Manifestation Mondays: The Royal Stars Debated

“Sometimes you have to stand alone to prove that you can still stand.” – Anonymous

Solving this little Choose Your Own Adventure novel means you will have to make some pathwork choices by utilizing the underlined hyperlink text. That means this is interactive non-fiction that I’m composing although many will class it as fiction I’m sure.

But as a fan of visual novels and the above book series growing up I aim to make my composition unusual as my creative writing college professor noted when I published fanfiction years ago. I’d like for you to see, learn, and grow from the perhaps not always wise choices I’ve made in my adventures.

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Remember what I said yesterday about how I’ve learned to walk now three times, and I’m just tired. Well surgery meant I acquired not just the aid of crutches or a knee scooter, but I was walking with a cane. Ironically I’m not sure this is much different than Regulus moving to Virgo (I know I pointed blog readers here months ago), the Yod/Yad, and the Hermit tarot card.

Imagine the street behind your house is Lionheart with Iris nearby also as I previously noted in reference to Mercurial energies (Virgo exalts Mercury). Symbolism seems mildly familiar albeit I’ve put my ring and reiki bracelet on my dominant left not right hand. My left side has become not as strong as my right being that it is where all my injuries/weaknesses lie.

Is it not ironic that some when I went on Twitter said this form of astrology that I perform is too “controversial/radical” for them to accept. Ketu ruled people are usually thinking outside of the box! I left Twitter for reasons which I blogged about early in 2022 because I was rather disgusted with the platform and people on it.

I hardly even use social media, but I’ve created content and designed websites since the late 90s knowing how to code. I’ve seen much change with the technocracy becoming vocal here about how artificial intelligence is something many don’t realize is meant to pull wool over their eyes. Context and word smithery matters as it is neural linguistic programming! A sort of hypnotism, mesmerism, and such that keeps the unaware spellbound in the grasp of predators indoctrinating groupthink.

The tarot cards are all infinitely rich with various symbols, but the Wheel of Fortune as I began to notice after writing yesterday stuck out to me in my studies as to their esoteric value. We see pictured on the card representations of Regulus (Leo), Fomalhaut (Aquarius), Antares (Scorpio), and Aldebaran (Taurus).

They form the Fixed Cross, but the concept of precession of the equinoxes postulates a move to the Mutable Cross. If you’re confused as to why so much of this is of interest to me I think it’s some sort of inherited condition; yes it’s meant to sound peculiar.

Still a bit concerned about this ankle and if the spasm was a sprain/strain. Reading information online confirms I’ve probably overused my muscles/ligaments again. So I’m doing moderate therapy exercises, using my kinesthetic tape, and practicing good old fashioned RICE. I’m also walking slower than normal which is frustrating primarily to me.

I have a pretty good feeling this ankle never healed correctly or this is the degenerative nature of the many conditions wrong with me like the osteoarthritis weakening the joints. Post foot fracture we were concerned I’d need surgery to remove a cyst that grew in my ankle bones filled with fluid, but thankfully that spontaneously went away.

It could have led to another secondary fracture in my heel. I could say it sucks to be me, but I know that’s my negativity coming through loud and clear. Or rather we retain the memories sometimes of that which felt traumatic to us. The pain though is definitely not making me feel optimistic.

These stars have been characterized in different fashions from the Archangels to the Four Horseman of the Apocalypse:

  • Regulus as the heart of the lion or star of kings in Leo was said to be the healing Archangel Raphael and Doctor of Medicine who is presently guarding the Northern Quarter (Cancer, Leo, and Virgo; Summer Solstice).
  • Fomalhaut as the mouth of the Southern Fish in Pisces was said to be the revelatory Archangel Gabriel or the Strength of God who is presently guarding the Southern Quarter (Capricorn, Aquarius, and Pisces; Winter Solstice).
  • Antares as wisdom keeping or inspiring Archangel Uriel who is presently guarding the Western Quarter (Libra, Scorpio, and Sagittarius: Autumnal Equinox).
  • Aldebaran as the right eye of Taurus or the following Archangel Michael who is presently guarding the Eastern Quarter (Aries, Taurus, and Gemini; Vernal Equinox).
“If you were happy every day of your life, you wouldn’t be a human being. You’d be a game show host.” – Anonymous

Personally I wanted to read the job related Reiki healing articles, but that may or may not even appeal to my audience so I’m trying to not harass them. In days of the past these stars were given a high position/ranking due to their position along the four cardinal points of the Cardinal Cross.

Long before Judaeo Christianity was accepted as a dominant religion their representation was seen as important when aspecting any sensitive points within an astrology chart. They bestowed favorable outcomes on the chart holder.

I’m weird though because I’ve read my great grandmother’s Bible that I inherited cover to cover and because I did so before bed sleeping with it the binding fell off. I did not do the same with my copy of the Tao or the Quran.

Dodecatemoria/Dvadashamsha Chart for Regulus, Fomalhaut, Aldebaran, and Antares

I thought today would be a good day to explore a little esoteric astrology on these topics and maybe chart them presently, but I might do a Dodecatemoria/Dvadashamsha chart to locate the karmic DNA of the last seven generations. This chart won’t display the current precessed positions if we’re processing that which interprets what is essentially the twelfth parts.

These Dwads are powerful descriptions of interest that display the character of any person/event. What it serves is to show us where we have karmic debts, blessings, or fated connections. We want to see what talents and natural inclinations are possessed. This is the side of our true colors.

We will find Regulus in the 7th House of Libra at 1° semisextile Moon, square Venus and Uranus, and trine Pluto retrograde. Fomalhaut in the 2nd House of Taurus at 19° biquintile Sun, trine Mercury, semisquare Venus, sextile Jupiter, and opposition Chiron.

Aldebaran in the 8th House Scorpio at 0° conjunct Moon and trine Jupiter and Uranus. Antares in the 2nd House of Taurus at 0° opposition Moon and semisquare Jupiter and Uranus retrograde.

I think it would be best to keep this simpler so we will be simply viewing the Chandra symbols today for clues while I dive in just a little again with pointing everyone to the zero point energies I’ve been researching.

My belief symbolism is all around each of us, but whether we’re paying attention is actually another story similar to my wealth altar, inherited bed, and the grey coverlet I bought then placed on the bed from what was called the Grace collection via the At Home store where I live.

For years I was doing everything intuitive and then later trying to comprehend what was happening in my life without others thinking I might be way too airy fairy woo woo and off my rocker. I mean I’ve been at this for over a decade now avidly studying, researching, and practicing esoterics just not publicly.

Let’s try to grasp the symbols for each fixed star and degree. Regulus is expanding on a previous blog post and as such we will simply refer back to that entry which I know I made reference to yesterday so clearly I’ve fixated on a specific association. Something to consider though is that metaphyiscally bread is a Universal/Cosmic substance which speaks to the omnipresent mind stuff we are capable of molding via the use of our thoughts.

This is why it’s important to be aware of our subconscious or unconscious as well as limiting beliefs or negative chatter as they both can shape our reality/manifestations. We acquire truth when we meditate which is simply continuous contemplative thought used to expand our consciousness and transform our mind, body, and soul/spirit.

The house Regulus sits within is one of partnerships of virtually any kind including business endeavors which is where we seek cooperation, balance, and harmony. Regulus at this degree allows for positive harmony between consciousness and instinctual, emotional, and habitual response patterns to life creating fewer conflicts between our emotions and the application of life purpose.

Lessons are learned with the end goal to not have to repeat them. We may struggle with feeling lonely/unloved, but if we pay attention to our reactions we can better channel them through creative and artistic pursuits.

There are times we present at this degree as the Devil’s advocate, individualistic, and desiring freedom from all social restrictions. Generally this degree excels at yoga, meditation, self discovery, and clairvoyance.

“Next time someone tells you cheerleading is easy, tell them to do your routine and then get back to you.” – Anonymous

Fomalhaut sits within the house of values, self esteem/worth, and what is often described as our overall feelings regarding our possessions or tangible assets. Aesthetic sensitivity leads to clever and ingenious outlets of creativity via breathing new life into dreary situations. We excel at anything which employs the use of our hands and voice.

Release of tension is necessary to more easily relax and go with the flow. Beauty manifests through our home life/appearance. Healing occurs when we correct our relationship to self by working to build better boundaries, learn that we are enough as we are, and ensure partners meet us halfway.

TAURUS 19

A crown turns into goat horns.

A remarkable instinct for the next lesson. Finding it, learning it, and drawing everything out of it that you can. Specialized in destiny activation and interested in nothing else. Purposively driven to take up karmic lessons all the way. Wildly given over to what is taken on. Working the territory as hard as you can. Making way for something new by wearing out the old. Assigned to tough situations yet knowing it is appropriate.

Super strong and especially tenacious and relentless. In deepest essence sacrificing yourself so that something can happen here that is going to take a lot of doing. And inside it all you are curiously resigned to whatever arises while not very concerned because long range results mean everything here. And a moment’s or a lifetime’s discomfort is a small price to pay when destiny is truly involved.

Oh, Krampus again! Good to know! 😂

Aldebaran is in one of those houses that focuses our interests upon an energetic disposition to change/disruption. This is the black sheep phase of life where we’re trying to remove the cycles we perpetuate of duality between love/hate, loyalty/repulsion, and such.

There is an unexpressed resentment that suffocates us and this will display via psychosomatic illness if we do not get a grip on our repressed anger/sadness by working it out through the Throat chakra. We desire greater justice, social equanimity, and a revolutionary change of human ideals. Chandra Symbols never utilize the zero degree therefore I usually look to the first degree for clues.

SCORPIO 1

A tunnel through a mountain.

When darkness comes you need more darkness if you’re ever going to find the light. As the struggle of Earth existence descends upon you it is you who must find a way to harness the power of that struggle to turn death into rebirth. But it is so pressurized and absolutely relentless a path to walk. Everything you meet reflects the same destiny dilemma.

For you are being pulled through the collective nightmare by an immense evolutionary force and that means feeling everything, experiencing all of it, and letting everything go. Those pulled in to such a radical track develop core perseverance magnificently and learn to be light while super heavy and to stay loose while bearing down in tight passages.

Eventually glorious things happen and you can emerge into a whole other reality knowing how purposeful every step has been, that all of it was necessary and redemptively built a character strength of a mighty fiber, as you knew it would.

Antares also in the same house as Fomalhaut asks us to be ourselves by remaining open mentally and within our heart space. If we appear cold, unfriendly, or distant it is because we suffer a subconscious and unconscious pattern of pushing others away that we have not fully removed from our consciousness.

When we release this blockage new forms of relating will open up to us. We suffer the expectation of others needing to be trustworthy and genuine valuing our experiences that push us to grow. Again we’ll look to the first degree of Taurus for some clues as there is no zero degree in this symbol system.

TAURUS 1

A red garnet ring. The garnets glow.

A passion for bearing ripe fruits. Feeling transported by an ongoing realization that you are in your own element, doing what you need to do, and subtly fired by an inner purpose that clarifies everything. The glow of your central intent warms you through. This quality of soul is simple and direct. It makes for a primal elemental presence.

One cannot grasp complex matters in this sphere. But you know what you need to know, and you’re on the beam so palpably that nothing much matters except being there. You distinctly charge the atmosphere with a pranic renewal, a source sustenance, and the whole idea is to make way for the universal life force to stream right in and bless with its all forgiving radiance.

May your Monday manifest wholistic rejuvenation. The garden on the other hand well I think it’s going to be spent before the fall. We’ve had too many triple digit days now, and I can’t keep up with the heat to save the plants. I cut an entire crop of basil in the back garden today as well as zinnias were removed due to drought.

I don’t deal well with losing my plants; it literally hurts somewhere to watch them suffer or to have to pull them when they are spent in the heat. I’m sure a co-worker will understand since she has called me a plant mother.

The hollyhock is about the same along with several flowers in the front garden. This year is more like the deadly desert in the movie Return to Oz. A movie I grew up with which yes I’m well aware of the occult symbolism as well as the rather racist mindset of the author some have pointed out as well as it’s populist themes.

There is much culturally that we don’t really want to admit to because we just want to enjoy a book, movie, music, etc., and we are confronted with some topics in life that we have to own because they are a part of our collective consciousness/shadow. 👥🔮

“Have you heard about the new restaurant called Karma? There’s no menu; you get what you deserve.” – Anonymous

Tarot of the Day Thursdays: Cloudy With a Chance of Vocalization

“A cloudy day or a little sunshine have as great an influence on many constitutions as the most recent blessings or misfortunes.” – Joseph Addison

Light bulb moments within the underlined hyperlink text have helped me better understand why I’m feeling rather angsty as of late with most people I’m interacting with. I’ve been for a month very short tempered!

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I was scheduling this for tomorrow on May 26, 2022, however, because today is actually World Tarot Day I’m sharing this on May 25, 2022. It’s a collective as well as somewhat personally valuable message from the Universe/Cosmos.

Every year on May 25 World Tarot Day founded by tarot grandmaster Den Elder in 2003 became a celebration after she grew tired of hearing negative misinformed commentary in the media about divinatory arts. She decided it was time to show the world at large the value of tarot cards. Most people still consider anything such as this as a doorway to “evil.” But why?

Because of incorrect and limiting beliefs through dogmatic religions meant to instill fear of the unknown. Dogmatic religion is a control mechanism and for a very long time has been used incorrectly to indoctrinate the masses of collective consciousness into committing some of the worst atrocities Earth has ever seen.

Not every cult, guru, or leader be they charismatic or other is operating from a proper place many of whom might be manipulating their followers. It’s up to each person to learn how to distinguish in a world of duality while realizing that what they see as negative also serves a positive purpose.

Believe it or not adversity and challenges build a stronger character! Being handed stuff on a silver platter creates the opposite where humans are complacent, take for granted, and don’t value correctly what has come to them so easily.

This is probably one of the most slightly oddball tarot readings I’ve gotten, but also one that immediately gave me an “ah ha” moment. There is a huge metaphysical component to this from the Bible in 1 Kings 8:10-12 regarding the concept of clouds or fog. But I do love the confirmation even as I’ve said if this happens to be biased that it has with the image flanking this blog post on Starseeds also.

I have been sitting for a few days on some introspection realizing I attract all the wrong into my life still. An example being that unlike most of mainstream society I don’t attach the terms friend or best friend to anyone who has not earned that title. I have a lot of acquaintances. It might be due to my desire for self reliability and keeping to my family to the dismay and judgment of many others in life.

I’ve allowed so many people into my life who have said one thing yet done the complete opposite while saying I’m the problem that it’s the exact frustration I have carried in beginning my business with those refusing to do their own shadow work.

Example the etymological definition of friend is kinsman, relative, lover, and to like/love. If you’ve wrongly attached this word to people you know perhaps you should get familiar with linguistics and the true “meaning” of that which you’re flippantly attaching to the undeserving of such a position in your life.

Friend is only meant to be used upon family members, spouses, and lovers whose company one enjoys and towards one whom you feel affection. They provide assistance, back/support you, and are to be granted a special access to the private/protected inner being of who you are.

Acquaintance is wholeheartedly different and more appropriate for many we are in contact with on a daily basis in our everyday lives. It is etymologically defined as to know, but is often superficial for the relationship is defined as experimental. In fact it can be as fly by night as a one night stand between two people.

It has nothing to do with the proper depth of relating that occurs in an actual friendship or the kind of bonds found between family or spouse. Modern society and psychology is indoctrinating blaming, shaming, and gaslighting under a guise of that they don’t. The quickness to call someone a narcissist, codependent, and such is palpable including the recent email I was subscribed to without my knowledge sending me so-called daily motivation.

It does the opposite so I’m now unsubscribed. I’ve put VPN as well as a service that blocks data harvesters on my website. Those who tell me I’m wrong for this should respect my desire to privacy and not being harassed. You don’t see me hounding my customers with continuous harvesting or sharing of their personal data to third parties.

I’m not a bad person for being selective of the companies or people I support because discernment is an important skill of boundary setting. The internet is becoming a lot like why we removed our home phone; robodialers. Well excessive promotion on websites of “sales” is the same form of high pressure sales that is employed with robodialers and the badgering done through long commercial breaks on television or radio.

The time to sell a service should be limited and not be the only focus of what you aim to share. I don’t abuse my blog readers in every post by asking for donations or support through purchasing an astrology report. This is a sporadic plug I’ll publish here and there without becoming a common nuisance. The service is there for those it appeals to which certainly will not be “everyone.”

I’ve had people’s websites actually be verbally/psychologically abusive over a desire to not be harassed and to have our personal data or browsing habits not sold. Do us all a favor and check your tone on your website with advertising. Being rude won’t win you brownie points.

Try a little honey over piss and vinegar because you’re butthurt that we want some respect also and to not be a victim of your possible greed. Everyone has to exchange and put food on the table, keep the lights on, and so forth. Neither is different or better than the other with the exception of those who also commit identity theft or other assaults including phishing scams. Or those with entitlement issues unwilling to put in a hard day’s labor for what is to be earned which I find to be lazy frankly. I was not born yesterday and I’m not naive.

I think what I’m noticing is that most of us don’t recognize the damage we actually are inflicting on one another. I actually wish those who pretend to be my friend would in fact just be honest. You do me zero favors by saying one thing to my face and your actions reflect a weightier acknowledgment that you’re not really a support network for me. In fact I don’t have a support network.

I’ve finally realized that through the majority of my life the only support network I ever had was my mother and step father. I’ve come to recognize myself finally and fully as the orphan archetype and social outcast not out of self pity, but to finally be honest with myself as well as others. Therefore if you think I’m going to hand you the title of friend or best friend you will have to prove to me that you even deserve such a position.

Much of this is bubbling to the surface right now because of my career choices and my personal life for the last two decades that are finally becoming what I call a quarter to midlife crisis rearing its ugly head for me to unravel and take responsibility for while also acknowledging what others won’t. Relationships are the involvement of more than one person.

Blaming, shaming, and gaslighting mean someone else is not taking responsibility for their contribution to the unraveling of intimacy better known as “in to me see.” I should preface by saying I don’t want to be told to try counseling. This I had in high school and it was actually not beneficial to me feeling like a waste of time/money for my parents.

I won’t air anything with my part time cosmetology job online. It’s thoroughly inappropriate and unprofessional. There is just some friction I’m trying to determine some responses to the dynamic which would be appropriate. I get it though. Pearls for example are created when an irritant is trapped within a mollusk or oyster and nacre is secreted in an effort to protect one’s self. The nacre coats the irritant building layers until voila you get a pearl! Some pearls take as many as seven years to be fully created. So no irritant no pearl!

“When the priests withdrew from the Holy Place, the cloud filled the temple of the Lord. And the priests could not perform their service because of the cloud, for the glory of the Lord filled his temple. Then Solomon said, “The Lord has said that he would dwell in a dark cloud; I have indeed built a magnificent temple for you, a place for you to dwell forever.”

Spiritual documents cause lots of problems due to exoteric literal interpretations to the point of generational curses or relational problems that should not actually be allowed to continue. These texts are meant to be read on multiple esoteric levels of which Kabbalists state there are at least around 4-5 levels of interpretation to study. A great example of this is the constant phrase placed online by psychological warfare operatives in various schools of thought who state “women are to be silent.”

Let’s take a look at a few examples of why it’s important to read spiritual texts from a higher consciousness. Secondly “sin” is an archery term and reference to missing one’s goals, lacking focus, and not aiming correctly at the target we mean to hit. Nothing was meant to be legalist or dogmatic.

In fact this is why I can’t stand to be in a church anymore lectured by clergy who teach incorrectly to their parishioners or watching television, documentaries, etc. from those who I find to be still walking in ignorance and professing they know truth. It’s of no offense to those who attend such functions, but to those who are meant to be the leaders of such institutions because they impoverish their flock! This heavily ties into my taroscope as my birth tarot cards were Hierophant/Temperance.

Hearing Englightened Perspectives:

Now let’s get an esoteric and metaphysical foundation for clouds by doing some research. This is the presence of the mind of God/Goddess in spiritual visibility when any one of us drops all of our formal religious exercises to rest in the consciousness of deity or the Divine Masculine/Feminine.

A brightness of innerstanding occurs so great that the priests are incapable of ministering. What transpires is no formal religious or thought exercises. A harmonious relation is to occur in relation to the eternal and unchangeable nature of Universal/Cosmic or Christ consciousness.

In the Bible as with all spiritual texts the term cloud as in the one which enveloped Moses is the Holy Spirit abiding in presence within each of us as the temple which guides us through the wilderness providing us with light at night through a pillar of fire.

Fire is a level of consciousness which is meditative charged with higher light. Water has been an ongoing theme recently in my blog posts, but that is the entry state of meditative consciousness. Fire is directly under quintessence when our life and relationship to the Universe is fundamentally changed.

Today’s tarot reading bestows us with the Sakura Cards from Cardcaptor Sakura with the Cloud and the Voice. We’re going to take a broader look at these for interpretation and to see what message they have at a deeper level. We’ll begin with the Cloud moving to the Voice.

Low battery warning for this Leo! Woke up today energetically exhausted.

The Cloud: The Cloud asks us to have strong judgment by relaxing and opening our inner self. Discernment is a means to making the best decisions in life. We are encouraged to express ourselves by staying close to art and music which will help us become more creative.

Energies are low vibration at this time. Do not do anything over and-above that which is absolutely necessary for now. By trying to force issues at this moment we run the risk of setting ourselves back or making ourselves ill/stressed. Save your energies for the time when you know you can use it to a much better effect. We are asked to ensure that we do not highlight the wrong source for feelings of wrongdoing.

This card is the numerological value of 26/8 embodying a resonance to the Strength tarot card. Two is a number of cooperation, teamwork, and emotional introspection. Six is the number of the homemaker, a first perfect number, and is both stable and harmonious. If we combine this message we find that it indicates a reliable team player/partner whose energy and thoughts revolve primarily around the home or compassionate activities.

Number eight is highly functional involved with achievement, success, and indicates a builder. The number twenty six influences career choices and the interactions of family, friends, and work associates.

This card implies that a person is dealing with conflicting energies between their domestic life and building a successful career. In the I Ching this is the Hexagram of Great Accumulation (Controlled Power) and Grouping (Union).

26/8 matches my birthday on 7/26 in terms of the day of the month within July. It is a quirky day in New Age because of those who ascribe to the following time/space theories.

I can’t remember if I ever blogged about this calendar or my research into it as I’m a White Cosmic Wizard Kin 234, but maybe one day I’ll spill some tea on what I studied with it. I don’t completely align to this philosophy though. I simply explore a lot and am eclectic or open to studying.

The Voice: Communication is key here. You may be feeling you don’t have the right words to use at present or you may be feeling that others behave as if they have more worthwhile things to say. Try and look at why it is you are not being heard. What is it that you need to do to get your point across? It might just be a lack of confidence here, but if others are louder than you it is in fact the quiet voice which often gets the attention for longer. Is there some backstabbing going on; could someone be doing this to you?!

This card asks if you’re being honest and sincere in ensuring justice and fairness for yourself. Your feelings at this moment come in waves that can’t be controlled nor can you distance yourself from them. They serve to help you listen more closely to your own thoughts rather than the opinions of others especially those of authority figures in your life who believe they know what is best for you be that within your group of friends, your family, or your profession.

This card is the numerological value of 24/6 embodying a resonance to the Lovers tarot card. This highly composite number takes the number four as a number of completion, stability, and highly materialistic connotations. It combines the High Priestess with the Emperor in tarot. In the I Ching this is the Hexagram of Returning (Return) and Arguing (Conflict).

Perhaps now is a good time to explain that many cultures have more than one idea or level of love. Funny how humans seem to forget this also!

For some reason today I felt the best preface right now to me was the following song. Humanity is on auto pilot and a large chunk of them in my opinion are not conscious of how robotic they are operating in their day to day encounters. They go through the motions, but they’re ultimately just not really even there. They don’t actively listen or remain present!

A few days ago the image I used was of the human heart. May this be helpful to you at this present moment in time/space.

Where or what is your home? We could look to the Hebrew letter Beth/Beit for clues. A son or daughter builds the house of God/Goddess. It is built in the heavens and reflected here on Earth with living stones. People throw this phrase around a lot not knowing what it even means online.

The stones refer to indwelling Universal/Cosmic consciousness and that which was rejected by the builders is our true selves or innermost character. Most of humanity rejects their true selves and innermost character in an effort to live in the Matrix or virtual reality they want to “belong to.” It’s a byproduct of serving the little rather than the higher self.

Beth/Beit also correlates to the term yoga meaning yoke/union and the breath. The true meaning of yoga is to unite oneself with truth or breath hovering over the waters of creation. This is the realization of self when consciousness crossing the abyss/void, reaches enlightenment, and is liberated. It is represented in the Hebrew letter Beth/Beit. A house full of false selves or little egos is a den of thieves.

Until you perform your shadow work your temple will remain filthy and imprisoned. Believe me there are a lot of little egos all running around and behaving quite fragile about their eventual ego death. Many of whom won’t find their way and won’t cross the abyss/void failing or needing another round in the wheel of potential samsara. No one said the journey would be easy, but many assume it will come without any sacrifice.

Purify your heart and the Divine Masculine/Feminine will inhabit the Heart chakra. Our spiritual purpose often overlooked is to build a wedding garment known as the Chariot, Merkabah, and light body. Get your house straight and you will see the Shekinah as a reflection of God/Goddess.

I’m closing this blog post with an empathy exercise because I need everyone to do so in an effort to learn about taking things for granted and lacking gratitude or being a bit inconsiderate from time to time. A literal lesson in walking in someone else’s shoes. I’ve learned to walk three times including as a baby, post foot fractures, and post ligament surgery.

A conversational question about my current responsibilities and what I should/should not be responsible for. Well this family is what has provided roof over my head, paid my bills when I’ve encountered hardship like job loss, etc. If you don’t pay anything forward I guess you’re the epitomized “taker” with no “giver” becoming the dichotomy of predator versus prey. Thankful this person made me realize this week how much I needed to recognize about listening to others rather than myself.

I want my blog readers to take time out of their day to imagine losing their mobility. Imagine if you will living in a two story house with a half bath in the first level where bathing takes place via a disability chair and kitchen sink. You do not have the use of a weight bearing left or right leg/foot due to an injury and must adapt to life on a knee scooter, crutches, or a wheel chair.

How will you cook/prepare meals, get hydration, receive your Amazon, Fed/Ex, or UPS packages at the door, and how will you get your laundry done when the washer/dryer are on the second level? How will you receive your groceries?

Will you just order out eating the SAD or standard American diet which is unhealthy? A great many of us actually get in the kitchen to cook/bake still believe it or not. We can’t eat processed commercialized foods because they legitimately are unhealthy and have caused us allergies, intolerances, and dis-ease. Get back to me when you’ve answered all these questions and let me know if you’re Superman or Wonder Woman who can be left alone without any assisted living then we can talk like civilized empathic adults rather than selfish immature children.

And on that note male or female without the use of a right/left leg or foot please explain to me how effectively you will use the restroom because it takes a toll to bear all your weight on the non-injured limb and can be difficult to lower to a toilet especially without grab bars. If you’re not careful you could even fall.

I’ve had a very hard time toggling responsibilities and giving up independence to be there for my mom and bear having so much weight put upon my shoulders in 2022 so much so I’ve wanted to move out. I’m now realizing this is also a byproduct of societies’ indoctrinating examples today of thinking only about self and never considering that we are to care for our neighbors.

Do not ask me if I can just leave someone alone who needs assisted living? If you’ve never been injured and you have perfect health say thanks. Prepare for the fact that at any moment you might face a speed bump along your journey and be forced to adapt. Put yourself in the shoes of another for once and realize sometimes a person needs a hand to accomplish their daily goals due to a handicap be it temporary or permanent.

Not everyone can be chopped up a la Orpheus to serve the needs and whims of everyone. Some of us have to say “No” to certain demands placed upon us. Am I angry? Yes, but somedays that is actually nothing new. I’m inherently tired of humanity acting infantile or stupid as I have no patience for either. I was raised by tough love not the coddling kind.

Clouds are sometimes wonderful because they shelter us from the very harsh rays of the Sun when the light is so bright we have to wear shades. They’re also a mixed element of air and water which provide us with rain. In a drought they would be welcomed by many, but everything in moderation because they can also bring severe destruction through harsh winds, flooding, and so forth.

Have a transformational Thursday! 🌩️📅

Dragon Garden Art, Orange Zinnia, and Fire Maple Dragon Tree
Organic cinnamon essential oil lotion was made this week! One batch only! I’ll make more at a later date amidst my busy schedule. No, I’m not selling this yet. I may have a potential customer willing to try some. It’s vegan except for the beeswax we use.
Dayflowers, roma tomatoes are flowering, and our neighbor’s who feed squirrels have planted peanuts in our carrots! Seriously?! I’ve been chasing them out and telling them “No,” but they want me to be a peanut farmer. Squirrels are very annoying.

Tarot of the Day Thursdays: Seeing Life’s Journey as an Adventure

“I have studied many philosophers and many cats. The wisdom of cats is infinitely superior.” – Hippolyte Taine

It’s time to foray into the wilderness with our underlined hyperlink text. Be sure to click around and see what you can learn about me, you, consciousness, and this tarot reading today! I’m encouraging you to take a primer on physics even if that means coming at it from metaphysics, shamanism, or a spiritual view which requires you to click on the links I’ve provided.

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I was really glad to see this card today from my Cats Inspirational Oracle Cards because the number 2 has been following me around a lot lately even through a daily Moon numerology reading sent to me in my email and on clocks I’ve regularly seen 222. Yet I was also very happy because this somewhat plays into my blog post on my Astromap as it is the Siberian who we are looking to today.

I’m a Western Leo with a Virgo Moon and a Vedic Cancer with a Magha (Leo) nakshatra Moon so I’m sort of a crazy cat lady; I mean my business donates to orphaned cheetah cubs whose mother was poached/skinned alive and her carcass left behind.

If we were to look at one of the websites I’ve wandered around we would see that they equate 222 with the Yin and Yang properties, but also Gemini, Pisces, and Virgo. I can say while Vedic astrology has an empty house for Gemini it is in my Western studies where Gemini is my 8th House and we find Mars at least natal with a Virgo/Pisces axis for North/South Lunar Nodes inhabiting my past/present karma.

This website happens to also play very well with the Flower of Life through the 222 resonance of these astrological placements and I can truly also see this again resonating to my blog post for the word I chose for 2022 as this resonates back to the torus!

The Flower of Life in the Garden
The Yin Yang in the Garden (I’ve Previously Used This Photo & The Above One)

We have a Flower of Life on the fence in our garden behind the Yin Yang as well. So I feel a lot of confirmation bias here coming into play as a resonance, and my viewers can take this as they so choose. It also very much resonates to my blog posts on the zero point energy with healing.

I’ve danced around some of this for so long, but I don’t really want to confuse my readership with that which they don’t understand because so many of the people I’ve put esoterics before have expressed they truly can’t grasp the levels at which my mind has entered. It’s really about alignment and our openness to receive at the level with which we are designed to. I’m pretty certain being Reiki Master attuned has made me more open to receive and then to give because we’re meant to share.

If I start swimming too deeply into the uncharted waters as I’ve stated with my mermaid themes of late then most people find me incomprehensible to be around, airy fairy, ungrounded, etc. How do you explain the technical aspects of Reiki and energy work to those who can be easily confounded by it all? You sometimes simply don’t try!

Their journey is their own adventure and destiny. But for me after Master level Reiki attunements this kind of “fluff” gets me all giddy and excited! I really can’t help it; I’m genuinely happy when I can start seeing this stuff!

“Visiting a museum is a matter of going from void to void.” – Robert Smithson

You see the 8th House of Gemini for me means I overcome transitional phases of life very easily. As a house of shared resources, inheritances, taboos, death, taxes, and all the other “mumbo jumbo” we’re really good at soberly anticipating and solving problems especially with the attraction of borrowed funds and debt. We freely connect with people and money to such an extent we do find ourselves most often confronting literal death or metaphorical endings.

This even reminds me of my time as a personal shopper with Instacart who lost their contract to Whole Foods and the transfer bonus they gave for us to move to another grocery retailer as in store personal shoppers. We manage general capital very well!

Our keen interest in anything and everything that is beyond the normal radar of most people’s consciousness means we love to participate in conversations which are incomprehensible to almost everyone else out there. And as I’ve learned about entrainment music which I had a habitual addiction for and have broken with more recently we’re exceptionally talented at auto training hypnosis.

This placement means at birth we were interested in the entire realm of the mysteries that pervade life and death. Mars here is a personal planet and without it we can’t survive. It actually helps us fight back if anyone attacks us. This 8th House is transformation where this water element house shows the unconscious is governed by Scorpio so we cut ties, let go of what doesn’t serve us, and die to our old self.

Mars makes us intense, high level energy, and extremely motivated for finding success as we are very persistent. We’re not afraid of the underworld and we greatly enjoy self discovery, psychology, and astrology.

This tarot card is actually teaching us that the Siberian cat is large and powerful with strong muscles which makes them surprisingly agile. They are independent creatures that love to roam. Their sweet faces and devoted nature is ready to return home after they go on their adventures. Some have stated that these cats lived in Russian monasteries looking like guards sitting atop the high beams.

In the photo on the card we are given this Siberian cat looks deceptively pampered scampering outdoors for a romp through their neighborhood confident in their capabilities not the least bit worried about danger.

Therefore for today’s message everyone is to recognize and honor our tenacity, recognize our need for new experiences, be smart about risk taking without letting our fears keep us from enjoying life to the fullest, and getting out there to enjoy what this Universe/Cosmos has to offer.

Frankly after the beginning years of this decade the message could not come at a better time if you know what I mean! The whole reason I wanted Reiki attunement was distance healing during an otherwise questionable time period! If anyone can heal from a distance with permission then I was eager to provide the service. Below is some information on the numerology of 222, Siberian cats, and a tie in with Reiki through our Hara Lines. Have a metamorphic Thursday!

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Surfing The Waves on the Web:

The stems of the sunflowers are very tall and thick; almost as tall as me at 5’7″ in the garden! I’ve seen birds landing and sitting on the leaves, but the flowers have yet to bud. I think the birds checking everyday is the same as me wondering when will they actually “flower!” Or these birds are foraging for bugs as we certainly have those too.
I am going to spend part of my weekend getting the roma tomatoes trained because they’ve now grown enough for me to begin the process of stabilizing them! Eventually they will hopefully produce tomatoes as they get firmly established more. I will probably be forced to harvest more potatoes this weekend because the plants are withering so that has to mean they’re ready!
A few marigolds, more borage opening up, and a jungle of wildflowers. I think we ended up sowing too many seeds this year! Is that even possible? It’s very crowded in there with all these plants living together in a wild kingdom side by side!

Even bean harvesting is an adventure each week fighting with itchy leaves, Texas’ triple digit heat (sweating like I’m in a sauna), and bugs. The number of moths that come out during watering is immense!

No wonder people enjoy grocery stores with air conditioning and canned vegetables or already arranged flowers over growing their own food or fresh picked. It takes courage to brave nature! And apologies because I don’t want to pull my professional camera every morning, but my iPhone camera is beginning to get kind of questionable!

Point being you don’t control nature; if you’ve planted or sewn seeds Mother Earth is going to be as wild as she chooses to be! Control freaks need not apply for the job of tending to her if they can’t grasp this about the Divine Feminine! The human has been desiring control for how long now instead of accepting flow states!

Another note is that this card reminds me of childhood. I grew up with the Choose Your Own Adventure books. They remind me of time exploring visual novels in my 20s as well. I can’t for the life of me remember which books I read though from the Choose Your Own Adventure line being that it was elementary/middle school era. I did, however, find this!

Tarot of the Day Thursdays: The Magical Girl Trope

This looks like interesting energies! The cards sit atop Pisces from an astrological table covering I have.

I chose to work with Botswana Agate for this reading. Here is what was revealed! You know the drill any underlined text is a hyperlink for further study if you’re interested in getting to know where my mind is presently and connecting with me on that level of understanding! The choice is yours!

In Africa this stone has been used for centuries by the indigenous tribes during spiritual ceremonies prized for its powers of fertility to aid in conception and healthy births. The crystal’s low vibration in terms of intensity makes it perfect for grounding and creating balance.

The Universe’s message here is to live in peace while allowing the cares and concerns of our mundane world to fade away. Holding this crystal during meditation brings about a sense of calm.

Botswana Agate is telling you that you are always in control regardless of how difficult your life’s journey may become or has been. You have the power to restore order and purpose. Answers to problematic issues will come into focus and the Universe offers calm assurance that you can resolve any challenge that stands in your way.

This crystal is intimately connected with the angelic realms more specifically the abode of the archangels. This celestial stone helps one cut the restrictive cords of material obsession so that they might focus more on spiritual welfare. The assurance that minding spiritual matters has an overall impact on our entire health and well being in life.

Aura protection is the hallmark trait of Botswana Agate making it the most suitable stone for astral projection. It is useful in assisting anyone with astral travel or communicating with the spirit realms. As this crystal opens and amplifies the spiritual desires of the heart it will allow greater spiritual understanding as you focus more on things of a Divine nature.

I also pulled a chakra crystal from my black crystal bag at random receiving clear quartz for the Third Eye Chakra for a focus on clarity.

I pulled out my old Sailor Moon playing cards which I have had from high school. They were a birthday gift from my then best friend. I felt like harnessing that old Magical Girl anime trope. Although with age my interest in anime has waned. The last anime I watched was Card Captor Sakura Clear Card Arc and Puella Magi Madoka Magica. Ironically I personality test as Homura Akemi. I don’t know about others, but random personality tests I find fun to learn the multi facets of my persona. I do not do them very often, and I am selective of those that I participate in.

Here is why I often find character analysis to be fascinating and utterly enjoyable:

https://chias.blog/2021/for-homura-a-character-analysis/

Those are not the only anime I watched either. I ventured into Evangelion, Gundam Wing, Ancient Magus Bride, XXXholic, Chobits, and many more. I also had a massive addiction at one point for Ren’py visual novels. I was a literal junkie for them. Honestly though I had the television in my bedroom removed years ago, and I have been without television all together now for a few months. Which usually raises eye brows, but I honestly do not miss sitting in front of the black box. And it used to be one of my worst habits growing up. Now it does not interest me at all. Sorry Hollywood! I changed a lot after 2020 for sure.

The dynamic in this reading fascinates me after my post on integrating the shadow and working from duality consciousness to wholeness. One would think it is a battle of light against dark immediately yet I believe the message is a bit different at this time. We have been so trained to live in this divide and conquer meme world we can no longer function at unity consciousness for some. The theme is in fact resurrection via transfiguration and transubstantiation. My blog posts really do feel as if the individual and collective energies are building up to achieving something very good!

Core Desire Being Manifested at This Time:

The Ace of Diamonds speaks to the pursuit or acquisition of assets, self worth, and harnesses our creative energies via the Fire element (shown here is Sailor Mars). Here we see a spirit that desires to embody the very flame of creation used to forge materials from base metals while illuminating the diamond body/soul within us. Many view this card as purely the amassment of materialistic wealth ignoring any other valuation or form of abundance that one might seek to bring into the 3D or present reality from on high. Such views are quite limiting! To only view wealth as a financial outcome is an imprisoned logic that can not see the beauty of life enshrouds us in many other forms of wealth.

In a balanced world our Ace of Diamond fully comprehends that “to give is to get” thereby they choose goodwill over the art of Machiavellian manipulation instead negotiating on a more ethical and moral level to achieve what they need.

All Ace of Diamonds have karmic issues involving value and worth. Their individual and collective personalities lead them directly to life situations where money becomes more important than love.

So long as they operate within the negative value of fear opportunities will slip through their hands. Individually and collectively they must overcome their fears to amass their wealth.

Mars should be transiting Scorpio today. Mars when properly integrated will appear to us as bravery, confidence, and courage making us able to stand up and fight for what we believe in. This energy may be harnessed or channeled to climb the corporate ladder or to assert ourselves in any myriad of positive ways to achieve our ambitions and goals. Those in life who achieve any degree of fame or success had the Martian ray well developed.

Mars in Scorpio presents itself to us as a desire to investigate underlying reasons for why our world is the way it is and why people do as they do. Expect a laser like focus, heightened desires, shadow work, increased suspicion towards others, and one who has financial savvy as they usually become one who starts to curb expenses or unnecessary spending.

The Path/Support Assisting You at This Time:

We need to focus on discerning all forms of communication at this time so we do not get misled. Our individual and collective cerebral attributes of Spirit are needed at this moment to discern and disseminate knowledge. We will be attracting ample opportunities to experience the workings of the mind and the processing of information.

10 signifies illumination with an encompassing vibration that resonates superiority and accomplishment. We find ourselves attracted to experiences that broaden our horizons via the accumulation of knowledge which we will use to our full advantage.

We can appear cunning and determined at this time to others. In its most successful state of being the personality is that of a successful communicator who will inspire others. Their greatest gift is that of bringing people together to achieve success in industries that provide a service to others. This Moon Card is known to astrologers as the emotional and intuitive mind.

We see pictured the Dark Moon family in the Sailor Moon anime. Lilith would be what I would look at here. Her transition through Gemini is a call to understand how we correctly or incorrectly use our power. Do you notice that you have misused your own power to suppress or oppress another? This position usually brings us directly into contact with death and loss in life individually and collectively. Your internal wisdom should help you understand an eternal truth which is that death is always part of life.

This is why when recently asked if I was to die tomorrow on social media what I would do I replied I would change nothing. Memento mori is how I choose to recognize life as I know it. Others see this as bad and morbid. I see a global culture that has chosen to live if not virtually thrive on perpetual fear of what they perceive as enemies, monsters, demons, and the unknown which to me personally is worse. They dissociate and have cognitive dissonance from reality ignoring the very cycles inherent in life (birth, preservation, death, and rebirth).

Sufi mysticism says this best! Learn to die before you die. Each moment could be your last. Be present in all of life and live as if you might die in this moment with your heart, actions, and relationships peaceful and pure. Sufism teaches us that God may give us power to kill our ego in the hopes that we make ourselves die before we die. This practice honors life and living with gratitude as well as humility.

The Action You Should Take at This Time:

Our King of Spades brings us wisdom and acceptance of our individual and collective karma. This symbol represents the ultimate in spiritual energy carrying tremendous potential to direct these forces into some constructive expression which will be the greatest challenge of all. This spectacular power can be of such subtle and spiritual nature that it may go unrecognized.

The role which must be manifested is that of leadership. We must not get lost in analysis paralysis. We must heed the call to rise to the challenge of inspired teacher, counselor, healer, or parent. Accept this opportunity spelled out symbolically to apply the essence of mastery or personal discipline and you will find there are no limits to what you can accomplish.

Pictured here we see Queen Beryl from Sailor Moon. The beryl crystal has a variety of different meanings. It is a crystal of love and self enlightenment commonly used as an energizing talisman to stimulate the growth and repair of various illnesses. Beryl also stimulates confidence and self esteem.

This will help you to begin the journey towards a self loving nature therefore if you have ever suffered from low self esteem beryl is a great help. You will benefit tremendously from releasing karmic conflicts. Ancient wounds from the past will be eliminated and the energy of the stars will be brought to the practical plane of Earth. It will be easier for you to accept all events which come your way as the natural part of our Universe teaching that one’s own responsibility is to impart love onto others.

Personally as strange as it sounds during self healing Reiki I spend my time working with my birth guardian angel Nith-haiah. We are supposed to open a dialogue with our unique Holy Guardian Angel. However, here are 15 Archangels to assist you at this time as well. This may not resonate with everyone. Most of the internet does not appear ready to acknowledge actual truth. They receive more by perpetuating fear or disempowering humanity via withholding truth. They are the cliques I choose to consciously now avoid and set boundaries with by saying no. I am not here to play those games as we have no time for childishness anymore, and I grow tired of finding my way around continuous disinformation as I will call it.

The temple in spiritual texts is actually your brain/body. The Cherubim are the cerebrum. The Most Holy Place is the Arachnoid covered by Dura Mater (hard mother). Pia Mater (tender mother) is the inner of your human brain. The Ark (Noah’s) and the Arc of Archangel is a reference to the synapses and nerve impulses. These arcs are electric currents running between your brain receptors.

Have a look below:

https://www.medicosite.com/meninges-dura-arachnoid-pia/

In meditation you receive light energy via your pineal gland which will causes arcs of electricity to flow from receptor to receptor. The covenant is an electrical light message which flows to us from above to keep us in harmony with Universal power. As we take ourselves within during our struggles storms crash about on all sides. Take your animal nature positive and negative (two of every kind) with you in meditation and weather the storm.

The diamond body/soul activation is found in many cultures.

  • Christianity refers to it as the resurrection, glorified, or celestial body.
  • Sufism refers to it as the most sacred body (wujud al-aqdas).
  • Taoism refers to it as the diamond body calling those who have attained it the immortals or cloudwalkers.
  • Tibetan Buddhism refers to it as the light body.
  • Mystery schools refer to it as the solar body.
  • Tantrism and yoga refers to it as the vajra, adamantine, and divine body.
  • Vedanta refers to it as the superconductive body.
  • The alchemical tradition refers to it as the the glory of the whole universe or the golden body.

Have a great Thursday everyone and a wonderful full moon lunar eclipse in Taurus! The world is your oyster and you create your reality. If you’re trapped in thinking the many symbols flashed in front of you in life from various forms of media are necessarily good or bad then you have not graduated beyond a certain degree of consciousness. The symbol is neither in my views for if 1 plus negative 1 equals zero as in zero point energy we need to wake up to how much limitation we place on ourselves or others. And this pivots to a direct discussion I tried to have on social media about people still trapped in disinformation conspiracy theories who keep their viewers likewise stunted in the same level of consciousness which at the age of 42 drives me batty. I simply don’t resonate to that at all and it is triggering so my apologies. The Hegelian dialectic is one I outgrew fast. And I’m waiting for other like minded souls to reach the same perspective that what is old might be transformed into something better finally. I think I’ve reached a point of catch up to my level now or be left behind because I don’t want to go backwards. You create your reality and if you have remained trapped in blaming others you still need to grow. Sorry, but I am at tough love right now, and I am weary with others. Blaming means we still have not taken control over our life experiences and owned our share in creating what we experience. It’s a trick of your wounded ego! Let it go!

PS: At around 7:44 PM CST I re-looked at the cards I pulled realizing the 10 of Clubs is Prince Diamond from the Dark Moon in Sailor Moon on top of the Ace of Diamonds showing Sailor Mars. Essentially most would interpret this I think as both light and dark energies merging into wholeness in the diamond body/soul activation. Some may not, but I see it as owning the shadow and integrating it not continuing to repress or shame it via the distortions of one’s ego. Yes it sounds airy fairy, but I can check some of the boxes off especially the allergies and dietary changes I as well as others have been going through. Many of the things I used to enjoy even have fallen away, and I found I enjoy doing things I never used to. I think also the Card Captor Sakura anime used a similar theme. The Darkness and Light cards had to be sealed together. But I’ve been riding this eclipse on a very high vibration right now.