Wisdom Wednesdays: Sunny Side Up Anyone?

“Bunny, I’m home.” – Unknown

I seriously contemplated waiting until Saturday evening or Sunday to publish anything on the Full Harvest Moon, but then realized I want to take some time off perhaps those days.

I feel really overworked at present like I could use a temporary hiatus with trying to compose in an effort to keep this little writing project of mine going or generating interest/feedback towards my astrology business.

This autumn we’re doing the bunny hop backwards in time folks via the underlined hyperlink text.


If we were to look back just a short while ago we would see that we were on a rather intriguing lunar phase which shall be followed up on September 10, 2022 by a Full Harvest Moon. If anyone read the paragraph about the Piscean energies permeating via Neptune with the urge to merge evoking a purging process then this follow up should be right on point.

What Watch defines this as a reinforcement of faith which can open up a new environment through the revision of ideas back to Source when one takes a critical survey of life.

But most people do not like to take a critical eye to anything because let’s face it they feel as someone once said about Ketu natives to use a Magha nakshatra label I was given “seen.” Like they can’t pull one over on us because we can see into a person’s soul depths to analyze them.

It’s been a perplexing week for me personally. I finally spoke to upper management with my job only to learn that if I’m feeling taxed by my workload I should inquire to have 10 minute breaks which are not really breaks. In essence I should go sit at the front near the register and clean the area or rather clock out then leave the building by going outside as if I were a smoker which takes no strain off my legs/feet mind you by standing out in Texas heat, rain, or whatever.

I don’t have a smoking habit so this is another one of those to save face I just replied “fine” in response until I secure a new employment. To boot I was informed that my hours won’t be increasing, but might in fact decrease ostensibly. I’m the assigned store floater so I won’t have a permanent location and will be consistently moving between two or more stores with the keys to the locations.

Sure this all sounds great that someone trusts me to run their locations often alone in such a capacity, but frankly all of the above left me irritated as really no one discussed these arrangements in my interview process. Sometimes the little things count as well as does actual open communication to ensure everyone is on the same page.

I’ve had schedules given to me where at one location I’m often actually finding myself for three days out of the week working 9 to 3 PM CST or working two days out of the week scheduled 9 to 5 PM CST while one location cuts my hours sending me home early at 3 PM CST promptly. Essentially when I had open availability human resources made the decision of what they would allow only to after my mom’s health improved keep my hours permanently in this reduced capacity.

If I had wanted to inquire about increasing them the feel I got was even in good health I’d be denied at this juncture. With some of the gossip that buzzes in this company I can see why some have said those who came in made it roughly one to two weeks and left.

As for me I need to secure new employment before I abandon ship which is why I’ve promptly been assessing the listed positions for receptionist and administration in various fields. While I would gladly take full time I’m resolving to the fact that in our current jobs market I might still be resigned to part time because frankly what is on offer is not atypical anymore.

Ironic that everywhere I’ve worked I have always felt as though I deal with the most random if not illogical at times of corporations, authority figures, and hypocritical rules/business cultures. I get the feeling the employer does not even know what they want suffering from indecisiveness.

As usual I have to digress to the fact that this Full Harvest Moon sits within Pisces at 17° which as you can rightfully guess has something for me to re-assess. Pisces being my South Node in Western/Tropical astrology as well as my 5th House it also tends to reside in the 6th House when we look at Vedic/Sidereal astrology.

September 2022 Full Harvest Moon
“Eggs make great storytellers. They tell some cracking stories.” – Unknown

So what of it? Well our 5th House speaks to imagination and what makes us happy in terms of pleasure achieved through any creative endeavor. Do you favor well in games of chance? How do you deal with matters of the heart? What artistic abilities do you bring to the table?

The 5th House as Purva Punyasthana is one’s past life meritorious deeds. If one does not feel complete and content with life their mental well being is on full display by this position.

Ah, but that 6th House makes it all the more tricky. Your daily habits, routines, and responsibilities are crucially impacting your health and well being. Here we find service/employment, obstacles, debts, physical strength, enemies, and determine if we have put on a brave face to fight with our challenges.

So while the purging can occur on a big picture scale for the collective there is an air of personal that comes to the forefront. Do you need to be more careful or judicious as to what you let enter your life? Is it time to firmly say goodbye and good riddance to something or someone that has held you back? Are you waking up to some astoundingly obvious realities?

This degree indicates it is time to concentrate upon what gives your life more meaning. Therefore this purgation is all about who is measuring up to their spiritual and moral values. If you hold a position of leadership or power within any sphere of life ask yourself and consider if others are acting in an appropriate manner to address the needs of the people below them. Or are they operating from an ulterior motive?

When people dislike their duties or the expectations of others it often leads in fact to someone having to leave, retire, resign, or be ejected. The thing about purgation is that etymologically this is defined as exoneration, cleansing, and forcible removal.

To the dismay of a co-worker who believed this employer valued me and would not possibly throw me under the bus I hope they can understand why my intuitive radar has been red flagging me about so much within this company.

You see purge is taken from Middle English purgen as well as Old French purgier and Latin pūrgō all of which means I make pure or I cleanse. Therefore or thereby we need to purify our motives if we want a better representation of moral or spiritual values.

That requires a reexamination of sincerity in any person, corporation, community, or situation. We can not achieve trust, sharing, or enjoyment when we lose sight of an ideal through ego issues not properly addressed. Anyone involved who failed to live up to their responsibilities as either employee or employer, for example, is best considered for the future and one’s peace of mind to be made over.

If you think of my entry yesterday explaining Alice in Borderlands through the costuming of Heart and Diamond card suits then you’d recognize the theme I can intuit. That theme is that on any level collective or personal when corruption, scandal, deception, and coverups occur it threatens a collapse. I mean what do we all call an “ah-ha” moment other than a light bulb turning on in our mind’s eye.

“I don’t think I can ever replace my pet rabbit. There’s no bunny like her.” – Unknown

Well if we actually understood anything about our seasonal astrotheological celebrations we would know that these structures only exist as a means for bringing people together who share a common link. What is that common link one might ask.

It’s a need to feel connected to one another via a celebratory atmosphere. Within staunch traditions that many feel must stringently be upheld we find a boundary which can be colored with our own personal flair contributing to a soulful event.

This brings forth a fresher approach in which freedom is allowed to develop at its own pace during the celebration. To achieve this one has to have a generosity of spirit that evokes togetherness and creativity.

Easter in particular is the theme of sacrifice and rebirth as much as it is actually speaks to individuality and freedom of expression that is not taken through some strictly dogmatic code of behavior! Lets break down Easter into something we have been missing. The East means rebirth, love, trust, and renewal while the ending of “er” speaks to uncertain to falter.

In any rebirth process we all feel uncertain and can falter so the message of this time is that we should trust in our own heart to help us find the way forward. While I’m sure many people don’t quite understand my irritation it’s because I thought my body would be stronger by now post medications and surgery/fracture, but well it’s not.

I thought one day I would make it to the 30 hour weeks to qualify for insurance benefits, but that won’t happen if someone is working against you to dock your hours from all levels of management. I don’t have an exact familiarity with the laws of my state aroundo paid or unpaid break allowances, but I’ll probably research these shortly.

I’ve never been told to clock out for my 10 or 15 minute breaks by any employer until today as most of them within Texas granted them to us paid stipending them out based on the number of hours worked in any given day so rightfully I tend to sense we’re having the dilemma of when a manager docks you from an eight hour to six hour shift to send you home early this removes paid breaks as a benefit/perk.

What I do know is that I’m generally a good reader of people so even if to my face you try to pass off niceties I can tell if you’re stabbing me in the back. It’s not hard to know when lipstick is put upon a pig as they say.

I won’t get into the job market either because I work with one girl who can get away with breaking all the rules while sitting on her cell phone all day ignoring customers as I try to set a proper example in the hopes she will follow it to no avail. It’s not my job to discipline her as I’m in no authority role.

This is nothing new anywhere I’ve worked in the game of favoritism. Am I judging? Perhaps, but technically I actually do prefer to see other people on my team put some effort in rather than be lazy or appearing useless.

Other new hires upper management poignantly informed me were often no call no shows after completing interview or one day on the job which tells me either they hated it, found something else, or the authority figures were correct in that they were abusing the unemployment system.

As I’m sure many are tired of my complaining I’ll leave you with a little more detail on this degree in astrology. I simply wanted to show that when these energies display they can take on any number of tones at a group as well as individual level playing field.

Before I do that though I should mention that I had an unlicensed customer who I could not sell to that was less than thrilled because she mentioned that at least three Sally beauty supply stores she went to were closed with notices about not having enough staff to maintain the store hours to service their customers. So when someone says people do not want to work or are abusing the unemployment system I do think there is grain of truth to this.

This degree has an intuitive sense of how to protect itself and how to filter out influences which might be disturbing or disruptive to it. It is always able to find a space in which to work and has a special gift for clearing the atmosphere so that room is made to do whatever needs to be accomplished. And if it follows its impulses the result will always be magic working through it.

The Chandra Symbol for this degree is “A kangaroo and her baby who looks out from the mother’s pouch.” When a baby kangaroo is born it immediately crawls into the pouch which is like a second womb containing a nipple that it immediately affixes itself to. For kangaroos birth is a slow gradual process that happens in states. It is the opposite of a creature like the horse who falls out of the womb and within minutes is standing up.

The image signifies that this degree at its highest experiences the Universe/Cosmos as a Great Mother who eternally offers safety and protection. It may feel isolated and different from others, but with usually no sense of alienation. It knows that we are all children who are being raised and taken care of by a reality that is utterly intent on our reaching enlightenment. Work with guardian angel Harahel and daimon Orias.

Daimon Orias is connected with the Six of Cups, Moon, Scorpio, and Sealwort (Solomon’s Seal). This daimon specializes in teaching one the virtues of the planets/stars. Orias helps one transform their physical self by eating healthy, exercising, and accessing their personal willpower. If you desire to improve your self esteem or secure a position of high esteem it’s advised to work with this daimon.

The Saturn and Helix Nebulae in Aquarius With a Message You Missed

What can we learn of the equinoxes? That they represent a time of equal light as well as equal shadow for the Sun crosses the plane of the equator towards its relevant hemisphere. This allows for equal day and night on Earth. This symbolizes equilibrium for all where we should achieve balance. This allows for one to become more aware of their immediate environment.

Naturally this means our level of understanding and perception changes so it is the most optimal time to speak to our loved ones. Energies of all kinds are at their peak for us to recognize that we’re not stagnant, the struggle is as much within as without, we should prepare for change, take a time out to heal, and planting season has led to a sign of harvest.

Further Analysis:

To have a successful harvest rid the mind of depression, anxiety, and fear. This time encourages a new journey, new beginnings, and new phases of your life. Acknowledge that Mercury will be retrograde which can create disturbances especially by toying with our emotions. Winds of change will begin to swirl so spend time alone by getting away from technological devices, distractions, and other people.

You don’t need to own or possess other people to achieve fulfillment because you have everything to be whole within you. Expect possible chaos surrounding appointments, phones, and for there to be mental confusion alongside potential argumentative natures.

Travel plans may be glitched so it’s wise to hold off for a bit on any major decisions, purchases, and judgments. Focus instead on ideas surrounding love, beauty, and peacefulness.

All relationships shall be tested at this time from business to marriage to friends/family. Check in with your subconscious and unconscious because whatever you planted, mulled over, and so forth is coming to fruition. Wondering when the Full Harvest Moon occurs where I live; 4:59 AM CST.

You see we need to look back and inquire about something right now. How is your current reality the answer to the problems, thoughts, and vibrations you were experiencing during mid March 2022? The answer is one simple mantra known as just keep swimming.

New or exciting adventures and encounters may occur near this time. Trust your intuition while avoiding irrational thinking, overindulgence, and remember to honor your emotions while not getting stuck in them.

Please remember that as you may know my North Node in Western/Tropical astrology is Virgo so the axis is a meeting of heaven and Earth or rather a marriage. Therefore the practical and tangible meets the transcendent. Meditation is fine, but please care for your plants, help your friend in need, and take stock in life.

Ascertain non-negotiable needs, communicate better with others about your commitments needing to be reciprocal, and watch your finances so that you don’t overspend.

This degree sits upon Phi Aquarius within the constellation of Aquarius. This constellation in Latin is a loan translation of Udrokoos meaning the water pourer hence the affirmation of flowing in relation to the water element. We can also say this a time to recognize that Aquarius governs the legs from below the knees to the ankles where I’m having a lot of residual problems health wise.

If you additionally consider the death games in Alice in Borderlands this constellation deals with the astragals who were sheep thrown up in the air then caught in various manners. Within the human body the astragalus is a bone in our ankle. Ruled by Uranus this constellation is all about change.

Happy Full Harvest Moon!

I’ll see you sometime soon and best wishes at this time. 🥮🎑

PS: I’ve corrected several errors in this blog post because I mistyped or had problems with my wifi over the last two days. I’ve been repeatedly disconnected over and over again. The modem signals appear fine, but clearly AT&T is having up/down problems.

Manifestation Mondays: Pisces Asks “What Are You Dreaming Into Being?”

“We dream in colors borrowed from the sea.” – Anonymous

While I’ve used more underlined hyperlink text for expansion on topics I’ve covered today many of them are from an article series of one specific website. You’re free to discern for yourself what you wish to believe or not believe. I know many say they don’t believe at all as I do or that they do not understand much of what I might be pointing them towards.


We’re in Third Quarter moving to Waning Crescent Moon phase presently in Pisces at 11°.  My Moonscope email called this the Dreamcatcher Moon. The energy of this event will be unique to each one of us based upon our astrology charts. For me this is my Natal chart’s 5th House, but if we look at the Draconic chart we see that this would be a 50/50% split in the 10th House shared with Aquarius.

Pisces is my South Lunar Node representing past life karma that I’m more comfortable with in comparison to my present incarnation’s 11th House Virgo mission/purpose. Today if we ran a chart Pisces would have more influence on my 10th rather than 5th House believe it or not thereby being more in alignment with the Draconic energies.

Pisces Moon Chart
Pisces Moon Aspectarian

Translation becomes influences that impact our chances to experience pleasure through childlike, joyful, and relaxing moments when self expression is at its best and when luck in fame and achievement clash with authority representing our social status, authority, and professional activity through the eyes of a visionary who loves a good challenge. It is here that our unconscious begins to manifest psychological traits, recurrent emotional responses, and inner impulses which are beyond our control due to hereditary and childhood experiences.

For me, myself, and I which would be better termed my ego the Moon is semisextile Sun and Chiron, octile Pluto and Venus, and quintile North Node. These aspects make us more aware than most of the adjustments people need to make in life. We’re frequently in the position to adjust our life path as well as behavior to adapt to others, but we find that we’re also more often than not placed into “no win damned if we do and damned if we don’t” situations. We make up a group of collective souls who are forced to choose that which is in conflict with our innermost needs.

Through Chiron we have an advanced wisdom or understanding that wants others to see their world through a new perspective that will resolve their issues and wounds which originate in their childhood due to missing nurturance and love. The wound lies in a lack of security and emotional validation that many have experienced.

We recognize that there are people in our lives who are overwhelming with a need to kill off their negative habits, but who apply manipulative tactics in relationships with us through revenge and vindictiveness often holding grudges. It borders on cruelty, abuse, and feelings of entrapment.

If these emotions were refined we would be dealing with those who are harmonious, cooperative, and gentle in their approaches to relating. Relationships would be nourishing, happier, and peaceful. The best healing modality for our placements is to employ creative imagination through storytelling, art, and music.

There is a fascinating synchronicity in the Omega symbols described as three undines guarding a golden treasure at the bottom of a river. Undines are water elementals, and as I’ve been spending so much time in the study of metaphysical concepts of Kabbalah, mermaids, waves, etc. I’m fascinated by all of this.

As I am still integrating my Black Holes astrology report I purchased online alongside Flower Essences this is a huge confirmation albeit biased that my psyche is trying to integrate. If we break the word itself down we find that Latin unda etymologically is wave while French ondine is mermaid.

According to esotericism the king of the undines is Varuna of whom the Vedas report and who belongs to the Devas. The undines have an etheric body as their uppermost member with a physical body, but below that two more members belonging to the third and second elementary kingdoms. The undines have an intense emotional life and are related to our feelings and emotions.

There is a correlation here that I’m becoming each day more and more aware of in this journey. One which I’m discovering others also recognize, but the circles I’ve traveled in for a large chunk of my life outside of through the world wide web never put me into contact with anyone on the same wavelength as I am. Literally I feel a complete disconnect from a large chunk of people I meet outside of through the digital realms.

It might explain why I likewise struggle sometimes to maintain jobs into my 30s as well as 40s. The systems currently running the “simulation/matrix” as some call it feel very non-resonant to “who I’m becoming” as opposed to “who I was.” Just when I think I’ve found happiness and a match I learn that often times I’ve mistakenly or incorrectly perceived my environment or those who I’ve attracted to myself creating this roller coaster of ups and downs. It’s as if I have not found my tribe in my immediate circle or vicinity and am instead finding it through distant relations by surfing the internet.

Upon penetrating water we find another kind of spiritual being unlike the solid which is similar to the intellectual faculties. The elemental beings which live in the water are more akin to our feelings. We stand with our feelings separate of things. A beautiful tree outside and we are separated from it until we let what it is flow into us.

The liquid of the tree is its sap flowing into every leaf with its sensation. It not only feels the red and the blue from the outside rather it experiences this color inwardly carrying sensations into everything within. The life of feeling is much more intense in these spiritual entities than the very intense weaving of our limited intellect.

Undines complement fish, but also insects by forming their scales or outer armor. They are sensitive to everything. Fish have a relatively closed astral body, but they live very much in the world of aether. Undines are not fully awake and instead they dream. Their greatest delight is when they come to a body of water to preserve their ability to take on the form of a fish.

Their essential nature is perpetual metamorphosis. By dreaming of the stars, the Sun, the light, and the warmth they shape the leaf. Normally undines are completely enclosed in the realm of the leaf. But they can also grow beyond these limits, and in fact they always strive to do so to become mist giants. Undines transform the larynx into an organ of speech. Speech, however, is located in respiration, and this gift is known as clairvoyance having a greater spiritual perception than most.

If you want to continue with this series as I probably will in my spare time a good article series that might be helpful at this time for you is the Human Life – Dreams beginning with Part 1. Trust me much of what I hyperlink to and share in my studies others don’t quite gravitate to that I personally know. Well with the exception of one customer who explained that she too was more airy fairy and into the woo woo happy to learn I was a Leo as she was married to a Leo.

“The deeper the waters are, the more still they run.” – Korean Proverb

This degree places a focus on the issues of temptation and desire. It is continually asking itself why it wants what it wants becoming unsure of its desires. This is the first manifestation of “Leo” energy in Pisces (bare with me as I’m a Western Leo/Vedic Cancer Sun sign). The little ego which is often based on selfishness, and the illusion of limitations must be dissolved so that the greater ego may assert itself as a pure mirror reflecting the love and joy of the spiritual light into our physical realms.

The river is time. The place where the golden treasure lies is the present now moment. The three undines are the self as reflecting all time; past, present, and future. The Chandra Symbol for this degree is “A high crumbling wall. It is part of a ruin and covered with ivy.” The wall was probably a part of something lofty and grand maybe even a cathedral. Now it is a support for the ivy. Is this function less noble? Which role that the wall has played and created enhanced the world the most?

Power is stored in the Earth at primal quickening points. Often in these places humanity erects monuments to its own folly. Eventually these merge into the landscape and everything comments upon everything else. Being held between the Earth’s wise presence and humanity’s dim apprehension of what is really involved here. One side of the feeling nature is so intuitive and psychically astute that you are harboring advanced gifts that can serve Earth evolution in staggering ways.

Another side of the feeling nature is contorted with reactions, judgments, and condemnations of the collective trends of humanity and of the weakness of the human flesh. These objections and rejections of the human scene rebound upon the self and poison the psychic faculties.

It is only when you heal and forgive renouncing the minor key irritable voice inside and out that the floodtide of burgeoning awareness of what is arising in this Earth with all its ripples can wipe away the false structures and foster the new birth; the tuned in and blessings focused outlook and inlook.

This degree is all about letting things be and then seeing what becomes of them through detachment to outcomes. It realizes that many human agendas are at play and although they style themselves noble or of great importance they are actually quite narrow and false being mere pretensions of the little ego.

It may be just as beautiful to see things fall apart as to strive to build them up. The outer cathedral when eventually lost to the ravages of time can encourage the exploration of the eternal inner cathedral. This is one of the golden treasures guarded by the undines resting in eternity at the bottom of the river of time. Work with guardian angel Nanael and daimon Caim.

Daimon Caim binds us to the Nine of Pentacles, Sagittarius, Sweetgum, and Mercury. Any work done with Caim improves intuition, understanding the communication of various animals as well as the waters, protection of the astral double, and dream work is enhanced. Hydromancy being a specialty of this daimon one learns to comprehend the noise of the waters and the movement of waves. One is guided to becoming an excellent debater.

It is only slightly ironic that this degree in fact sits upon Lambda Aquarius in the poured forth water of Aquarius the Water Bearer. As stated my Draconic 10th House embodies a 50/50% paradigm of Pisces and Aquarian energies on the Western wheel. In fact in Vedic it is an Aquarian Ketu that I am given in the 5th House of all places.

I’d link to my study on this, but I’ve already hit 11 backlinks at this time so if you wish to locate it simply plop in North Node on the search feature of my blog’s sidebar. It was a Teach Me Tuesday’s probing of utilizing myself as an example of the lessons astrotheology can impart.

I’m not fond of using client’s information as I think that is a violation of their faith/trust in my keeping their personal data safe nor do I wish to use that of celebrities. I’ve said this before; you don’t use someone’s data without permission. The only examples I’ve otherwise made were those of my ancestors who are in my record keeping as an honor/tribute to their memories within our matriarchy.

I don’t find a lot of information on this fixed star except for it’s naming which is taken from the Greek Hydor etymologically defined as water and Ekkhysis εκχυσις as outpouring. Maybe the best way to contemplate this is to look to the Labors of Hercules. Or perhaps you prefer meteor showers! Kabbalists associate this position with the Hebrew letter Nun and the tarot trump Temperance/Art.

Atoms for Peace in Aquarius (click me)

May this current Moon bring you pleasant dreams! 😴🛌🏻

Manifestation Mondays: New Moon 1/31/2022 Conjures Feelings of Isolation and Emancipation

Goat Haus: Day Trip To Fredericksburg, TX 2021

Time to leave a wake up call with the front desk receptionist via the underlined hyperlink text.


I am actually hearing the Bangles this morning! But what really grabbed my attention is that where I live the New Moon at 11:49 PM as well as the Sun will both be on the same degree of Aquarius (12°). Yesterday I made an oops to my Sign Spotlight Sunday as I was supposed to carry on from Capricorn to Aquarius, but I did a post for Pisces featuring Purim. I believe the Universe again has a sense of humor where it is laughing with me at this because the Chandra symbol matches exactly how my blog post reads. How so? In the fact that it disclosed Purim as a time of deception and disguise where black bile of melancholy is transmuted to joy or laughter while I charted Amphitrite seeing my natal, transit, and progression describing arguments and bullying moving into Cupid’s arrows and such.

I ran my natal and transit chart today and within Aquarius I have Saturn a few degrees later in Aquarius. This is my 4th House which will be different for everyone when they view their astrology chart. And here we find the House of One’s Family and Origin!

The 4th House governs:

  • Ancestry and family roots
  • One of your parents
  • Homeland
  • Habits
  • Your physical house
  • Real estate and property
  • Your private life

The foundations of your family and birthplace are conveyed here including your grandparents, the genealogy and customs inherited from them, and material possessions which are passed down from generation to generation within your family. I have blogged often that when my maternal grandfather passed after watching a Vedic astrology video on Magha I matched what was spoken of for inheritance. Ancestral documents, knowledge of our cultural or DNA roots, and the California king oak bed (Magha the astrologer said inherits a piece of furniture often made of wood). Along this journey I researched my biological paternal DNA as well. Both sides have Nordic (German/Danish) and Ashkenazi Jewish within them. But ultimately the biological paternal houses Anglo Saxon with very minute Middle Eastern/Ethiopian Jewish in it.

Maternal family immigrated to the USA circa somewhere in the 1800s as I have not memorized the exact year. The largest haplogroup on my biological paternal DNA is a very common one linking to a time just before the Last Glacial Maximum. The haplogroup originates with Siberia and the Ice Age running through the Levant, Middle East, Africa, and Caucasus (it can include Mesopotamia and Anatolia). I have another haplogroup I won’t disclose because frankly it is far too controversial when you discover it for the lineage it is intertwined with which incites an Emotional IQ of zero within society where they begin to foam at the mouth and turn rabid. I’m not really impressed that my DNA ties me to this “non-disclosed” lineage either, but it is what it is. And we will leave you the audience wondering why! I only tell those I can trust with such information which is very few people. I did read some of this DNA goes back to the Yamna and Maykop. Maykop were horse breeders and terrace agriculturists while Yamna were pit grave and red ochre oriented. I can laugh at this for my bed is covered in grey linens with a red blanket over the grey (black mixed with white). These colors are also oddly symbolic in alchemy.

My Natal/Transits At Present

The 4th House rules over your youth therefore the parent who is closer to the child is most likely referred to. In the majority of the cases this is the mother where her relationship to the chart holder can be seen through the planets situated here.

This house also rules occult blessings or curses from your ancestry. These forces are acquired from your parents and ancestors which follow your individual bloodline. These will be your own unique skill set which you will learn throughout your lifetime which were granted to you as latent talents that can be manifested.

The title of the blog post refers to the rejection Saturn energies cause alongside the liberating energies of Uranus both ruling Aquarius. In ancient times before astrologers knew Uranus existed they used Saturn for the Aquarius ruling planet. Saturn is often seen as Set or Satan in modern parlance.

Let us all look at the degree for the Sun and New Moon below for more answers! By my estimation this explains my blog posts even when I have expressed I am fed up with the world wide web for the hot mess it is of projection, blame/shame, gang stalking, ego based cliques, propaganda/lies, and politicized Hegelian Dialectic or worse. I see infantile forms of psyche pretending to be authorities out of their superiority/inferiority complexes unwilling to swallow their haughty pride and take a piece of humble pie. All of which has made me solitary as bleep to my peers of my own choosing while I attempt to begin a business, network, and self heal. As of now I got a limited audience which has only followed or liked a few entries on my blog. In my estimation “I can go my own way.”

I consider this a failure on one end and a success on another. I am learning more about myself and getting nowhere fast with my business so I expect once mom is well from pneumonia to take part time work, and I may spend less time here between my obligations. I have debated closing the business at infancy actually to let it go as it is not bringing me any other value, is time consuming to provide content, and has drained my confidence in “making it work.” But I don’t like abortions! Personal choice, but nonetheless my empathy towards the child is different than others. And I consider my business to be my baby.

At the onset I had ideas such as Redbubble, writing eBooks, or making my own tarot decks and podcasts. I have zero donations to any of my pursuits and no one supports me via astrology. So this was a dead end for anyone except personal growth or healing which I am realizing. I’m not alone in this. I’ve seen Patreon accounts which never take off, GoFundMe accounts that never see the light of day, and Kickstarter projects that receive the funding of zilch. The world does not want another Master level Reiki esotericist or astrologer when it values “pop astrology” as I learned on Twitter before I closed my account. The world told me on Twitter they refuse to do shadow work when presented with it and has through their actions indicated they can not integrate towards wholeness because what I see is mass formation psychosis happening. I already explained this in a previous blog post.

You never needed the internet to have psychological disease go viral because we can see this in history through countless examples where humanity exemplified their lowest of natures only the world wide web makes it easier to spot! And this has nothing to do with Covid solely. It exists all over for what we think or believe shapes our reality. Therefore while fact checkers which I call op-eds expressing opinions try to discredit the term ignore how online hate or violence spreads through various communities display their ignorance the rest of us have to witness that humans learn little from their his/her story so we get remedial lessons.

I even learned this when family bought the Ring security system and joined Neighborhood. Both foster a mental paradigm of constant feat and distrust in the psyche of humans towards those they perceive as other and were notorious for spreading hate, rage, and violent discourse. So I removed their apps from my iPhone. You control your destiny individually and collectively folks! Denial is a river in Egypt that flooded during the inundation. I suggest humanity get a check in on their inability to cope with reality and soon! Your lab rat experiment worked perhaps too well society! And you ignored the precautionary principal to honor the virtue of prudence no less.

In fact when I closed my aesthetics business I spent several years with no internet activity. I had no social media to speak of. Today I am still only blogging because Facebook for my previous business was a legal issue over intellectual property so I boycott them and Twitter was a lame joke for me for my present business. I am not the person who wants to be in Tiktok or Snapchat because that does not suit my vibe. Podcasts, yes, because I feel it would be far better than long blog entries.

Overall I want to avoid propaganda and race, gender, or other topics that foment protests, wars, and cancel culture! Nothing thus far is showing examples of unity for me rather it indicates disunity as well as exposes later that many organizations have sketchy as bleep motives/intentions hidden behind them. I have been online creating content since the late 90s so I am not a naive fool over here regarding social/behavioral engineering, and I can see the games being played as well as what court the ball is in. I do my best to not want to tell certain platforms to go bleep off because frankly some of them just suck! Trolls and bots; must be nice to have no life other than to be an @#$%& incapable of maturity!

Art Puzzle Halloween 2021


A heated argument turns into laughter.

Tension and release. Contraction and expansion. The breath of the mind resolving its dualities. In order to make it possible for radical truths and significant realizations to come through, you must first karmically dramatize, inside the ego-mind and outside as well, the unbearable tension between opposing points of view. You enter upon disputes, advocate positions, set up heroes and villains. And then when your whole inner and outer world is packed with dilemmas, problems, arguments and battles, you become ready to seek out synthesis, to enter upon a cycle of restoring wholeness. During your experimental years, spice means everything. But during your maturity, there is no further mileage to be had in turning anything against anything else. Getting it that you made it all up in the first place, and that the rational mind delights in controversy but has its limits. When resolution comes, everything looks different. All of life turns around, and most particularly your relation to yourself changes from the critic into the friend and respectful ally of your own inward intentions.

This degree manifests a lightness of attitude protecting it from almost anything. The innate understanding that it imparts is that one’s own karma is not anything outside the self. Karma may become a protection when one is truly working to clear negativity from life which will always support that process no matter what the outer circumstances display.

It is wonderful to be serious and passionate about life yet unhealthy when through our attachments and desires we transform what is important to us into a burden. This degree knows and focuses on what is important to us while learning to carry it lightly. If we attune to the greater spiritual reality from which our consciousness arises we inevitably come to know the joy of our pure being. Work with guardian angels Haheuiah and Anauel as well as the daimons Andras and Naberius.

Daimon Andras connects to 10 of Wands, Moon, Sagittarius, and Jasmine. Most everyone puts caution here that this daimon sows discord and they fear working with the energy. Might I remind humans of the fact you have Eris as an archetype as well as can chart her in your astrology chart. Repression of anger or hate is also unhealthy. What has to happen is that society needs to teach the skills essential to properly working with your Emotional IQ. If we can improve our reactionary impulses we might see huge improvements in humanity!

My maternal great grandmother who I feel strong affinity with grew night blooming jasmine around her home in Florida (the state I was born in).

Awareness of thesis and antithesis awakens your mind to the relationship between the two false “opposing poles” distinction your mind has created. This awareness triggers a third stage of the dialect called “synthesis” where you reconcile the difference between the poles so that the poles are no longer opposites, but merely two sides of the same reality transcending duality! This is what Purim is teaching when you drink till so inebriated you no longer distinguish curses from blessings!

Evaluate, Synthesize, Application, Comprehension, and Finally Knowledge or Gnosis

Our garden Yin Yang is an example of contraries synthesized.

Andras is best when you need help to bring people to a place of confrontation with the aim of resolving issues instantly. If humanity won’t work on their shadow it will manifest regardless and force them to confront or integrate what they are trying to run from/escape. In my parlance society needs to own their guano! The more we integrate our personal and collective guano turning it into essential compost the better our garden will become making for a healthier society at large. I have no respect for those unwilling to do the necessary work. Sorry! Respect is earned and if you want to be a grown up psyche I suggest you get busy already. As the saying goes your mother does not work here clean up your mess!

Daimon Naberius connects with 7 of Cups, Moon, Scorpio, and Jasmine again. Invoke Naberius for strength as well as guidance to do what is honorable and right even when you fear taking a stand for that which you believe in. Naberius can make magicians feel very nervous; a natural effect of his energy. Consequently this daimon can infuse a magician with great courage and confidence when they need it most.

Naberius from Goetia assists public speakers and project leaders to silence their personal fears surrounding speaking out in public. If you are exceptionally afraid of speaking in front of many people then this will benefit you! Naberius has a very structured energy so you will feel this during any spell work as his energy is that of a school rector (look at the etymology for further insight).

This degree falls in fixed star Armus in the heart of Capricornus the Goat. Armus is Latin for “The Shoulder.” The energy of Mars and Mercury is present and displays as high enterprise, combative, and causes disagreeableness, contemptibility, shamelessness, or a contentious nature. People who engage in politics, religious, or humanitarian causes author consciously written material with a social impact in their mind.

The Chinese lunar mansion Girl under the Black Tortoise lies on this degree bringing family disputes and epidemics/illness. The Arabic lunar mansion Al Sa’d al Dhabih (Lucky One of Slaughterers) suggests one seek healing from a trusted source, but that they don’t lend money. Servants and slaves under this degree are helped for escape when held in captivity by oppressors and this degree can cure disease.

Past, present, and future have become unified. If you were naughty in the past then Divine timing asks you to pay your debt initiating an event to teach you a lesson. If you were nice in the past then Divine timing asks you to accept a reward in the place of punishment initiating an event to pay you back for your good deeds. This degree impacts our health via damage to the bone structure of our left leg where I had my foot fractures and ligament surgery. There is pressure along this meridian which issues forth chemical changes within that dissolve the bone structure through a loss of calcium. Later in life your leg may be shortened. Beware for signs of hot, tingling, or burning neuropathic pain when walking (sounds like my sural nerve flaring post surgery). This pain is sporadic and is directly related to your level of anxiety in life. Once you learn to control your anxious and impatient nature your nerves will heal. Ensure that your diet includes calcium taken following daily recommendations.

Kabalists associate this degree with the Hebrew letter Yod and the Wheel of Fortune. Manilius speaks of Vesta tending her fires at this degree which demands renewal of your flame to derive your skills and callings. My Vesta is transiting in Capricorn 3rd House which I researched yesterday in preparation of this blog post. It’s how I want my home to be which implies I want high speed internet, music, activity/action, and state of the art design whereas at birth Vesta was in my 7th House Taurus indicating I wanted to share the rent and be with those I love. Images of the Yod in astrology as the Finger of God resemble where I wear my ring.

I am laughing as my old iMac is still on the Mountain Lion operating system. I never updated it, and like my out of date iPad I bought a laptop instead for my business. I detest Microsoft, but financially could not afford another iMac. And as I have spoken about my astrology chart Sun sign on Western and Vedic or my lunar mansion this struck me as another humorous synchronicity.

Here is 2022, and oh how I resonate to this as my blog readers may already know. Freedom and liberation are a huge theme in my life now on multiple levels!

Happy New Moon! I hope everyone has a wonderful Moonday (Monday; please enjoy the aerial silk act in the link)! Sending you happiness and blessings!


Wednesday I will try to work on a good blog post also, but I have to take my mom to an important medical checkup! So be patient with me. Jokes aside my ancestral records are in my bedroom atop bamboo I colored and my old stereo next to my wealth altar. I’ve made jokes that I’m in a haunted house and that I’m sleeping with the dead to family which is not meant to sound like perverted necromancy rather I just find humor in the fact that they watch over me this way. Ink Spot’s urn from her passing at New Years 2022 is sitting behind my laptop when I compose my blog everyday also as I’ve not yet moved her ashes from the formal dining room where I work. Guarded by black feline energy!

Ink Spot/Buddhist Temple Near Where My Maternal Grandfather’s Ashes Are Buried in a Military Cemetery

PS: I’ve proofread this blog post 2x, and hopefully corrected errors. I wanted to note the hand I wear my ring on as mentioned above is the left. This website points out that the left hand would in fact be Kaph (Kaf/Caph). I’m a left dominant so… The only one in a family of right dominant. Go figure!

The image of this letter references the acceptance of whatever is coming to you. When you have learned the cycles of the Wheel of Fortune via good/bad luck you will accept them both for you recognize that good/bad are merely relative terms with no existence on their own. Acceptance of both the good/bad things in life offers you an opportunity to not spill your energy via going against the laws of the Universe. This brings you more power and when you hold your own power/strength in the palm of your hand you learn how to use it in the most appropriate way. You become a conduit for the Divine force received, held, and channeled/directed via yourself.

Teach Me Tuesdays: North Node and South Node

Sanskrit Karman – Act, Action, and Performance

When discussing astrology whether it is tropical or sidereal both take into account a fictional or imaginary planet or node. For me personally I believe a lot of time could be spent here alone in study. On tropical astrology it is widely different than when I look at sidereal actually for myself. While it may seem as if I suffer self absorption in how often I study my own charts it is quite the opposite, and my explanation for my logic may fall on deaf ears. I can not make everyone like me after all. My time spent in studying my own astrology charts as well as those of others is the fact that I believe in the phrase “know thyself” both strengths and weaknesses. It is an actionable goal then to take that knowledge and improve one’s self with it.

I have been itching to do this study/post. It is long, but I believe worth your time.

So if you believe I suffer narcissism I ask you to reconsider your stance and instead question if it is not my desire to better myself that makes me involved in studying my natal charts or the charts of others to help them improve their lot in life. Lately it is very easy to project labels onto others and play finger pointing blame games due to cancel culture. We learn best by example and thus we are picking up negative habits without conscious awareness. Ironic this act shows three fingers point back at the accuser of the wrong. That should warrant caution in who you attack! What I instead see is people slinging snow balls at each other not in an act of play, but in an act of war with severe consequences for those actions and beliefs.

There are are two lunar nodes in tropical astrology acting as an intersection between the ecliptic and the orbit of the Moon. These nodes deal with your spiritual journey of your soul past, present, and future holding the keys to lessons you learned or are yet to learn. This is important within karmic astrology for those who believe in reincarnation as well as those who wish to treat these nodes as their past and future in this present lifetime.

The North Node reveals your soul journey towards growth! Here we find the traits you desire to develop in this incarnation to grow the most. Yet this process is not easy. In the natal chart your North Node indicates the challenges and struggles of the first part of your life which gets easier after the age of 30. The South Node represents your past showing your karmic strengths where you will usually excel as you have a lot of experience already here. You are very comfortable in this placement, but this doesn’t help you grow. Hence why we are told to step out of our comfort zones. You are supposed to focus on your North Node despite the strong pull to fall back on the South Node. The lunar nodes spend in each sign approximately 18 months with an orbital period is 18.6 years. They are directly opposite each other and they are always retrograde.

If I was to look at my mom’s tropical chart and compare it to mine we would find my mom has her North Node in Libra with the South Node in Aries while I have my North Node in Virgo and my South Node in Pisces. I am not going to explore the houses at this time, but perhaps we can explore that at a later time and date. I picked this combination because I was named after my mom and our birthdays are only three days apart. People also have a tendency to confuse us for sisters which is to her benefit as it is a compliment that she still looks younger than her age!

Libra North Node vs Aries South Node:

Libra to Aries Polarity is About Balancing Me and We

Libra Keywords: partnership, marriage, and learning they do not need to do everything alone because others are here and in their life to help them

Aries Keywords: self-sufficiency, independence, and believes they do not need help from others as they are competent in anything they set out to accomplish

My mom’s life mission this incarnation is to learn that her actions and everything said by her affects the people around her while she can be utterly oblivious to the impact this has on another. In fact she may not care how it affects those around her putting her on the wrong trajectory. By becoming entirely aware and completely considerate of her actions and words she will better be able to build the friendships and the partnerships that are necessary to her overall growth in this life.

Partnerships and relationships will not come to her while stagnated in her Aries South Node way of doing things. When she learns to think less about herself and more about the needs of others she begins to attract many people into her life who will help her, bless her, and who make her life so much easier for her to live. This requires her to stop being self-centered and selfish. Which I think she has accomplished.

Virgo North Node vs Pisces South Node:

Virgo  to Pisces Polarity is About Balancing Analytical Mind and The Dreamer

Virgo Keywords: helping those weaker or who do not know how to do things for themselves, teaching, serving others fulfills my life

Pisces Keywords: less structure and routine, less selflessness or sacrifice of one’s wants/needs, and less focus on healing others

This incarnation for me is full of an endless pursuit where I continually serve other people and want to make them happy. With the North Node in Virgo I have somewhat of a selfless quality where I will give a lot of myself to the world around me because I do not find value in myself unless I help others. Structure and routine are vital to me. I need to have structure and routines in my life to stay sane.

Therefore I prefer to plan my life accordingly and may not be spontaneous. For example, if someone calls me up right now to say, “Hey, let’s go have XYZ,” I tend to refuse because the event wasn’t planned ahead of time and I may have something else to attend to. And I do realize this can be really annoying! My apologies again. You will find I apologize a lot also. A habit I picked up somewhere and have not let go of! I have had people point this out to me a lot to make me conscious of the fact.

Now let us look at this through the lens of sidereal astrology. I am born into Magha as mentioned in previous blog posts and this will be of importance for myself with regards to Ketu who I am continuously learning about. It is almost a strange obsession now. And this makes sense for those following my blog who also noticed my mention previously of my studies on Jupiter in my astrology chart. You will see how this shapes my present goals and where I need help.

Wisdom Wednesdays: Making the Unconscious Mind Conscious

The constellations governed by Ketu are Ashwini, Magha, and Moola. Through Vedic astrology we find the North Node is known as Rahu and the South Node is known as Ketu. The South Node or Ketu is often considered to be a point of difficult karma from one’s past life where one has reaped the results of a selfish and egotistical set of deeds in their past. The higher equivalent of Ketu represents a tendency towards moksha or liberation with mastery of secret mysterious knowledge.

Rahu and Ketu are famous for very unexpected outcomes. Both Rahu and Ketu are 180 degrees apart. The professions advised for Ketu include, but are not limited to magician, medical nurse or doctor, and astrologer. Rahu and Ketu indicate our karmic and spiritual influence in the natal chart. I have seen by some allotted the sign Sagittarius as the house of exaltation for Ketu while others believe Ketu to be exalted via Scorpio. Debilitation may be found in Gemini or Taurus. Ketu is considered strongest within Jupiter and known for spirituality.

Any person influenced by Ketu will be gifted with spiritual achievement with strong interests towards religion and secret awareness of supernatural powers or paranormal related subjects. These individuals may have great healing power. Periods allotted generally for a Ketu Mahadasha is seven years. When Ketu is placed favorably in any natal chart it brings a lot of luxury, wisdom, and intuition to that individual. If unfavorable Ketu is prone to causing unnecessary depression, lack of concentration, and unreasonable anxiety.

My mom has her Ketu in Aries with her Rahu in Libra while I have my Ketu in Aquarius and my Rahu in Leo.

Ketu in Aries vs Rahu in Libra:

Looking at the Dragons Head or Tail is Like Flipping a Coin

Aries Keywords: self, ego, physical body, perceptions of self by others, and paternal grandparents

Libra Keywords: romantic relationships, business partnerships, equal exchanges between two people, maternal grandparents, nieces, and nephews

Success comes when my mom accepts situations that keep showing up in her life such as a call to action, competitiveness, assertiveness, and leadership gracefully rather than begrudgingly. This is because she is well versed at following her instincts. As soon as she refrains from trying to avoid these situations she will create situations which are peaceful, co-creative, and harmonious! She excels at being tactful, honest, diplomatic, and a stellar mediator. She must learn that action and leadership are to be taken on when required and that one must risk some people not “liking” them in life.

Ketu in Aquarius vs Rahu in Leo:

Looking at the Dragons Head or Tail is Like Looking at an Ouroboros

Leo Keywords: spiritual beliefs, teaching, publishing, broadcasting, short/long distance travel, father, in-laws, and step-children

Aquarius Keywords: communication, listening, learning, work performed with the hands, siblings, neighbors, and cousins

I am that person who knows how to get ahead in society and may seem to others as a quirky scientist conducting bizarre experiments at large. I am more inclined to be laughed at or see my ideas rejected by others who won’t appreciate them or me until years later. Ketu wants me to brood about the collective and networks, but the Universe has a sense of humor and my life always go awry.

You can find me rejected for my contributions thus pushed towards Rahu in Leo where I must shine alone only as an individual. I toggle emotional and intellectual expression and am forced to step into the limelight whether I like it or not. In this role I am to accept everyone projecting their love and hate combined on me.

Do whatever it is I excel at while I embrace my emotional outbursts as the collective will then project their own stuff onto me positive and negative polarity while I have to somehow learn to not take it personally and realize doing this in fact helps to heal collective wounds as I am great at being the example of not allowing my ego to be fed by the opinions of another as I do not suffer much when I am being criticized. Although I believe I need to work on this. I still feel a bit wounded when I am excessively unappreciated or under valued by others! I imagine that is part of being human.

Jupiter is in my 10th House whether it is tropical or sidereal astrology which helps me advance my career. I can have a bright career and become very successful at what I do. I must guard against arrogance and being overly status oriented. I have a tendency towards leadership roles or my life may play out as a teacher or a hairdresser/cosmetologist for examples.

You will find this placement makes me ambitious and career focused. It is also common to find that I will have high moral standards, but as with anything it is best to maintain detachment. Ketu likes to remove certain benefits to keep one in check as I like to call it through liberating them from their ego. Many see Ketu as a malefic which it is not. Ketu simply is a bit of a strict teacher in life and many dislike this while others such as myself grow to love Ketu for the blessings we have received!

Hopefully I did pretty good at explaining these concepts, however, if you have questions please leave me a comment so I can assist you with answers. As I have stated I believe one could study this topic for quite some time and find a wealth of new perspective as long as they remain open minded to accept new opinions in the realm of astrology instead of closed off or threatened by something different.