Manifestation Mondays: The Royal Stars Debated

“Sometimes you have to stand alone to prove that you can still stand.” – Anonymous

Solving this little Choose Your Own Adventure novel means you will have to make some pathwork choices by utilizing the underlined hyperlink text. That means this is interactive non-fiction that I’m composing although many will class it as fiction I’m sure.

But as a fan of visual novels and the above book series growing up I aim to make my composition unusual as my creative writing college professor noted when I published fanfiction years ago. I’d like for you to see, learn, and grow from the perhaps not always wise choices I’ve made in my adventures.


Remember what I said yesterday about how I’ve learned to walk now three times, and I’m just tired. Well surgery meant I acquired not just the aid of crutches or a knee scooter, but I was walking with a cane. Ironically I’m not sure this is much different than Regulus moving to Virgo (I know I pointed blog readers here months ago), the Yod/Yad, and the Hermit tarot card.

Imagine the street behind your house is Lionheart with Iris nearby also as I previously noted in reference to Mercurial energies (Virgo exalts Mercury). Symbolism seems mildly familiar albeit I’ve put my ring and reiki bracelet on my dominant left not right hand. My left side has become not as strong as my right being that it is where all my injuries/weaknesses lie.

Is it not ironic that some when I went on Twitter said this form of astrology that I perform is too “controversial/radical” for them to accept. Ketu ruled people are usually thinking outside of the box! I left Twitter for reasons which I blogged about early in 2022 because I was rather disgusted with the platform and people on it.

I hardly even use social media, but I’ve created content and designed websites since the late 90s knowing how to code. I’ve seen much change with the technocracy becoming vocal here about how artificial intelligence is something many don’t realize is meant to pull wool over their eyes. Context and word smithery matters as it is neural linguistic programming! A sort of hypnotism, mesmerism, and such that keeps the unaware spellbound in the grasp of predators indoctrinating groupthink.

The tarot cards are all infinitely rich with various symbols, but the Wheel of Fortune as I began to notice after writing yesterday stuck out to me in my studies as to their esoteric value. We see pictured on the card representations of Regulus (Leo), Fomalhaut (Aquarius), Antares (Scorpio), and Aldebaran (Taurus).

They form the Fixed Cross, but the concept of precession of the equinoxes postulates a move to the Mutable Cross. If you’re confused as to why so much of this is of interest to me I think it’s some sort of inherited condition; yes it’s meant to sound peculiar.

Still a bit concerned about this ankle and if the spasm was a sprain/strain. Reading information online confirms I’ve probably overused my muscles/ligaments again. So I’m doing moderate therapy exercises, using my kinesthetic tape, and practicing good old fashioned RICE. I’m also walking slower than normal which is frustrating primarily to me.

I have a pretty good feeling this ankle never healed correctly or this is the degenerative nature of the many conditions wrong with me like the osteoarthritis weakening the joints. Post foot fracture we were concerned I’d need surgery to remove a cyst that grew in my ankle bones filled with fluid, but thankfully that spontaneously went away.

It could have led to another secondary fracture in my heel. I could say it sucks to be me, but I know that’s my negativity coming through loud and clear. Or rather we retain the memories sometimes of that which felt traumatic to us. The pain though is definitely not making me feel optimistic.

These stars have been characterized in different fashions from the Archangels to the Four Horseman of the Apocalypse:

  • Regulus as the heart of the lion or star of kings in Leo was said to be the healing Archangel Raphael and Doctor of Medicine who is presently guarding the Northern Quarter (Cancer, Leo, and Virgo; Summer Solstice).
  • Fomalhaut as the mouth of the Southern Fish in Pisces was said to be the revelatory Archangel Gabriel or the Strength of God who is presently guarding the Southern Quarter (Capricorn, Aquarius, and Pisces; Winter Solstice).
  • Antares as wisdom keeping or inspiring Archangel Uriel who is presently guarding the Western Quarter (Libra, Scorpio, and Sagittarius: Autumnal Equinox).
  • Aldebaran as the right eye of Taurus or the following Archangel Michael who is presently guarding the Eastern Quarter (Aries, Taurus, and Gemini; Vernal Equinox).
“If you were happy every day of your life, you wouldn’t be a human being. You’d be a game show host.” – Anonymous

Personally I wanted to read the job related Reiki healing articles, but that may or may not even appeal to my audience so I’m trying to not harass them. In days of the past these stars were given a high position/ranking due to their position along the four cardinal points of the Cardinal Cross.

Long before Judaeo Christianity was accepted as a dominant religion their representation was seen as important when aspecting any sensitive points within an astrology chart. They bestowed favorable outcomes on the chart holder.

I’m weird though because I’ve read my great grandmother’s Bible that I inherited cover to cover and because I did so before bed sleeping with it the binding fell off. I did not do the same with my copy of the Tao or the Quran.

Dodecatemoria/Dvadashamsha Chart for Regulus, Fomalhaut, Aldebaran, and Antares

I thought today would be a good day to explore a little esoteric astrology on these topics and maybe chart them presently, but I might do a Dodecatemoria/Dvadashamsha chart to locate the karmic DNA of the last seven generations. This chart won’t display the current precessed positions if we’re processing that which interprets what is essentially the twelfth parts.

These Dwads are powerful descriptions of interest that display the character of any person/event. What it serves is to show us where we have karmic debts, blessings, or fated connections. We want to see what talents and natural inclinations are possessed. This is the side of our true colors.

We will find Regulus in the 7th House of Libra at 1° semisextile Moon, square Venus and Uranus, and trine Pluto retrograde. Fomalhaut in the 2nd House of Taurus at 19° biquintile Sun, trine Mercury, semisquare Venus, sextile Jupiter, and opposition Chiron.

Aldebaran in the 8th House Scorpio at 0° conjunct Moon and trine Jupiter and Uranus. Antares in the 2nd House of Taurus at 0° opposition Moon and semisquare Jupiter and Uranus retrograde.

I think it would be best to keep this simpler so we will be simply viewing the Chandra symbols today for clues while I dive in just a little again with pointing everyone to the zero point energies I’ve been researching.

My belief symbolism is all around each of us, but whether we’re paying attention is actually another story similar to my wealth altar, inherited bed, and the grey coverlet I bought then placed on the bed from what was called the Grace collection via the At Home store where I live.

For years I was doing everything intuitive and then later trying to comprehend what was happening in my life without others thinking I might be way too airy fairy woo woo and off my rocker. I mean I’ve been at this for over a decade now avidly studying, researching, and practicing esoterics just not publicly.

Let’s try to grasp the symbols for each fixed star and degree. Regulus is expanding on a previous blog post and as such we will simply refer back to that entry which I know I made reference to yesterday so clearly I’ve fixated on a specific association. Something to consider though is that metaphyiscally bread is a Universal/Cosmic substance which speaks to the omnipresent mind stuff we are capable of molding via the use of our thoughts.

This is why it’s important to be aware of our subconscious or unconscious as well as limiting beliefs or negative chatter as they both can shape our reality/manifestations. We acquire truth when we meditate which is simply continuous contemplative thought used to expand our consciousness and transform our mind, body, and soul/spirit.

The house Regulus sits within is one of partnerships of virtually any kind including business endeavors which is where we seek cooperation, balance, and harmony. Regulus at this degree allows for positive harmony between consciousness and instinctual, emotional, and habitual response patterns to life creating fewer conflicts between our emotions and the application of life purpose.

Lessons are learned with the end goal to not have to repeat them. We may struggle with feeling lonely/unloved, but if we pay attention to our reactions we can better channel them through creative and artistic pursuits.

There are times we present at this degree as the Devil’s advocate, individualistic, and desiring freedom from all social restrictions. Generally this degree excels at yoga, meditation, self discovery, and clairvoyance.

“Next time someone tells you cheerleading is easy, tell them to do your routine and then get back to you.” – Anonymous

Fomalhaut sits within the house of values, self esteem/worth, and what is often described as our overall feelings regarding our possessions or tangible assets. Aesthetic sensitivity leads to clever and ingenious outlets of creativity via breathing new life into dreary situations. We excel at anything which employs the use of our hands and voice.

Release of tension is necessary to more easily relax and go with the flow. Beauty manifests through our home life/appearance. Healing occurs when we correct our relationship to self by working to build better boundaries, learn that we are enough as we are, and ensure partners meet us halfway.


A crown turns into goat horns.

A remarkable instinct for the next lesson. Finding it, learning it, and drawing everything out of it that you can. Specialized in destiny activation and interested in nothing else. Purposively driven to take up karmic lessons all the way. Wildly given over to what is taken on. Working the territory as hard as you can. Making way for something new by wearing out the old. Assigned to tough situations yet knowing it is appropriate.

Super strong and especially tenacious and relentless. In deepest essence sacrificing yourself so that something can happen here that is going to take a lot of doing. And inside it all you are curiously resigned to whatever arises while not very concerned because long range results mean everything here. And a moment’s or a lifetime’s discomfort is a small price to pay when destiny is truly involved.

Oh, Krampus again! Good to know! 😂

Aldebaran is in one of those houses that focuses our interests upon an energetic disposition to change/disruption. This is the black sheep phase of life where we’re trying to remove the cycles we perpetuate of duality between love/hate, loyalty/repulsion, and such.

There is an unexpressed resentment that suffocates us and this will display via psychosomatic illness if we do not get a grip on our repressed anger/sadness by working it out through the Throat chakra. We desire greater justice, social equanimity, and a revolutionary change of human ideals. Chandra Symbols never utilize the zero degree therefore I usually look to the first degree for clues.


A tunnel through a mountain.

When darkness comes you need more darkness if you’re ever going to find the light. As the struggle of Earth existence descends upon you it is you who must find a way to harness the power of that struggle to turn death into rebirth. But it is so pressurized and absolutely relentless a path to walk. Everything you meet reflects the same destiny dilemma.

For you are being pulled through the collective nightmare by an immense evolutionary force and that means feeling everything, experiencing all of it, and letting everything go. Those pulled in to such a radical track develop core perseverance magnificently and learn to be light while super heavy and to stay loose while bearing down in tight passages.

Eventually glorious things happen and you can emerge into a whole other reality knowing how purposeful every step has been, that all of it was necessary and redemptively built a character strength of a mighty fiber, as you knew it would.

Antares also in the same house as Fomalhaut asks us to be ourselves by remaining open mentally and within our heart space. If we appear cold, unfriendly, or distant it is because we suffer a subconscious and unconscious pattern of pushing others away that we have not fully removed from our consciousness.

When we release this blockage new forms of relating will open up to us. We suffer the expectation of others needing to be trustworthy and genuine valuing our experiences that push us to grow. Again we’ll look to the first degree of Taurus for some clues as there is no zero degree in this symbol system.


A red garnet ring. The garnets glow.

A passion for bearing ripe fruits. Feeling transported by an ongoing realization that you are in your own element, doing what you need to do, and subtly fired by an inner purpose that clarifies everything. The glow of your central intent warms you through. This quality of soul is simple and direct. It makes for a primal elemental presence.

One cannot grasp complex matters in this sphere. But you know what you need to know, and you’re on the beam so palpably that nothing much matters except being there. You distinctly charge the atmosphere with a pranic renewal, a source sustenance, and the whole idea is to make way for the universal life force to stream right in and bless with its all forgiving radiance.

May your Monday manifest wholistic rejuvenation. The garden on the other hand well I think it’s going to be spent before the fall. We’ve had too many triple digit days now, and I can’t keep up with the heat to save the plants. I cut an entire crop of basil in the back garden today as well as zinnias were removed due to drought.

I don’t deal well with losing my plants; it literally hurts somewhere to watch them suffer or to have to pull them when they are spent in the heat. I’m sure a co-worker will understand since she has called me a plant mother.

The hollyhock is about the same along with several flowers in the front garden. This year is more like the deadly desert in the movie Return to Oz. A movie I grew up with which yes I’m well aware of the occult symbolism as well as the rather racist mindset of the author some have pointed out as well as it’s populist themes.

There is much culturally that we don’t really want to admit to because we just want to enjoy a book, movie, music, etc., and we are confronted with some topics in life that we have to own because they are a part of our collective consciousness/shadow. 👥🔮

“Have you heard about the new restaurant called Karma? There’s no menu; you get what you deserve.” – Anonymous

Teach Me Tuesdays: The Peacock/Peafowl as Totem Animal and Alchemy Symbol

The Beginning Stages of Mandala Coloring via iPhone App

Today was the arduous task of cleaning up my Pingbacks which had gotten wonky for lack of a better description. I will need to finish checking October/November of 2021 still, but at least I’ve made progress. This week has been way more productive than normal as I accomplish tasks not just related to my astrology business/blog which is always a positive. Far better than laziness or procrastination.

As a licensed aesthetician I feel more like this is shampoo, condition, rinse, and repeat, but ultimately it’s the representation of continuous renewal. The provided underlined hyperlink text will hopefully help expand awareness.


If you’ve seen the peacock enter your life than you might desire to learn about the symbolism be it as a totem animal or within alchemy. Some of the key characteristics of the peacock as well as peafowl within the realm of spirit animals are:

  • Integrity
  • Living by defined principles
  • Flamboyance (being the center of attention)
  • Discernment
  • Proudly displaying your accomplishments

This symbolic bird holds a variety of meanings across a variety of cultures. For example, Hinduism has associated the peacock with Lakshmi corresponding to personal wealth, compassion, and patience. Asian cultures may likewise associate the peacock with Quan Yin who also ties to the virtues of compassion, kind-heartedness, and goodwill. In Christianity our feathered friend can be a sign of rebirth, rejuvenation, and immortality. Muslim mythology sees the peacock as a guardian of the Gates of Paradise. All the while in Egyptian mythology the peacock’s feathers often highly valued in religious ceremonies were said to be linked to the eye of Horus. In Greece the peacock was associated with the Argos, a monster with one hundred eyes which could see everything, which is not unlike modern symbols of the All Seeing Eye. Some associate this with the evil eye.

The energy of any peacock or peafowl is often immense offering a positive and negative impact based upon your level of Spiritual IQ. When anyone disregards mindfulness for arrogance the energy will backfire. If you have chosen to carry yourself with wisdom and dignity you can harvest untold rewards. The peacock asks that you capitalize on bringing beauty into the world even if you perceive yourself as imperfect. The peahen who is often not as bright and flashy as her male counterpart teaches us to embrace internal beauty/riches.

This grandiose bird teaches you to take on a role of leadership by taking charge of your life. This is not about being bossy rather it implies one lead by example. When a peacock or peahen struts into your consciousness it is to teach you about self love, maintaining proper balance between humility/confidence, and that you embrace your inner truth whatever that may be. In shamanism this lovely creature holds healing properties which draws negative energies from your life. Work with the peacock or peahen to improve your communication skills, discover hidden talents, make a positive impact on your community, and harness you inner strengths.

Alchemy often does not beat around the bush stating that the peacock is neither good nor bad for it relates to the soul of the world which is nature causing all things to be brought forth. Annually the peacock in alchemy renews its feather plumage in correlation with the changing seasons. When we change the manner with which we think our physical body transforms as well. The union of opposites can help with attaining higher states of consciousness.


Asteroid Peacock Persona Draconic Heliocentric Chart

Asteroid Peacock number 18727 is located at 7th House Cancer 14° via a Persona chart. I used the draconic and heliocentric method. The reasoning behind this being what all three represent.

Persona charts tell the drama of your individual energies, needs, strengths/weaknesses, and physical as well as psychological responses. You have an individualized way of going through life with your own unique path to consciousness. This new way of looking at your chart does not look at the whole, but considers its parts.

Take out a single one of these inner personalities and look at it closely keeping in mind that this is not the natal chart, but the chart of one independent persona within us.

Draconic charts present a lot such as karmic, spiritual, and unconscious desires pertaining to the soul’s destiny, fate, and soulmates. Some consider this chart to be key to your deep values, belief patterns, and individual purpose. What does your soul want to attain in the world, what areas of growth would you like to experience, and what do you subconsciously dream of becoming?

Heliocentric charts do not show the Sun sign which means it shows the Earth as a planet opposite the Sun. Aside from this chart showing Earth which can be studied, and I have done this previously for myself every other planet, house, and sign would be read the same as a Geocentric chart. My Earth is on the Anaretic degree of Virgo 1° which is very much near Regulus at Virgo 0° due to precession. A key focal point in my studies on my Vedic lunar mansion Magha’s relation to Regulus as a fixed star. But there are countless theories, concepts, and opinions regarding astrology when you actually dive into the deep end of a swimming pool.

The 7th House rules counseling and the legal systems. This house teaches that we are to let go of expectations of people in our lives being what we need/want them to be. We should stop embarking upon co-dependent enabling relationships. It is the house to express unity consciousness while integrating/unifying the opposites.

Cancer 14°: A crab climbing up an upright iron spear above which is a circlet of seven stars.

Denotes one who, never daunted by obstacles, opposition, and hardship, will rise by his/her own effort to a position of dignity and importance in his/her special sphere. Uniting an iron will to stubbornness of purpose one proves his/her worth and triumphs. It is a symbol of Irrefragability (archaic; indestructible).

We sit upon a degree which embodies one who is an accumulator of things. The fearful persona tends to be backward looking with an attachment to the past harboring nostalgia for distant times. The courageous persona has the ability to learn from what has been accumulated, to study it, see new aspects of it, and to let these findings be the foundation of a future of higher consciousness. The Chandra Symbol unlike the Kozminsky Symbol speaks of a collection of random rocks having no distinction as they have been worn smooth by water rendering them uniform.

The symbolism of these rocks rather than something such as butterflies implies that this degree is about one’s need for grounding and assessing what holds us back. What burdens and insecurities have you collected which prevent you from letting them go? When you process this through your emotional body the pain wears away released from suffering that you may fully comprehend the lessons that they have taught.

Work with guardian angel Vasariah and daimon Asmoday.

This is another daimon previously covered so I’m simply pulling up refresher information with some minor additions to spice it up since reading the same resources can get boring fast. Daimon Asmoday relates to the 6 of Swords, Sun, Aquarius, and Frankincense. Asmoday makes a magician physically stronger and mentally sharp. This daimon is feared as it works with lust and wrath. It is important to properly understand a wrathful deity!

The Final Result of Mandala Coloring via iPhone App


As previously mentioned my birth year (1979) fell under Earth Sheep with Dianichi Nyorai. Esoteric Buddhism often utilizes gender/sexual union to teach of the merging of compassion (male) with wisdom (female) which leads to spiritual awakening. Often this is depicted as the wrathful male Buddha and his female partner standing in an ecstatic embrace with their hair painted fiery orange. They may have as many as eight heads looking in all directions, sixteen hands holding skull cups containing animals (in their eight right hands) and deities representing worldly elements (in their eight left hands).

This corresponds to Earth, water, air, fire, Moon, Sun, and the gods of death/wealth. Two of their four legs will be raised in a position of dance while lunging sideways with the other two. Wrathful male deities will also wear a garland of fifty severed heads while wrathful female deities will wear one of skulls. This matches my pottery day adventures as shown in previous blog posts. Even as I considered them to likewise represent ancestral veneration.

Asmoday is a teacher daimon necessary for learning a new computer code, math, and data processing with speed. Ask Asmoday to uncover your talents showing any areas of your money making potential.

This degree also falls along the very important fixed star Sirius in Canis Major the Greater Dog. It has been believed to correspond to high ambitions, honor, devotion, passion/resentment, and can create custodians, curators, or guardians. When compared with the Chinese lunar mansions it is known as the Well in the head of the Phoenix which can symbolize navigation at sea, hygiene, repairs, gardening, and moral uprightness. I’ve read that what it rewards is a studious nature rather than one who is idle.

Astrological Musings:

Have an exceptional Tuesday with the best of my wishes! Please support my business by way of a friendly donation or purchasing an astrology report. I will be returning to part time work shortly which may impose restrictions on my current blogging schedule which I will tweak some.

Due to medical costs we’ve incurred in 2022 the entire family will be working together to ensure we can return to debt free! I don’t want to disclose the amount or air all of our laundry. Anything at this point would help us out though as we’re in a bit of a pinch. 🤗🆘🎁

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Manifestation Mondays: Bibliomancy with Hans Christian Andersen Fairy Tales Introduces the Fir Tree

“Don’t Tame Your Wild!” – Cybele

The underlined hyperlink text is a journey into the realms of the Twilight Zone.


I can’t remember what email was sent to me, but while I was sick I received an email from someone which may have been connected with the Moon Readings I receive that told me I excel at Bibliomancy for divination. Potentially Bibliomancy is divination by interpreting a chosen passage at random from within a book or text; it was often done with the Bible. I will admit I do greatly enjoy the practice in trying to understand what perhaps my mind is sending me from time to time to gain focus on. Today I decided to open the large book above the fireplace of fairy tales by Hans Christian Andersen which opened to the Fir Tree (PDF at the link). I’ve never even heard of or read this story so I’m excited to share with you something new even to myself. I will state that when trees show up in my awareness as a symbol I take significant notice due to my studies of Celtic tree asrology, Kabbalah’s Tree of Life, and Wicca.

Essentially trees have very potent messages for me if brought to my awareness. That is why I honed in on mom and I being Holly under Celtic astrology or ogham while I inherited a California king oak bed from my grandparents (Oak/Holly King). The Ogham being another tool I’ve used for divination. In my studies of my Vedic lunar mansion I watched an astrologer explain the Magha lunar mansion fully telling me that it is the grandparents for anyone born into this lunar mansion who have an extremely close tie to their grandchildren and that often those born into this lunar mansion will inherit a piece of furniture that is a family heirloom with ancestral roots they’ve lost. I resonated this to my maternal great grandmother who inspired me to become a cosmetologist choosing to follow in her footsteps as she worked for Clairol, Revlon, etc.

I realize that I also remember being 5 years old, crawling in my mom’s lap, and crying on her shoulder at her funeral to this day. Perhaps this is due to her helping my mom raise me in my early years. What we can see is that this is shown in Reiki as well regarding our karma/dharma. According to Vedic astrology Magha nakshatra is a significant lunar mansion managed via Ketu and relates to the fixed star Regulus which moved into Virgo from Leo. It ranges entirely through Leo and Virgo. When this occurred it was also an Anaretic Degree which as mentioned yesterday implies one is to “Master” something to make the transition. This is not easy because Ketu Mahadasha is often by all accounts of those I talk to perceived as a literal hell on Earth.

When I attempted to use Twitter before dealing with crypto scams or people pushing porn at me/my business allowed for me to network briefly with Vedic astrologers long enough to know they generally don’t like people ruled by Ketu so I was not welcome there. A very frustrating experience because I was left with a select few Twitter friends/followers from Belgium, Poland, Nepal, and Spain. Actually I do miss these people now especially my friends in Nepal who sent me “nature” photography everyday. I loved the photos they sent me from their country everyday. I would love to have someone do this for me again as I’ve only been outside of the USA to Canada.

I’ve blogged a bit about how unfavorable Twitter was for my social networking. It was a failure in the end once scammers attached onto me, and I’m now lost in the blogosphere as well. I’m not being picked up by as many people perhaps as I’d hoped so I assume my content is wrong. I don’t appeal anywhere, I’m probably as my step father says “too erudite,” and I’m not sure how to change this or make it palatable to my audience to generate anything from my business endeavors. So instead it’s a lesson in watching someone get tomatoes hurled their way or fall on their face. Whatever I’m going to learn from this experience I’m not entirely sure as of yet. I guess try to handle it with grace under pressure. If I was honest I would tell you I’ve been everywhere including studying the Mayan calendar and modern Mayan zodiac with it’s New Age vibe of Dreamspells that claims I’m White Cosmic Wizard. Again this showed up for me at random looking into things surrounding my July 26th birthday over the years. I’ve simply picked up a lot of baggage. If you’ve seen my chart Leo and Virgo or my 10th/11th Houses are the places that everything usually wants to astrologically live in. Thankfully my Vedic chart never looks like a Western!

Having Stelliums in 10th/11th Leo/Virgo Houses is Insane!
Vedic is a Wee Bit Calmer, But Still Everything is in the 10th/11th Cancer/Leo Houses!

My childhood due to my mom’s first marriage as well as other factors around finances kept us estranged from family. I’ve only gone to see extended family twice in Chicago on the maternal side and three times I’ve interacted with step family from New York (twice for my step grandmother’s death/care giving when she was diagnosed terminal with grade IV brain cancer during my late 20s). I feel very estranged as if I did not have or know my “family tree” which by your 30s or 40s after a tough childhood that you did not know your biological father after age 2 due to domestic abuse you grow up coping with feelings of abandonment/orphaned archetypes in your psyche particularly if you were bullied by peers as a child.

It took me into my late 20s to forgive silly things such as the group of girls on my junior high school bus when I moved to Cedar Park, Texas who threw gum in my hair. I went home in tears requiring it cut out of my hair which I was not psychologically prepared for. So I held the pain for a very long time feeling rejected by my external world, and I still deal with this in the present sometimes. I struggle forming relationships because most of my youth I felt as if I was constantly rejected and this has damaged me emotionally as well as psychologically in ways I’m trying to recover from due to lacking a support group as I do not know how or who to properly reach out to as an adult because this hampers the ability to build trust in another. Again it is why I’m wholehearted a solitary!

You will find as I’ve previously mentioned that I’ve been trying to slowly study the esoterics of many cultures over the last two decades so I’ve dabbled in many areas including having briefly researched Santeria through texts that delve into the Yoruba. This has been for me something I’m quite passionate about; learning outside of Abrahamic spiritual realities to round out my understanding or gnosis. In my eyes if I don’t it will appear as if I’m being very prejudiced as a person almost xenophobic which is not an attractive trait and that mindset comes from fear of the unknown.

As I don’t want my blog post to be too long winded today I’m going to share with you links to how some have interpreted this fairy tale as well as links to the symbolic meanings of the Fir tree in the hopes that it will help you gain insight into what my Bibliomancy wishes to teach this Monday.

The overarching message is a tale is about a Fir tree so anxious to grow up and so anxious for greater things that he can’t appreciate living in the present now moment.

Poetic Life Pessimism

Ailm (Fir or Pine) and Ailm (Fir or Pine) II

I Am Like a Green Fir Tree: The Solar Horus X-mas Special, Part 2

I and My Father are One: The Solar Horus X-mas Special, Part 6

This Monday I leave you with the following as well for a positive affirmation.

1. Looking into the darkness there is color, there is life, and there is space. We can put ourselves at one with the universe like lying down and watching the stars. Most everything leaves your mind; you are “FREE!”


Heals the stomach walls

Rainbow Obsidian

Symbolizes North and East representing Spirit and Wind, two minds connecting magically together, and the art of fixing your gaze on an image, thought, or phrase while waiting, watching, and listening using the mind’s eye, ear, and voice to gain insight. Focuses the attention at being discouraged by something in life such as a lack of success and feeling unable to pick one’s self up to try again, but we have to get up and keep walking.

Virgo is about digestion which includes not just our literal food we eat at meals, but what we read, watch on television, or learn in school settings. My illness this month which caused me sore throat (Throat chakra imbalance), heartburn (digestive), loss of appetite, and dehydration coupled with mom’s pneumonia is insightful. For me it hurt to swallow, and I also had extreme dry mouth every night while sick. I add that to my long winded posts of learning about fluoroquinolones. As I’ve said my blog is a journey of expanding growth I’m personally going through when I meant it to be a help meet to my astrology business.

I happen to be a Pitta dosha.


The New Exodus (Click On The Hyperlink For More Information)


Holly (Celtic zodiac for mom and I) corresponds to courage, death, Divinity, healing, luck, protection, rebirth, and unity. Oak (the bed I inherited from my maternal grandparents) corresponds to ancestry, fertility, health, luck, prosperity, protection, strength, success, and wisdom. Fir (the Hans Christian Andersen fairy tale) corresponds to birth, far-sightedness, protection, prosperity, rebirth, and vitality.

I hope you have an extra special Monday! 🌜📅 Sending you much love!

PS: I’m saying this one more time. I will block your IP if you come to my business blog or website with a Gravatar/domain that hosts potential viruses or malware. I’ve already done this for two domains that put me at risk for viruses and malware. My Norton subscription alerts me, and I also use VPN. I’ve had enough of online 🗑️🚯 so don’t litter or loiter here! Do us all a favor and “grow up.”