I hated politics as a child, and I hate it as an adult. To me it’s all something I’d prefer to not have to participate in.

When I first learned to type it was naturally upon a computer, but it was very humorous that when I went for my Associate’s Degree in Legal Administration and Office Technology I was placed on a typewriter. Now you’re going to be thinking what is the point of this practice because that was what I was thinking until my logic kicked in. Typewriters have no means to cheat during speed or efficiency testing as there is no “delete/backspace” key to utilize.

Those meant to touch type rather than pigeon peck as I call it learn the same way I suppose a pianist would learn. You memorize the keys, and if errors are made the frustration might arise in how many trees you kill by having to begin again with a new piece of paper. I’m 42 for those younger who are thinking this sounds utterly absurd.

Nonetheless this is effective in my eyes because I managed to leave there with a words per minute of 70 and 0-1 errors as I composed during my time in college. There is no habitual use even now of the “delete/backspace” key when I type. Rather I usually find a few errors here or there during the process of proofreading anything I compose. Essentially we could say this Qwerty asteroid is another form or function of the essence of Mercurial energy in that it assists in our means of communication.

Lunar Return Chart for Asteroid Qwerty

For me personally this asteroid is within the 7th House of Aquarius at 24° with Saturn. There is a sextile with the Sun, a conjunction with Mars and Saturn, and a semi-sextile with Jupiter and Neptune. The energy of such placements imbue one with an excellence at meditation, reflection, journaling, and any practice which assists in bringing the emotions to the surface where they may be changed in an effort to become open to newer possibilities/potentials otherwise left unconsidered.

Any oppressive or limiting circumstances you were coping with have now allowed for you to separate yourselves from them. This may have expressed also as diligent application to managing important responsibilities or becoming emotionally invested in goals/aspirations. One begins to write in shorter perhaps fragmented sentences while embracing phrases, concepts, and images that are meant to evoke entertaining meaning because really what one needs is laughter, growth, and understanding.

This 7th House placement being ruled by Aquarius will bring about the give/receive vibration for guidance by becoming social, open minded, idealistic, and understanding or appreciating the value of teamwork. When we are on top of things we demonstrate poise even in the ability to face emotional upset and pain through grit and tenacity. If we remember to practice kindness and self control as our spiritual path we begin to learn how best to teach others to rise above emotionality with a more developed Emotional IQ.

What is difficult becomes easy with assistance and the chart holder is open to help from any and all sources knowing that access to anything can be immediate if the support is there. When combined with confidence in the belief of this fact there is a desire to facilitate the process of everyone’s unfoldment as an antidote to destructive competitiveness. Work with guardian angel Menadel and daimon Stolas.

Daimon Stolas corresponds with the Ten of Cups, Jupiter, Flax, and Pisces. If you find yourself working with this daimon you will be gifted with a preference for the outdoors and natural settings where you can learn astronomy, herbs, and precious stones. Other areas of interest that may become of fascination when working with Stolas is history, etymology, mythology, chakra work, and tarot divination.

Most often your initiation will take place with the sphere of the Moon in pathworking thereby enhancing your intuition and discernment. I’ve read for many there is a developed interest in Zoroastrian and Grigori knowledge/gnosis. There is a lot of confusion surrounding the Grigori as the Watchers and Naga which unfortunately stems from prejudice and improper spiritual education.

The Naga as a serpent is simply another term for the Shiva/Shakti or kundalini which rises through the Crown chakra via the mind, Universe, and intuitive magnetic consciousness of existence. Communication with the ancestors as I’ve blogged previously about this week often occurs via the combined mind and one’s DNA memory.

The Naga is in fact a representation of both life and death symbolic of Agni (fire) when divided into four classes including the heavenly, divine, Earthly, and hidden. Naga means chief, teacher, and serpent God/Goddess. There’s been talk in some circles of this already which I’ve stated is an encoded message many are not correctly digesting or gaining understanding of.

In India the degree of a spiritual awakening via kundalini energy is often represented by the number of cobras hovering above the head of a yogi and this image is also popular in Buddhism. The number of cobras is the exact level of layers of kundalini that has awakened within one therefore if there were seven it would symbolize an exceptionally advanced soul/spirit.

There is a cautionary tale often spoken of, and I can personally attest to this from my own experiences in Reiki attunements as well as previous spiritual awakening. Releasing this energy before one’s brain or nervous system is equipped to do so will be harmful to the physical, emotional, and psychological constructs of the human body.

This may be displayed as unexplained illness, erratic behavior, difficulty coping with everyday life, chills/hot flashes (this can also be a hormonal imbalance), excessive mood swings, and hallucinations. Something to consider in this vein of thought is that if you imagine 220 units of energy suddenly coursing through a circuit built to only handle 110 units the fuses will blow out.

Your nerves are extremely important with 31 residing in your spinal column and 2 outside of it. Those 33 nerves along the 33 vertebra added to your 12 cranial nerves heighten and extend to receive more energetic awareness. We are again addressing your Ida, Pingala, and Sushumna nadis which should be properly cared for.


“The stars are the street lights of eternity.” (North American Nebula) – Unknown

Asteroid Qwerty sits on the fixed star Sador in the breast of Cygnus the Swan which reminds me of my post on the Tridev and Saraswati. Sador is derived from Arabic to reference the Hens Breast, but Christians saw Cygnus as the Cross of Calvary. Its energies bestow contemplative, dreamy, cultured, and adaptable natures. Kabbalists associate this fixed star with the Hebrew letter Resh and the 20th Tarot Judgment.

The Hamsa symbolizes a perfect union/balance in life and is often identified with Brahman. The flight of the Hamsa also represents escape from the cycle of samsara. The name of Hamsa when inverted is spoken as sa-ham which in Sanskrit means the oneness of human and the Divine. During pranayama the exercise of breath control utilizes inhalation as Hamsa with exhalation sa-ham. Hamsa came to epitomize the breath of life.

Have an amusing Friday! I’m trying to take it easy now that my life is more orderly in fashion for those who routinely read/follow my blog. A huge weight has been lifted off my shoulders in securing additional employment/income. 💓

PS: Memo to the Mason bee populace. We have a vacant house/hotel waiting for you in the garden please come help pollinate. Anyone?! Bueller?!

Fun Quote Fridays: Efficiency and Dough

“The Shadow-maker shapes forever.” – Lafcadio Hearn

While working for Instacart in Whole Foods during Christmas I found myself one day walking up to the register we used for processing orders with all these rainbow unicorns surrounding me as a Leo (Magha lunar mansion ruled by Regulus; via my many Vedic astrology musings) thinking someone was playing a very “twisted” symbolism joke on me regarding lions/unicorns which also deals with Alice in Wonderland as well as certain other subject matter! These were the days I often worked alone. The veterans all took the day after Christmas off while I worked a full 8 hours alone and was swamped barely able to take breaks or my lunch.

We can laugh now also at the “cashier in training” sign. I’ve been in retail too long to be “in training.” But that is exactly what was left at the register…

If you want to discover something uncharted and bizarre use the underlined hyperlink text.


“You can make the dream come true if you wake up and work.”

  • Unknown

“As soils are depleted, human health, vitality, and intelligence go with them.”

  • Louis Bromfield

“If you could kick the person in the pants responsible for most of your trouble, you wouldn’t sit for a month.”

  • Unknown

“Your health is what you make of it. Everything you do and think either adds to the vitality, energy, and spirit you possess or takes away from it.”

  • Ann Wigmore

“Never play leapfrog with a unicorn.”

  • Unknown

“Only the naive inflationist’s could believe that government could enrich mankind through fiat money.”

  • Ludwig Von Mises

“The best vitamin for making friends, B-1.”

  • Unknown

I previously mentioned I should look at the Arabic Parts/Lots for Energy and Finances so today I’m going to do just that keeping this post pretty short. With all the podcasts and turmoil that is meant to keep us distracted or in fear lately which actually creates a cycle of panic buying on various fronts instead of perhaps critical thinking or better planning I think these topics seem to be a bit at the forefront of some people’s consciousness. I’m not going to turn today’s post into any sort of analysis, judgment, or rant on these topics. I really don’t want to debate anything nor do I have any spare time to do so at present.

The Arabic Part/Lot for Energy follows the formula Ascendant plus Pluto minus Venus while Finances follows the formula Ascendant plus 2nd Ruler. They have no trigger so I’ve used the Lot of Fortune. Therefore we would find Energy for me placed in my 3rd House of Cancer, but it’s literally on the cusp beside the 4th House of Leo at Cancer 28°. Finances on the other hand sits in my 5th House Virgo at 5°.

You’ll remember that I mentioned previously Cancer was my MC while Capricorn was my IC on my natal chart. This marks the two astrotheological gates. Cancer in particular is the birthplace into the life of form where we enter our physical incarnation. Spiritual intuition imbues one with the ability to not only connect with the buddhic plane, but to bring highly refined frequencies through their astral body without any distortions.

Psychics on the other hand can distort that with which they come into contact through their astral bodies via a lack of purification and spiritual development as mediumship tends to mangle the messages received seeing through a glass darkly. This is where Neptune and Mars rule the Solar Plexus chakra anchoring the astral bodies’ lower/higher expression seen as either addictions, paranoia, or deceiver/deceived.

When this occurs the lines between fact and fiction blur and we can’t recognize the truth anymore becoming easily duped. In the Aquarian Age this will display as a manipulative nature which is selfish prostituting self interest to the rigid ideas of gaining more power clothed in the premise of philanthropy as doing good.

If lost in these practices we see things such as what is occurring today with the genetic modification of all species of life on Earth and the doomsday profiteering of climate change. I’m not denying that climate changes, but how this has come about is not just at the hands of the average citizen rather it’s the byproduct also of elected as well as non-elected bureaucrats geoengineering the skies which have deleterious side effects on the entire protective system which shields this planet from the harms of solar radiation. Not that they want to hear this because it’s only us plebs that seem to be damaging the planet.

No one will see this except those who work organically with nature realizing what happens when we hybridize and patent the seeds or perform chemical agriculture as it is with an organic model that we’re more aware of the value of our soils, fertilizers, and so forth. Cronyism leads to dastardly contracts between big corporations with which you are prohibited from selling or offering seed to others and must buy new seeds every year to re-plant that are often RoundUp Ready.

The act of saving seeds to re-sow them in chemical agriculture is patent infringement resulting in higher prices, reduced product options, and an increased need for ever more pesticide, fungicide, and herbicide use. This vicious cycle when practiced is one of poverty consciousness for the average citizen while the corporate socialists, fascists, communists, or whatever name you want to give them get richer. Pretty soon these groups will desire to patent all of life because when it comes to equity and capital it means they want to own everything including you and I. Something I don’t believe in because that is simply modern slavery!

This same toxic culture enters into the realms of NGO as well as our health systems. Strangely Neptune and Cancer are the mystery of the Makara and the dodecahedron (this looks vaguely familiar in my studies). The Western world belongs to this esoteric initiator who is the Great Teacher of the West ruling the ocean whose trident is an astrotheological symbol of the Christian trinity ruling the Piscean Age. In fact the numerology of Neptune as well as Christ have an equal total.

Neptune adds up to 32 while 4 x 8 is described as the Foundation of the Christ energy equaling 32. Within Neptune you find another numerological pattern which equals to the number of petals for the heart lotus. The Age of Pisces inaugurated the mediator of Sirian energy which esoterically comes via the polarity of Cancer/Capricorn. This is because the numerological value of Sirius also equals 32 as Cosmic Manas to produce self consciousness in humanity.

Cancer as the expression of mass mind can fail to properly equip itself for constructive handling or transmutation of these energies. We’re now asked to reflect and develop a group consciousness of global emotional sensitivity developing a new approach to our idealism and world wide problems. The Cancer/Capricorn axis is a conduit for Sirian forces to enter into the Earth’s aura determining the greater laws of nature. This does not mean we need to become draconian, but it can signal an economy which takes a downturn due to the way we’ve chosen to live thus far as a global humanity.

Energy Arabic Part/Lot

We could consider the Arabic Part/Lot of Energy is one which is anaretic meaning I have to “master” the skills of the 3rd House before it would move into the 4th House. Being that this is the house of intellect and communications it often regulates a person’s desires, dreams, and ability to cope with specific adversity in life. Ruled by Gemini this displays how one fights against the odds to display their mental acumen in writing and speech. This can be displayed as passions, hobbies, money obtained by one’s own efforts, and the skills done daily especially with one’s own two hands.

Entering into the deeper reaches of ourselves we contact a level of spontaneous creativity and information which if we are attentive to it will teach us much. Realizing that seemingly set patterns can be changed if we so desire to do so we become strangely aware of the choice between holding to a particular way or allowing the flow of energies to carry us somewhere else.

It is via allowing our inner wisdom to come forth that we find a wide array of various potentials which we may draw on in the act of creation. Through transcending the flow of time and entering into the realm of timelessness we are able to take in the vital essence of nature. Work with guardian angel Ariel and daimon Bifrons. This angel bears a remarkable resemblance to the archangel of the Root chakra.

Daimon Bifrons correlates to the Two of Cups, Mars, Basil, and Cancer. This daimon is an ideal to work with for honoring the ancestors as well as learning to accept the process of death. Bifrons teaches geometry, mathematics, astrology, and other various sciences revealing the overall properties of herbs, stones, etc. I saw an abundance floor wash that might be useful. Money spells with this herb are quite popular and we’ve been growing varieties of basil regularly for the last 5 years in our garden.

Finances Arabic Part/Lot

Moving to the Arabic Part/Lot of Finances we see that the 5th House defines fame, intelligence, creativity, and often our creative pursuits including those of romance/progeny. It will also indicate to us the areas where we discern or guide others usually on the basis of moral preferences. A strong placement in this house would best be described as one who makes the correct choices in life, spreads love/kindness, and seeks emotional fulfillment alongside pleasure.

Sometimes when we look at negativity we think it could take a really long time to clean up. The chart holder has the ability though to zap it away or to kind of shock it so that it collapses on itself. They are immensely good at getting to the point sometimes without even a word being spoken. They commit the right action and a situation can suddenly ignite and transmute. It all depends on what they and others are ready for.

The Chandra symbol for this degree is “A skull on a pole at the entrance to a dark wood.” When there are places we avoid going to we need to ask ourselves what is it that is repelling us from those places. The identity is threatened by anything which might threaten its structure. But it is the death of identity that allows identity to restructure at a higher more expanded level so that we may reflect more of our spiritual light. Work with guardian angel Lauviah and daimon Gusion.

Daimon Gusion ties to the the Three of Cups, Venus, Aloe, and Cancer. Gusion whom showed up in yesterday’s blog post is actually ideal for public relations. This daimon will help with being diplomatic yet you will still retain a tinge of being a blunt speaker who is often honest in their dealings. Generally what occurs is one prefers to play the role of intermediary between the spiritual as well as physical worlds.

I actually was drinking aloe vera juice while I was dehydrated in January during my bout with severe allergies and caring for my mom, but also it’s been useful when I’m put on certain medications that cause dry mouth such as the antibiotic last week to recover from a uterine tract infection.

Neither of these degrees again land on fixed stars so I’m closing today by wishing you a serene Friday and weekend! 😌💖

Fun Quote Fridays: Millions of Eyes Watching From Space

“If you don’t know where you are going, any road will get you there.” – Lewis Carrroll

Yes, those are eight tarantulas that hid in a pot on the porch during a rain storm! We had to release them back to nature by dumping the pot out carefully.

The underlined hyperlink text is our normal journey into nonsense! 🥴

…the day will come when the mystical generation of Jesus, by the supreme being as his father in the womb of a virgin will be classed with the fable of the generation of Minerva in the brain of Jupiter.

  • Thomas Jefferson

“Man must rise above the Earth to the top of the atmosphere and beyond for only thus will he fully understand the world in which he lives.”

  • Socrates

“The universe is like a safe to which there is a combination, but the combination is locked up in the safe.”

  • Peter de Vries

“Telescopes are in some ways like time machines.”

  • Martin Rees

“In philosophical inquiry, the human spirit, imitating the movement of the stars, must follow a curve which brings it back to its point of departure. To conclude is to close a circle.”

  • Charles Baudelaire

“As much as we need a prosperous economy, we also need a prosperity of kindness and decency.”

  • Caroline Herschel

“I much prefer the sharpest criticism of a single intelligent man to the thoughtless approval of the masses.”

  • Johannes Kepler

Would you believe I had a different entry begun, but completely scrapped it. I had so much I wanted to say, but could not bring myself to do so. I’ve learned something about not just myself, but also how I perceive my audience and humanity at large right now. Some people are like Cypher in the Matrix. They really never want to be “red pilled,” and if they are they will only resent you for doing so. Therefore, I’ve today fallen victim to censoring myself opting to instead try to go back to blog posts that don’t have to “wake anyone” to truths that they might dislike me for sharing because I’m afraid I would be shooting myself in my own foot.

This is not the person I expected to be, but it’s the energy or frequency I’ve been picking up from a lot of people I meet in everyday life over the last two years. As I said recently I can’t stand this for the fact that everyone and every thing feels truly inauthentic so I’m unable to feel at home now just about anywhere that I find myself.

It’s the painstaking reason for why I’ve grappled with depression, anxiety, and literally wanting off Spaceship Earth for I don’t feel this place is home to me at all. Funny isn’t it? My intuition tells me I belong somewhere else and that I feel exceptionally displaced or like a stranger on this planet. But I think or rather I believe this is because if I spoke my inner knowledge or gnosis I’d begin to expose the blatantly obvious truths of adopting Swiss cheese beliefs of certain ideological groupthink full of holes which the brainwashed, hypnotized, or trance formed ignore which is being or has been pushed by certain humans who run the movie we’re watching while inciting hatred enjoying those who squirm over illusionary defective values they adopted.

We’re on a trajectory that was put into motion by humans not taking responsibility for self which is why I’ve eluded towards improving one’s consciousness. If you give all your power to a collectivization system you probably will lose any shred of as my tarot reading said Thursday independence within unity causing a collapse or cascade effect. It’s also this inkling in my logic which states that if a nation’s debt to GDP is severely messed up one could consider someone coming to collect on the amortization usury loans where you get re-possessed or dispossessed.

Now before someone says “decentralized” and waves magical wands/words at me with a miracle solution because I’ll poke holes into that as well just stop so we don’t argue today. My family already knows how my consciousness operates understanding fully why I’ve said “impermanence” is what we need to get comfortable with because nothing lasts forever and change is all there is. Flow state means you don’t get “jailed into” anything whatsoever. I’m that annoying 42 year old woman who says to some people “security” is an illusion which is why I always think of the quote “Those who would give up essential liberty to purchase a little temporary safety, deserve neither liberty nor safety.” Thanks Franklin!

The most comforting truth found in 3D life is exactly what many fear; impermanence. Nothing lasts forever. Not the good nor the bad. Through all my depressive or anxious episodes allowing for anyone to appreciate their happier moments everything is made more valuable by impermanence. Instead of the common answer to how one is doing perhaps a better answer would have always been “ebb/flow.” Life is the cycle of perpetual seasons. Summer babies like myself (7/26) feel this flow the most during both spring and summer months returning with the winter months. Flow, liquid, fluid, and being like water.

Today I’m returning to my lessons on the Nordic Runes, by using them to play around with my astrological placements for a reading which I’ve ultimately never done for myself or anyone else. Before I get to that today is 3/11/2022, and I want to call attention to the number 311. Some assign 311 to ἀναβολή translated as ascent, to move upward, to rise, and to succeed. It indicates we should focus on our greatest dreams not our fears by embracing new friends, new ideas, and new status.

More than this it cautions that something negative could change our life so we should be prepared for adapting during adverse periods of our life. Where I live we dial this number for help as well as information with regards to non-emergency concerns. This could be anything ranging from neighborhood complaints to traffic fines and sewer concerns. I don’t worship any of this in my esoteric studies. I value what I can possibly learn from these systems same as when I have discussed the Four Pillars or Genetic Matrix.

This will get even more interesting if one was to consider Kabbalah. I was reading a discourse on the tree from which Adam ate being wheat. The infant who has not cried out to “Mother/Father” and the taste of grain. This becomes an issue of the Omer (wheat sheaf), Passover, and Shavuot (two loaves of bread at the Feast of Weeks) referencing perhaps Virgo or Elul in my though process, but also Aquarius due to the fruits of trees which are blessed. A field being Malchut (Malkuth) joined with a tree of the field.

Humanity is that tree of the field which a barley offering could represent a beast or the lower animal nature coming under the authority of the Qliphoth or Sitra Achra towards the authority of holiness. Wheat can also be described as the primordial world of Tohu. Wheat is the spiritual service of humanity if civilizations properly rectify their disorder and ruin. Tohu is the three unrectified lower worlds where division exists in all forms especially an argumentative nature through opinion. Whose garden are you in? Yours or that of others? Furthermore who have you caused/allowed to enter your garden.

You have a manure pile of memories. Nothing you can do about that. Now, you can drown in the stink, or turn it into compost and grow a garden. – Rebecca O’Donnell

God/Goddess encounters Tohu or a Universe before creation dividing it into its constituent parts to reshape it into a wiser orderly world entrusting this task to humans. Societal mayhem and disorder characterize intellectual as well as moral impoverishment which leads to childlike foolishness. When rampant senselessness reigns perplexity is ascribed to the Earth. Some state Tohu never communicated the message or philosophy of creation out of nothingness for it was not fully accepted by all sources.

Eventually too much classifying and systematizing leads to a cacophony of disparity. Not only does the Evil Inclination represent the ego, but it could relate to death whereas good rather than a moral or ethical edict alone could relate to continued existence and permanence. Again though if we transitioned this to creation, preservation, and destruction we would find that birth and death are the realities of life from which we can’t escape. Traditionally we’re conditioned to celebrate birth while fearing death. To cope with both polarities religion is adopted. Ironically those who accept impermanence learn to value a life of change.

Who wants to live in a world where everything stays the same forever. A seed for example turned into a tall tree signifies the importance of impermanence. A withered flower teaches one to value how a negative becomes a positive, but only when one investigates the concept of compost/fertilizer. If we never put in hard work the poor would never become rich and the ignorant would never become educated. Without change democracy never overthrows tyranny/oppression and civilizations will be replaced by barbarism. Attachments to possessions remove the natural laws and destroy any possibility to locate the path to freedom.

We’re all victims truthfully of “word magic” which I ever briefly spoke of regarding artificial intelligence and equity in previous blog posts. Two important words you also need to pay special attention to include lawful and legal.

  • Lawful is used to describe something of substance or something that is real.
  • Legal is used to described something of form or something that appears to be real.

Lawful is based upon natural rights and the laws of nature while legal deals with the color of law through rights given by man and the institutions of government. Color of law is a fancy way to describe the appearance of law rendering legal as nothing to do with any real basis in law whatsoever. The little bit I’m still attempting to learn about this indicates that it could nullify all legal contracts and debts. It is something I’ve attempted to put in front of family as well which is more easily accepted by my mother, but very much misunderstood by my step father creating a lot of argumentation. This occurs not just in the literal we should consider any karmic or dharmic debts.

We will look at Sunna’s Chariot representing my Heroic Self/Soul Purpose today as well as Nornir’s Gift representing my Evolutionary Key/Destiny Helper, the Earth Rune representing my Skillful Warrior/Practical Purpose, and Manni’s Chariot representing my Passionate Self/Emotional Purpose. Each of these represent the Sun sign, Moon sign, and Birth Hour respectively. I’m not sure if I’d consider this as an addition to astrology charts I currently provide. If I knew they interested my readership or customers I’d be willing to expand this further.

“The Japanese say, if the flower is to be beautiful, it must be cultivated.” – Lester Cole

Sunna’s Chariot: Uruz

Uruz corresponds to manhood/womanhood, strength, and the wild ox signifying termination as well as new beginnings. When this rune is drawn it indicates that the life lived thus far has outgrown it’s purpose and new energy must be released in a new form. This Cycle of Initiation is focused on new growth, change, and a descent into darkness. This progression is symbolic of five aspects including death, decay, fertilization, gestation, and rebirth.

Events undergone all deal with undergoing death from within the self where loss is disguised as new opportunities. Uruz speaks of an ancient symbol known as the aurochs or wild ox which when domesticated (an immensely difficult task) were capable of transporting heavy loads. Paying attention to one’s unconscious when drawing Uruz provides for better adaptation to missed opportunities, failures, and the weakening of one’s position.

Below are some further helpful descriptions of the rune Uruz and as always this might be akin to previous studies:

The Aurochs:

Nornir’s Gift: Fehu

Fehu corresponds to nourishment, fulfilled ambitions, and shared emotions. This speaks towards taking what is worldly and transmuting it to the Divine which only occurs when one deeply probes into the motives/intent of the profit and gain ideology in society at large. If one draws Fehu they are asked to take a long look into what their desires really are with reference to wealth and possessions essential to their well being, self rule, and growth of their will power. Fehu speaks succinctly to the conservation of what is already gained through vigilance and mindfulness.

It is highly cautioned to not be reckless lest you collapse your successes. Considerable frustrations in life are best addressed when one learns that they could be dispossessed within a range of trivial to severe. This speaks to the actions of falling short in one’s efforts, reaching out and missing the mark, and standing by watching helplessly as what you’ve gained is taken away. If you have not yet asked “what can I learn from this in my life” then you have not adequately assessed your situation.

Below are some further helpful descriptions of the rune Fehu:

The Norns:

A brief PDF of the Fates/Norns

Earth Rune: Wunjo

Wunjo corresponds to joy, light, and a fruit bearing branch. A shift must occur for one to freely receive this rune’s blessings which comes in many forms not limited to material gains, but can encompass the emotional well being of humanity as well as self. Wunjo has been known to speak of an alchemical understanding which transmutes knowledge sufficient to illuminate the human soul. This will only occur when one renounces existing plans, ambitions, and goals. Everything is in fact a test asking humanity as a whole to be present, sincere towards self/others, and trusting in the knowledge that one can’t fail. If you face a time of crisis meditate with Wunjo.

Below are some further helpful descriptions of the rune Wunjo:

Manni’s Chariot: Ansuz

Ansuz was in fact given it’s interpretation in my Thursday blog post.

Below are some further helpful descriptions of the rune Ansuz:

Yew Tree:

Have an instructive and productive Friday! 😉

Fun Quote Fridays: A Lesson in Remembering the Golden Rule (Pride Before a Fall)

“Do not offend others as you would not want to be offended.” – Udanavarga 5:18 (Buddhism)

Follow the path of underlined hyperlink text to positive growth!


“None of you shall be true believers unless you wish for your brother the same that you wish for yourself.”

  • Sunnatt (Islam)

“Do one of the above; And live in such a way that you will enrich, and not diminish, our relatives in the Earth family of animals and plants, soil, air, and water.”

  • Earth Wisdom

“That which you do not wish for yourself you shall not wish for your neighbor. This is the whole law; the rest is only commentary.”

  • Talmud Shabbat 31a (Judaism)

“The one who shows mercy unto the needy lends unto the world.”

  • Proverbs 19:17

“The successes of your neighbor and their losses will be to you as if they are your own.”

  • T’ai-Shang Kan-Ying P’ien (Taoism)

“Everything you should do you will find in this: Do nothing to others that would hurt you if it were done to you.”

  • Mahabharata 5:1517 (Hinduism)

I’m doing my best to actually not choose sides in recent topics regarding two countries which have consumed the debates of modern media. I have reasons which stem from learning and choosing to not repeat the mistakes of one’s past. Virtue signalling is becoming the same as I’ve said as the Inquisition, stonings/burning at the stake of heretics or witches, and placing “other” in the stocks to shame them. We’re teetering on a darker aspect of history within the United States which is similar to what many termed McCarthyism as well as the WW II internment camps which were not just for Japanese Americans.

I reside in Texas, my great grandmother on the maternal side graduated high school 3 years before the Great Depression, and my grandfather also on the maternal side is a late World War II veteran. We’ve discussed this, and blog followers will know I’ve openly stated I know that era very well from the middle/high school curriculum I received as well. This doesn’t mean anyone got their his/her story exactly correct. Whoever thinks that should recognize that if you were not there you probably got revisionism.

If we really remember themes found in every school of philosophy we recognize this is psychological projection when we don’t hold/integrate our shadow. It operates as a return to sender spell, and I for one won’t be a party to such practices. The reason I discuss this is due to the fact that I personally believe if we are unconscious of these behavior patterns we will act them out as habitual drives. If we remain conscious of them then we will seek to transmute them into something of a higher order being more respectful in life to one another. I’m not perfect at this so I have to watch my own emotional “hot head” moments of words/actions. 🤯

Most people think they’re being cute with the meme wars they generate online seeking their narcissistic pleasure from a few minutes of viral fame. It always comes with a price actually. One where some will view the behavior as quite immature and unevolved. I quite honestly see it as infantile as I’ve said. A spoiled brat who bullies others is in no way a sign of maturity when I look at people. There is a better way to resolve perceived disparity; no this is not me being holier than thou.

It’s the Golden Rule spoken of in countless guises as I’ve stated above. I even used this as my response in job interviews when asked about customer service. How you treat your customer should be the model for how you wish to be treated by another in life when the role is in fact reversed. At some point you will be the customer and someone else will be the employee servicing you. Respect is a two way street of give/receive. Some of this is also those who pass blatant lies and promote fear because it sells better than love. Base instincts are always easier to prey upon and incense.

Wicca has the Rule of Three and Christianity has The Greatest Commandment. Yet this moral precept which may involve basic ethics also is a baseline of philosophy. What people are now openly and unabashedly showing is their true colors before all of humanity with social media. The “masks” are off, and you’re seeing their karma/dharma play out whether this is unconscious or conscious habitual drives. Nonetheless their psychological, sociological, and behavioral dis-ease is out in the open. They are the same people who probably want a social credit system. Ironic since if they continue such behavior one has to ask what would their score really be under such a dictatorial regimented society of right versus wrong, black versus white, and so forth. It’s sort of like stubbing your toe while blaming the inanimate object for your own mistake.

I won’t choose a side, and if you want to shun me, humiliate me, or label me the problem is not me. It’s your personal karma/dharma that you must account for. I’m walking a path knowing if we removed Divide and Conquer or Hegelian Dialectic we’d see that humanity as well as all life on Earth is more alike than different with the same desire to find health, wealth, long life, and happiness. We would see all are an image of the Divine and Cosmic/Universal removing the need for hatred and superiority/inferiority complexes such as megalomania, greed (poverty consciousness), and such.

Why is this a return to sender spell? How well have these sanctions served? Is this behavior self destructive and suicidal? Yes! You are no longer hurting just those you sanction. We are all one, unified, and interconnected world so now these after effects of the causation ripples you caused by tossing a rock/pebble into the pond (the quantum waves) are going to find you and unleash the same hatred back at you because you were looking in a mirror projecting on another what you hate about yourselves.

What we’re seeing is inflation/hyperinflation, violence/crime, job loss, and conversion into totalitarianism/tyranny. An inversion of the Tree of Life is evidently what mass consciousness has chosen to unleash, and this is as I’ve pointed out is exactly what Jung spoke to. We need no social credits or passports/identification to know this or to help us adhere to these precepts of living on a higher vibration. It should have been written, circumcised, and engraved upon your heart and mind. I’m not saying suppress. I’m saying elevate your consciousness. Sometimes I really want to say stop being a @#$%&!

Today I’m using an Age Harmonic chart again for the asteroid Reiki. I had no idea our symbolism, star myths, or language would teach me so much about 2021-2022 for me to become conscious of. In fact I’m unbelievably bothered almost haunted by the archetypal realities of what I’ve now learned. This chart is about rhythms via the moment of our first breath in this world. Our physical, emotional, mental, and spiritual bodies are continually assimilating information which leads to continuous growth and development of our psyche.

Age Harmonic Chart for Asteroid Reiki

Asteroid Reiki (5239) is placed in my 8th House Scorpio 25°. Being that Scorpio is the 8th House ruler this chart at age 42 is going to be potent. This signifies the death/rebirth process, spiritual/psychic awakenings, inheritances/legacies, and shared resources.

We have to tackle fear of death, karma, and remain a survivor.

The Scorpionic 8th house deals with magnetism, attraction, and power. This asteroid is sharing the 8th House with Mars, Venus, and MC.

We can compare symbolism at this time between Sabian and the fixed stars. This degree sits upon two fixed stars. Beta Lupus in Lupus the Wolf and Mu Serpens in Serpens the Serpent; could even be worked with as totem animals.

Wolf/Snake Totem:

Derivatives of lupus for wolf originate in the Germanic/Latin wulf, lobo, lupine, lupus, lycanthrope, lycopodium, and lyceum. Hearse and rehearse share a common Oscan root for wolf known as hirpus or a large iron toothed rake as an allusion to the long, sharp, pointed, and jagged teeth of wolves. Old French herce for rake/harrow describes the framework for candles hung over a coffin which later came to refer to a vehicle for conveying a coffin in a funeral. Ululate means to howl like a wolf.

A possible association of Latin ferrum for iron is found with Latin ferusfera. Ovid vertically aligned ferrum with ferarum. The Roman mythological poet described four ages of man: Golden, Silver, Brazen, and Iron (Iron as our present age). During our Iron Age men become evil, greedy, and dishonest.

Zeus/Jupiter instructs the assembled gods on Mount Olympus that he must punish these men and proceeds to tell them how he dealt with an especially corrupt man named Lycaon, king of Arcadia, whom he turned into a wolf for the crime of offering Zeus a dish of human flesh (human entrails would be intermingled with the animal’s) in order to test his divinity. This gives rise to the story that a man was turned into a wolf at each annual sacrifice to Zeus Lycaeus via the Lupercal, but recovered his human form if he abstained from human flesh for nine years. Apollo also had a wolf form.

The Norse interpretation is Fenrus/Fenrir and the Christian interpretation was Abraham sacrificing Isaac. Abraham offered a ram instead as a burnt offering. The Greeks believed this was Therion. The vampire is occasionally regarded as an example of lycanthropy. Vampires were linked to the werewolf in East European countries. In Serbia the werewolf and vampire are known collectively as one creature called the Vulkodlak. Vamp means to behave seductively and exploit.

“Your wound is not your fault, but your healing is your responsibility.” – Unknown

Ophiuchus and Serpens wage a struggle forever due to them being on equal terms/powers. Mythology states that Glaucus, son of Minos the King of Crete, was drowned in a barrel of red honey. Asclepius was sent to restore him to life thereby being shut in a secret chamber with the body. While Asclepius stood wondering what to do a serpent entered which he slew. Thereupon another serpent came in bearing an herb which it placed on the head of the dead serpent restoring it to life. Asclepius using the same herb succeeded in restoring Glaucus. The serpent (Serpens) was placed in heaven, and for this reason writers identify Ophiuchus with Asclepius. According to other accounts the serpent is one of those that would have slain Hercules in his cradle.

Certain astrologers posit this particular fixed star as the energies of Saturn/Mars giving wisdom and craft, but negatively offering malice, feeble will, deceit, and the danger of poison. It is said to be an unfortunate degree in that it is dangerous/destructive resulting in weakened health, chronic disease, and damage to social position or professional life. When we add Venus this is said to display as enmity, jealousy, and secret death again by poison. Mars speaks to quarrels, lies, violence/crime, and secret death by poison. The MC is an explicit indication of malefic. I honestly try to not demonize any house or astrological placement. I have always wanted to learn and see this as how do I raise/elevate it up or transmute it.

Attempting to work from home as well as being in Texas I’ve remained free of any mandates thus far, and due to my particular anaphylactic response to particular adjuvants/chemicals I’ve avoided much. I’m also a modern skeptic of our modern medical professionals due to my previous employment in medical malpractice law at the administrative level. This should never be taken as anti science for most of my life I have been vaccinated. If I had not I would have never attended the public school system.

I’ve danced around this for months, and on Twitter when I had my account I chose all of my words carefully expressing that I was medical exempt due to a previous experience. At age 26 I had an anaphylactic response well beyond the normal time frame for “supervision.” I woke up at 3:00 AM CST choking on my saliva and could not speak. My family called an on-call nurse, were told to get me to the ER or I would be dead as my tongue was swelling, would soon block my windpipe causing me to lose the ability to breathe, and I would die by choking on that saliva. Although it right now does not matter. I’m only indexed in Bing yet most others have not indexed me or taken notice of me. I don’t need to be censored because I’ve remained hidden by the virtue of those who ignore me anyway. This is a blessing in disguise that I’m now content with and grateful for!

Others do not seem to value life enough to care or ask questions before they risk their or another’s well being while pretending to take the moral/ethical high road. We’ve tested negative, but others believe the risks are not great enough to warrant critical thought or caution. Sometimes that boomerangs back on you which is actually not something I’d personally have wanted for anyone. That’s just how the circular nature of karma/dharma works.

One near death experience is enough for me as well as my family. I have countless life experiences I can’t put online which have made me my own health advocate, and I would teach others to do the same as I’ve tried to do for my parents. I can’t preach nor can I force anyone because I honor free will believing it is a person’s given birth right to have that freedom/liberty to be their own sovereign ruler. I wouldn’t wish 2021-2022 on my worst enemy ever, and believe me there are certain people that I rather vehemently dislike/disagree with. So much so that I have to watch my temper and not show up in life as a belligerent fool. I don’t always succeed. Rather I have to witness my own failures some days.

In Latin Serpens is called Serpentarius shown to be seizing the serpent with his two hands while treading on the very heart of the scorpion marked by the deep red star Antares. We read the first constellation of the woman and child in Coma as expounding on the signs of Virgo/Libra. It is here that we have a further picture showing the object of this conflict on the part of the scorpion.

In Scorpio the effort to wound Ophiuchus in the heel is indicated, but the serpent desires to seize the crown situated immediately over the serpent’s head to which he is looking up while reaching forth. The contest is for dominion! Christianity tells of the Devil in the form of a serpent who robbed the first man of his crown, but in vain he struggled to wrest it from the sure possession of the second man. Not only does he fail in his attempt, but is himself utterly defeated and trodden under foot.

This degrees message is that by naturally observing and assessing the truth is profoundly revealed. The focus is a penetrating stare which sees through any person/situation; the initial assessment is usually accurate. The affirmation is “I have valuable insights.”

The chart holder has a simple and direct way of expressing themselves that is beautiful, memorable, and which can make a vivid impression. This has to do with the removal or reduction of complexities that then allows the true essence to shine through giving the world a clarity that is revealing and refreshing. A window into the realm of spirit.

The Chandra Symbol is a doctor who is utterly dedicated to his patients and wants to know firsthand the effects of his/her treatments. There’s much fearlessness here, as well as curiosity, together with a determination to innovate. Healing and magical formulas in this degree summon the elementals and angels of healing. This doctor is protected by his/her loving intent which surrounds him/her with powerful nature spirits. Work with guardian angel Leuviah and daimon Saleos.

Daimon Saleos connects with the Two of Swords, Venus, Libra, and Aster. This daimon encourages love between people, incites the passions, and encourages loyalty. It is about igniting the flames of love.

To raise this blog post to something positive please look at the following for what lies in Lupus and Serpens.

Are you operating from your lower or higher self humanity? Have a compelling Friday and weekend. I’m taking my weekend off. My hiatus has not turned out the way I hoped, and remaining silent is something I find I’m incapable of doing! If I’m damned for speaking so be it! Sometimes life calls for tough love to step forth! ❤️‍🩹

PS: What I mean by my blog post is that I use Nordic Runes for my readings occasionally. I know what the rune Gibor is from within insignia of the German World War 2 engine. It should be known I’m not a white supremacist nor do I support xenophobia or genocide!! This insignia flew on a branch of National Socialist Germany during the war, and is now openly displayed in psychological warfare in one of these two countries which many have been willingly aligning to which says more about them than most are willing to even acknowledge.

Everyone who willingly is choosing that side of history is on the wrong side of history by condoning mass murder!! There is no way for me to not state that as it is blatantly obvious to me if one flies such insignia on war memorabilia regardless if you find it as historical collector’s items. That insignia on war memorabilia speaks to a belief system I don’t agree with which is rampant online in propaganda/psyops! It’s not used for good, but for harm.

Fun Quote Fridays: Remembering Our Ancestors

Perspectives in Life – Visiting Maternal Grandfather Memorial Day 2019 and February 2021

The underlined hyperlink text is very brief today, but will flesh out my blog post and help you gain some understanding!


I will likely take a two to three week hiatus. Some of this is for me to achieve my own mental headspace again. Other aspects are the needs of goals for my garden and for a trip out of town. We have bought seeds and some mulch with a goal to replace soil also if necessary in a few beds.

When I return then I might have some inspiration to share my vegetable, herb, and pollinator garden also. I need to find the motivation to continue blogging as well as tend to other needs/goals in my life which is coupled with a desire to severely break away from systems I honestly do not want to remain a partaker of. Similar to acknowledging that I am attempting to break away from iPhone app game addictions, and I know I can do this.

I sat on “dumb” phones for as long as I could not wanting to join the technocrat elitist world paradigm. So I believe if I want to change I can. The problem being the comparative concept of a person needing to kick a drug or alcohol abuse type addiction so there would be a withdrawal period you encounter in detox.

What I feel is that mass consciousness only changes when enough individuals embark on a new trajectory. There would be an eventual ripple effect. But this is my logic thinking of the monkey yam washing theory.

We have a lot of people pushing beliefs that issue from cognitive dissonance. An environmentalist approach that desires to increase electromagnetic frequency radiation for example at the expense of nature/life or electric cars when Texas did not have a grid that could withstand winter storm Uri all imply that humanity has some illogical concepts they wish to employ about climactic changes, footprints, and such that in my mind’s eye make me want to call it a specific animal’s dung which is also a card game.

Of course the rules of this game are in opposition to the card game War which when I played last with family I always won. Perplexingly every hand I was left holding all the cards at the end of War. It will mess with your psyche yet educate you when this occurs. One probably learns best by analyzing this dualistic problem I am speaking of and rising out of it. My estimation is that to effect change one has to really “think and get out of the box” which requires the greatest of change that too many would fear because humans are pre-disposed to seek comfort/status quo.

This is why we have had the same systems and leadership in place for so long. And I can not quite grasp fully where my mind is going as of yet nor do I want to freak people out by suggestions that appear too radical for it would disrupt their mental health profoundly I believe. All I know is I don’t want to own the planet or other people.

I do not need to take more than is necessary to comfortably exist as I am more ascetic/minimalist minded which is not poverty consciousness. I have no need for excess or to hoard although I plan ahead for contingent guano hit the fan potentials. And I do not believe digital is the solution to my problems quite the opposite. The Digital Aeon/Age is the reason for my problems. And I surely don’t want us living in tyrannical or oppressive propagandized nightmare realities of vices common to any shadow within our psyche/human condition.

Today I am closing out with some quotes about the remembrance of ancestors and one Arabic Lot.

“Our ancestors, possessed a right, which nature has given to all men, of departing from the country in which chance, not choice has placed them.”

• Thomas Jefferson

“When we know about our ancestors, when we sense them as living and as supporting us, then we feel connected to the genetic life-stream, and we draw strength and nourishment from this.”

• Philip Carr-Gomm

“The ancestor of every action is a thought.”

• Ralph Waldo Emerson

“Seeds carry life from generation to generation without end. Through the seeds speak the voices of the ancestors. Each time we plant a seed, we become ancestors for the generations to come.”

• Kenny Ausubel

“We are connected, like it or not, to the ancestors of our biological families, and their templates.”

• Robert Moss

“Our ancestors are totally essential to our every waking moment, although most of us don’t even have the faintest idea about their lives, their trials, their hardships or challenges.”

• Annie Lennox

“Our ancestors built temples for their gods. We build department stores.”

• David Mitchell

The Arabic Lot Ancestral Heritage is where I am leaving today as I take hiatus and gather my sanity using the formula Ascendant plus Moon minus 8th House which lives for me in 5th House Aquarius 25°.

Being on top of things showcases poise. The chart holder is able to face emotional upset via grit and forbearance. If one remembers to practice kindness as a spiritual path they can demonstrate self control setting an example for others. Humans learn how best to live by teaching others to rise above emotionality completely in order to attain desired spiritual wisdom (Chokmah).

Ancestral Heritage Arabic Lot

This degree was previously looked at in my blog posts when I observed the asteroid Aura in my chart. If you would like to see more research into this I encourage you to go here.


A mustache.

Disciplined, constrained, and consistent. Keeping things within the boundaries set by rational cognition, doing what is strictly appropriate. Objectively, impersonally, dispassionately deciding and choosing and following this up with a way of life. Circumspect, intensely aware of reputation and community standing. You live up to the highest standards impeccably and are self-suppressive routinely. Everything has been decided ahead of time. Obedience to the greater instructions. Subordinated to what shall serve and what shall reach far and wide. Able to tailor and custom-fit your behavior and expression so that the greater good is served absolutely, you manifest pure adherence to the law, with no qualms, no quibbles, no questions.

The concept here is about breaking the circle. Everywhere one looks in life they are seeing through the shadows of our past. This degree is strongly aware of this while looking to disperse those shadows so that everyone might see clearly what is here and how disencumbered are the distortions of memory. The chart holder has a way of making the needed connections to advance the process of understanding what is going on with a gift for seeing where energy needs to be focused to achieve maximum benefit for all.

This is one of the simplest of all symbols representing male maturity. All healthy males eventually come into this maturity physically speaking, but as a symbol what the mustache alludes to is spiritual maturity, that is, an ability to take spiritual initiative in the world and to wield spiritual power.

The worst characteristics of the male are selfishness in terms of their desire for sexual gratification among other vices as well as their obsessive need to dominate with its sub-need to be right. When this degree comes into alignment with its true nature it is careful to reign in selfishness as well as to know when dominating is the best thing and when softness or giving way to others is what’s more needed.

When these challenges are in fact mastered then the most Cosmic aspects of Aquarius are allowed to manifest.

Have a fantastic Friday and weekend! 😊💞